Thursday, October 30, 2003

heyhey..am blogging at the sch's comp lab..
am so freaking cold
oh well
was suppose to look 4 good> websites for science..
but who gives a shit anyway?
nic's on my left
and
ash's on my right
yup
am at perfect10
(the radio station!!!!!)
listening to everything
ok
what is everything?
oh wadeva myself
hmmm
bored to beyond hope
oh well
na is nuttin me to death
na! shut up



my falling ; 9:09 AM

Wednesday, October 29, 2003

it's times like this when i wonder
are you really who you tell me you are
are you really wad you say you are
do you really mean wad you say
sacrificing
wad i have i done?
i thought about it for so long
and i cant find a reason

a friend dont try to control another friend
i cant say anything
but it hurts when you dont seem to care
when you seem to only use me
looking for me only when you need me
or when *** and ***** are not around
tell me. tell me wad am i to do?

and
there is a lizard in my room! -screams!


my falling ; 9:21 PM

yup! today was so stupid
haha
had that english workshop today
so lame
and so funny
the teacher the stories so funny
he was going on bout
how the structure of the stories
and everything
contrasting and stuff
anyway,
he told us we must give the readers wad we promise
he gave an example
this is damn stupid
and one must be there to really get it
but
this is wad he said

lord of the rings; the two towers;the battle scene
on the right are the orcs and goblins, going into battle for the control of helms deep. the Uruk-hais are tall and do not fear sunlight
on the left are the elves, dwarves and men. all fighting for the many weak and innocent lives. all are brave, and willing to fight to death
everyone is poised for battle
when suddenly
Aragorn, son of Arathorn and Gilraen
walked out and said to the leader of the Uruk-hais
"peace man"( makes the rabbit's ears)

the leader of the Uruk-hais then say
" huh? "
apparently dazed by this act of peace

aragorn says
" yes yes.. lets all go home and forget war"

the leader says
" aaa.. ok.. let's go"

whao.. the way he does it..
damn funny.. haha

ok lar
it was stupid lar
haha



my falling ; 6:54 PM

Sunday, October 26, 2003

woo hoo! am back from malaysia! :)))
winnie... yea.. i'm going overseas for 10 days.. but in dec.. yea.. 10 to 17..cant wait!
anyway

____ go get a life
and yea..
don drag my bestie into this
i don wan to
leave it alone
me and you
sounds good

so.
i'm a bitch yea?
wad's next?
i don really like using "bitch"
only in extreme cases
i'm sure u wld agreed
off cos u wld
like
all ur brain cells are dead
rmbr?
u cant think
u wld probably jus agreed to anything i say

as i have already said
i have a right to do wadeva i pls
jus as u have to diss jia
so bring it on
come on
diss me

anyway
i don really care if u decide to
waste ur time
dissing me
everybody says that right?
they still do it in the end
hiax..
this is my final last dissing entry
why?
because
i dont go into battle of wits with an unarmed opponent
yea.
so battle with someone else
oh yes

u can diss me in my guestbook if u pls
i'll jus delete the entries
cya
and
jus leave jia alone yea?
wad has she done to you anyway?

oh yes..
i'll leave ur tag board alone
i have done enough dissing in
wad's her name?
rah?
( rah?! rah?!!?!?!?!?)
yea
rah's tagboard
so
ha!
u lost ur bet
and coward?
dear?
i don rear cows



my falling ; 11:57 PM

Friday, October 24, 2003

poor lil ____
cant even fend for herself
so
wad's next?
huh?
sure friends speak up for each other
but in the end
it's her i am freaking insulting
so let her speak
or are you just to kpo that's why
off cause
some ppl jus cant help it yea?
wadeva it is.
i really don give a shit wad you say
u say wad u wna say
i'll say wad i wna say
try to stop me
u all are just a waste of skin`flesh`oxygen
i thnk the good lord i aint like tt

off cos..
i find it really amusing
i off cos din not really diss u really well
i thought,
I never enter into a battle of the wits with an unarmed opponent.
wad can i say.
only LOUSY idiots like you
don get a shit of wad i'm saying

u all were really stupid enough to reply to all my insults
if u had actually left me alone
i'll stop
but because u din
i wont too

off cos.
i don really care if u all go on until the next ice age
i like doing this
responding to any shit you give me

wadeva it is.
____ sucked
sucks
and will suck

she's a
vain
bossy
bird-brain
bitch

also a
pregnant yak
si geese ( one goose not stupid enough)
redneck
toot



my falling ; 10:50 PM

nic
can i proclaim wad we did today to world already?! pls?! was kinda cool yea?


my falling ; 3:15 PM

jus dissed sumone
and
i feel good!
woo hoo! (((:



my falling ; 3:02 PM

finally!
am done with the template...
wan to change the links..
the addresses of those who have changed blogg
but..
am damn lazy
and
tired now
so
forget it!
tml..
i'll be guai and
do it tml...


my falling ; 12:18 AM

Thursday, October 23, 2003

wad the hell is going on?!


my falling ; 11:17 PM

Wednesday, October 22, 2003

okok... today was really stupid... got back history... god... i totally din expect this.. but.. I FLUNKED IT! did u get that?

nessa flunked history!!

damn... this is so toot!
oh well.. lucky me huh?
got only 38 -repeats- 38

the world has ended!
singapore is called timbaktu!
my mom is forbidding me to touch the piano!

