Saturday, January 31, 2004

heard the most shocking piece of news today
actually
2 pieces of news
nearly died when i heard the first one
and nearly fainted when i heard the 2nd one
and they were both within 30 mins of each other
so you can image my face after hearing them both

went for trng at marist today
felt so sick
no energy at all
oh well
whole thing was so screwed
bleech
the physical was fun though!
yup
did this relay thing
was grouped up with
yannyee`priscilla`daryl`and xian bing (i think that's how you spell his name)
we were pretty good know actually
haha
yannyee kept saying "go vanessa" when i was running
so i kept saying
"i'm going! i'm going!"
stupid daryl kept laughing
wad crap can?
haha.

anyway
went to heartland mall with winnie and pamela after that
that's when i heard the most shocking piece of news EVA!
stayed at the bk there till bout 745
then went home
yup
my feet got 2 HUGE blisters can?
but that's sorta god
cos it means i got do my physical properly!
yay!
(((:
but pain like CRAZY can?
oh well
no pain` no gain






my falling ; 10:11 PM

Friday, January 30, 2004

click here
damn funny


my falling ; 7:15 PM

i'm sick
but not really THAT sick
not sick until cant go school
so i had to drag my butt outta bed today for school
was half-asleep during history lesson
but somehow still manage to take readable notes
though i think i have to copy some of vivien notes.
oh well

had the maths test today
relatively easy
think i'll pass
and that's quite an achievement!



my falling ; 6:38 PM

Wednesday, January 28, 2004

yup
it's sorta confirmed
i'm migrating
only thing
havent apply yet
haha
so stupid huh?
mom say got 90% chance of approval
and she gna go see dno who on saturday about it
yup.
feel kinda weird now
i wna migrate
i really do
but i don wna leave behind everything and everyone i know
oh well
ironic
pple who are going don feel like going
and pple who arent going envy pple who are going like crazy
ironic
oh well

nic got her uniform today
i think she's in the same school as my neice
think they got the same uniform
some blue checked one
kinda cool huh?
but i aint too sure whether my neice is 16 or 17 this ye
(yes she is older than me)
oh well
feeling all bleak today

had the history test today
THE EMDEN DESTROYED BRITAIN TRADING SHIPS IN THE INDIANOCEAN!
not pacific!
i put pacific
how thick can i get??!
-crys-
besides that i got the port at cape of good hope wrong
it's cape town
i put cape hope!
sheesh!
-smacks herself-
thick headed PINEAPPLE!




my falling ; 6:44 PM

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

someone tell me how am i gna
1. study for my history test
2. study for my maths test
3. study for my chinese test
and 3. do that stupid english thing all by today?!

ok so maybe the chinese don really need to panic
no..
NEED TO PANIC!
my maths is so terrible liao
HOW COME I CANT GET THAT STUPID STANDARD FORM?
AT ALL?!
and my chinese?
HAS ANYONE SEEN MY CHINESE?
i can puke blood myself!
i'm dead right?
i am so dead.


my falling ; 8:11 PM

i hate gong jiao lian
i swear i hate him
i won't be able to climb a single stair tomorrow cos of him
wad rubbish can?
sheesh
have competition on thursday still make us do physical like some crazy cows
SHEESH!
whole body aching.
i can forget about morning jog tml already lah

anyway
we won today
(pple. stop asking me)
yup!
we won we won we won!
:)))))

having trng the time
(after the competition)
was walking up the stage stairs to go get shuttles when
i accidently stepped on mr phee's 6610 hp!!!
ms oh saw me
and i was frantically jumping up and down
begging her not to tell mr phee
felt so guilty

having my history test tml
cant wait

nic
NIC!!!
i miss you tons dearie!!!
make sure you have all 10 toes and fingers
i'll fly over to count them for you if you want!



my falling ; 8:02 PM

Monday, January 26, 2004

i took a quiz from jia's blog
sheesh.
i'm earth!
KIND LOYAL AND FERTILE
WAD?!
ok.. the kind and loyal bit
and earth bit is fine
but FERTILE?!
@%IU^&%R#$!@$



my falling ; 8:40 AM

Friday, January 23, 2004

delta goodrem not me not i
You mixed me up for someone
Who'd fall apart without you
Yeah you broke my heart for the first time
But I'll get over that too
It's hard to find the reasons
Who can see the rhyme?
I guess that we where seasons out of time
I guess you didn't know me

If you think love is blind
That I wouldn't see the flaws between the lines
Surprised that I caught you out
On every single time that you lied
Did you think that every time I see you I would cry
No not me, not I, not I, no not me, not I

The story goes on without you
And there's got to be another ending
But yeah you broke my heart it won't be the last time
But I'll get over them too
As a new door opens we close the ones behind
And if you search your soul I know you'll find
You never really knew me

If you think love is blind
That I wouldn't see the flaws between the lines
Surprised that I caught you out
On every single time that you lied
Did you think that every time I see you I would cry
No not me, not I, not I, not I, not I

All you said to me
All you promised me
All the mystery never did believe
No I never cry no I never not me not I

If you think love is blind
That I wouldn't see the floors between the lines
Surprised that I caught you out
On every single time that you lied
Did you think that every time I see you I would cry No not I, I won't cry
No not me, not I, not I



my falling ; 9:12 PM

Monday, January 19, 2004

nic left today!
-positively wails-
it hasnt been 24 hours and i miss her like CRAZY already
she called me just now to say she reached australia already
-wails-
I MISS NIC.
alot alot alot ALOT!
she gave 2 faith a thank you card
aint she the sweetest person on earth?
haha
wadeva it is
SHE LEFT!!!
-wails agn-

oh well
am crapping enough already
jana made me heather clarissa cherie nat pua and jia laugh alot agn today
that woman is so funny
and so good
i dno how she does it
but she's really good at it
laugh until i nearly started rolling on the floor
the whole thing was really stupid
and ******
is the thickest toot on planet earth
sheesh
even worst than me!
haha

went fro trng today
was fun
cos all we did was play game (as in badminton game)
and some 3 pple attact 2 pple thing
very fun!
(((:
partner geraldine play amanda and sarah
WE WON!!
that is something considering the fact i havent been trng for so long
that geraldine woman is GOOD
as in really really good
was in total awe
she smash all over the place
quite scary
but she super powerful can?
anyway
after that partner her agn play mr yeo and shu jen
WE WON AGN!
haha
i think the only reason we won was cos of geraldine
she's really really good
yup
very very powerful
and very very good
-nods-
gosh
i'm singing her praises non stop
haha
i better stop

today on the whole was rather good
cept for the nic leaving bit
hiax..
I WANT NIC!!!!!







my falling ; 9:25 PM

Sunday, January 18, 2004

nic's leaving in less than 24 hours?!
how scary is that?!
anyway,
nic`ash`me`na`heather`clarissa`heather
went over to jia;s house today
was really fun
had pizza for dinner
and were laughing like some mad cows
and na was making us laugh even more
-beams-
we watched bring it on at jia's place then after sending nic off
(her god father picked her up)
they all came over to my place
and god
na was making us laugh SO MUCH!
laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh
so much until i had to stuff my head into my pillow
ash left first then aiwei and then heather and na
finally only had me jia and clarissa left
god jia has the best hongkong accent ever!
and clarissa has the BEST german accent ever
(is it even german? god who cares.. some accent lar)
made me laugh until i started rolling on the floor
so funny
jia can really "lor" very well
and i mean really really well
amazing my mom din come up and tell us off for laughing so loud
then clarissa left at about 9 and jia also left about the same time
wadeva it is
i just hope nic enjoyed it
I MISS NIC ALREADY!!!
:((((