I FLUNKED HISTORY!
ok..i have said that 3 times..
but... it was to let everyone know the seriousness ( right? ) of it.
so... everyone got the gist of it?

I FLUNKED HISTORY!

ok nessa... never mind
this is all a dream
no.
wait
this is pure NIGHTMARE!

the world has ended!
singapore is called timbaktu!
my mom is forbidding me to touch the piano!

ok... this reminds me of a song... like
"the world has ended!
singapore is called timbaktu!
my mom is forbidding me to touch the piano!"
is the chorus or something.
oh whatever myself

hiax.... oh well... shall not brood on it.
yup
optimism aint a crime
is it?




my falling ; 8:35 PM

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

hmmmm... went to nic's house today.. with na... haha.. so fun... went there to do the talent time thingy.. haha... finished liao.. haha... shhhh cannot say the song.. haha.. but i think the dance was good..haha... we 3 are good at this! haha.. so thick skin.. anyway... am alittle pissed now.. so pardon me if i don type too long... yups..

sorta had a nervous break down today.. was SO worried for my MEP... only to realise.. it was for nothing.. cos i passed...haha.. chinese.. as expected.. i flunked it.. ( wow! like that wasnt expected! ) see? i am hopeless! damn! oh well..

hiax... feel really bleak today.. don even think that is a feeling.. - slaps herself-


my falling ; 9:56 PM

Monday, October 20, 2003

woo hoo!

got our science`geog`maths`english` papers today... did ok lar.. everything also B.. ash's overall is SO freaking high! stupid toot! i hate u! do u always have to get so freaking high... though.. really doubt if u'll care if i hate u..haha..

anyway.. ash got the highest among us 3 ( overall 4 today as. take all the sunject marks.. to percentage off cos... add them all up... divide by 4.).. rather TYPICAL nic got 2nd (as usual) i got the last.. AS FREAKING USUAL TOO!!

woxy`winnie`eliza
heyhey... all pls don be upset...though winnie and wox din really look upset.. but wadeva.. relax all of u... yea.. and.. winnie, i am so prouda u! english got so well! :)))))))))))))))

anything else? oh yes.. stupid Quarina.. get so high! -green with envy- *grabs some of quar's brains*

erm.... oh yes! i shall proclaim it internationally MOHAN IS A BIG TOOT!
wad the hell... poor na... aww... feel so bad now... -kicks mohan-

that's bout all? yea... guess.. nic dropped by jus now.. she went home liao.. jia's coming over later.. haha.. kk.. cya all! :))


my falling ; 4:39 PM

Saturday, October 18, 2003

fellow ANPS members!!

yoyo! haha.. just thought i would say hi! haha.. kk.. now that i have said hi! i shall say yesterday was damn fun! and my dear certain abbreviation for underwear if the ghost stories were not scary, who was it that screamed when the freaking door looked scary? and god! it din even looked scary.. and u also screamed u head off when dear heather went on bout the "sally, i'm on the first step" thingy piff.. oh well

are you all gna put up a guestbook? there is a link there.. and it leads to nowhere. yea..

i thought heather looked kinda cute in that outfit. yea.. cept i thought it was alittle well.. inappopriate (right? off cos not!) for biking.. haha.. oh well..

cya all soon! calcifer.. erm.. either monday or tml, pantalaimon.. tml, the rest on monday.. cya all! ((((:


my falling ; 8:23 PM

hmmmmmmm.... bored to death.. hate no school days.. so dreary...it's kinda disconcerting to wake up in the morning and realise : wow.. i have no school today.. what am i going to do??? i spent at least 30 whole minutes thinking of what to do.. and that is not common.. cause i always and i mean always have something to do. this is not right. this for the matter is very very wrong. in the end, i gave up and went back to bed. wow! like how exciting is that?! oh yes btw, that song below, -points down- is called stand really nice... totally fell in love with it the first time i heard it. ok.. so i fall in love with songs as often as chia pok acts unreasonable, but, there is no reason for it not to be exceptionally nice is it? right, nessa has really got a screw loose, please pardon me. right. now i have to think of what terriblely exciting thing to tell the world.. actually, more like tell whoever who cares to listen, not that anyone actually bothers with me. anyway, i have decided, i have nothing to say! NOTHING! NIL! NADDA. ZILCH. damn... am usually full of absoulte crap, today, am only full with the disgusting herbal chicken my brother ( yes! brother) made, and was unsucessful. i just had to be greedy and offered to be the taster. if you are wondering why i aint talking bout that experience it is because i swear, my brother will kill me if he finds out. and i do not wish to risk his wrath. is a bad idea. oh well.. someone just pity me. oh well.. -shudders- still have that taste in my mouth. is disgusting. oh well.. signing off.. cya all!//


my falling ; 8:06 PM

some song by jewel
Walk in a corner shop
see a shoplifting cop
see the old lady with a gun
see the hero try to run
nothing's wad it seems i mean
it's not all dirty but it's not all clean
there's children paying bills
there's monks buying thrills
there's pride for sale in magazines
there's pills for rent
to make you clean
Marvin Gaye there's no brother, brother
Woodie Guthrie's land can't feed mother.

(Chorus)
Mothers weep, children sleep
so much violence ends in silence
it's a shame there's no one to blame
for the pain that life brings
if you will just take me
it might just complete me
then together we can make a stand.

A waitress brings me lunch
we meet but do not touch
on tv DC is selling lies
while in the corner King's dream dies.
Go to the counter pay for me and my friend
a homeless man takes out a roll
says it's on him
the mayor has no cash he said he spent it
on hookers and hash

(Chorus)

You will love me, I will love you...

(Chorus) x3


my falling ; 7:47 PM

Thursday, October 16, 2003

so bored... oh well... dont feel like typing bout today.. jus.. today was fun! yea.. so lazy huh me? oh well.. i guess...

nic

heyhey!! enjoy ur trip to club med.. though i think it's stupid.. only 2 days 1 night haha.. i not bad huh? very good clothes matching.. haha.. kk lar.. u pls don fall off the ferry, don get eaten by sharks.. (though i don think u'll be swimming:))))) don drink too much coconut juice, don do tt thing u really like there and kill urself.. but because ur fren here has a memory lapse, she 4got how to spell it.. (that thing.. u have to hang upside down and stuff..and jumpe all over the place..and get ur neck broken.) also, don eat too much, don kill ur sis.. (though i wish u wld.. but! this is about u. not me..so oh well) don slp too much, don be nuts and get so hungey, start eating the sand, don listen to ur walkman too much.. ur ear sure pain one.. don get sea sick, don puke all over the place if u do get sea sick, and last but not least, enjoy urself, enjoy the beach, enjoy the next things there is to enjoy (hey! wad can u expect! i have nv been there! how i noe wad's there to enjoy?!) anad make sure u cum back in one piece, and make sure u are alive when u cum back.. u go there dead, nvm. jus cum back ALIVE!! yea... is tt all!? i think so.. oh well.. jus have fun.. while i'll stay at home and mop the weekend away.. hiax.. oh well..cya!


my falling ; 11:12 PM

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

today was ----- damn rojak

nic
hey gurl.. i know already.. it's ok yea? u alright? hope so! alright? u tc and love yar loads! :))))


my falling ; 9:15 PM

Monday, October 13, 2003

i swear. i really wna curse sumone, anyone to timbaktu now. i swear! god. IGNORANCE IS BLISS!


my falling ; 8:36 PM

Sunday, October 12, 2003

enuff!!! enuff! i swear, i hate u!!! i really do! scram! go away!!! GO AWAY!!!


my falling ; 11:58 PM

nessa's

mugging mugging mugging mugging mugging




my falling ; 11:20 PM

Friday, October 10, 2003

happy b'day audrey!!!


my falling ; 6:37 PM

Thursday, October 09, 2003

damn it damn it damn it!!!! i am gna flunk history!!! ok.. not "flunk" lar.. more like.. gna not do very well.. the map work almost all i dno can? -crys- damn it! piff.. tootified.. anyway.. went to nic's house today.. -yay- erm.. to study lit.. yupx.. den.. den sumthing happened.. den went home.. no lar.. was on the way home..nic asked me to go back.. so i went back.. den.. den.. we started playing.. so stupid.. haha.. very stupid can liao lar..
so.. left her house at 4 plus.. yupx.. came back.. popped on the bed.. aand slept for 5 minutes.. den realised i promised to call jia.. so called her.. den she said she'll call me back.. so i slept agn.. 4 dno how long.. den jia asked me to go train joey ( her dog ) with her.. so i did.. and.. went to the park.. damn fun.. joey kept chasing me and jia.. haha.. i tried climbing tt tree agn.. yay! i still can climb! only thing.. when coming down the time.. i saw some lizard.. and i din dare to climb down.. in the end.. i jus endured my terrible fright of lizards and hurry climb down.. actually. i sorta jumped down.. damn sacred of lizards -shudders-
anyway.. played until 6 plus.. came back.. bathed and ate dinner.. den.. practise piano.. so glad i can play turkish march properly liao!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!
erm.. den.. den.. i came up here!!! haha.. smsing my di now.. -hey sheng wei! *waves*- haha.. he so nice.. offered to treat me to lotr the movie.. yay! so sweet huh.. but then his gna have money soon anyway.. wad's the diff.. haha..
yup.. tt's all.. yup.. okok.. i better go mug 4 chinese liao.. piff.. cya!!//


my falling ; 9:03 PM

Monday, October 06, 2003

weather
dot a dotdot dot a dotdot
spotting the window pane
spack a spack spack flick flack fleck
freckling the window pane
a spatter a scatter a wet cat a clatter
a splatter a rumble outside
umbrella umbrella umbrella umbrella
bumbershoot barrell of rain
slosh a galosh slosh a galosh
slither and slather a glide
a puddled a jump jump jump puddle splosh
a juddle a pump a luddle a dump
a pudmuddle jump in and slide

cute.. isnt it?


my falling ; 10:14 PM

Friday, October 03, 2003

good luck for end of years everyone!!!


my falling ; 10:47 PM

Thursday, October 02, 2003

okok.. i know i said i wouldn't come online till exams are over.. but i jus MUST talk bout today!!

ok.. had school as usual.. ok lar.. i guess.. haha.. nothing much.. only i 4dot to bring my maths past yr paper.. oh well.. -knocks her head- ok.. so afta school.. went to macs with ash and nic.. to eat lunch and study. haha.. i ate cup noodles.. actually we all ate cup noodles.. first choice.. erm.. i ate seafood flavour.. nic and ash ate chicken flavour.. yea.. haha.. erm.. then we started studying.. yupx.. actually.. like real lar.. i ate coc sunday.. nic ate choc mint macflurry.. and ash ate the oreo one.. yea.. den.. we bought m n ms and put it in the ice-cream thingy.. i din like it.. ash LOVED it.. -tootified- oh well.. anyway.. afta i started eating den i realise i wasnt suppose to eat ice-cream and choc.. oh well.. i'm gna grow fat!! :(((
so.. we started studying. abit.. den i got irritated with my tied-up hair.. so i let it down... and was flicking it all over the place.. cos it had the tied-up mark.. so.. nvm lar..was making ash and nic laugh like sieow.. haha..
den... we ask the macs manager whether we can work part time there during the hols (cannot! underage u see..)
but my hair was let down.. so they ask me to tie it up (nic and ash) i din wan to.. so hard to tie!! wadeva.. i chickened out in the end and ran to the toilet.. and nic and ash found me there.. haha.. anyway.. nic let down her hair and let me tell u.. her hair is THICK!! it was like a lions mane !really!! haha.. and she looked so stupid.. and me and ash laugh until dno wad.. jus laugh and laugh and lauh.. laugh so much and so loud.. even shirlene out side cld hear us!! haha... anyway.. we laughed summore.. and then went back to our seats...
yea.. there. i started laughing like some idiot agn. and ash wrote on nic's letter to ****** " eva heard how a geek and idiot sounds like when she's laughing? ask vanessa! results guranteed!!" i laugh until dno wad like tt! so i wrote " eva heard a england very powderful person speak? ask ashna! results guranteed too!!" whao.. laugh until got stomach ache and sore throat and headache can!? haha.... yar.. lar..at 1530 we all went home.. i went with nic.. she lives very near me u see.. anyway, she showed me 2 things. and conclusion 4 the first one.. england very powderful huh nic? ****** wans english lessons?! esp grammer lessons?! haha.. the 2nd one.. i laugh until like dno wad.. damn funny!! haha.. sorry.. today i jus laugh and laugh lar.. yea.. haha!!!
ok.. reached home.. bathed.. yea... went to my room and was damn tired.. and jus popped down on my bed and slept from 1630 till 1930.. yea.. woke up.. my mom came home liao. so i bathed agn and ate dinner.. praticed piano.. (TML GOT MEP PRATICAL!! AAAA!! MY TURKISH MARCH STILL GOT A LITTLE BT COUNTING PROB!! MANN!) oh well.. yea... then.. watched abit of tv.. ( WHY?! WHY IS JINGJING MARRYING AH MING?!) ok lar..watched a i ate dinner.. so.. done with piano.. and studied abit.. planning to study till 2 agn today.. since a slept alittle in the aftanoon.. STUDY NESS!! yea.. i better go liao.. yea! cya all.. and sign my guestbook pls?! cya!//



my falling ; 10:29 PM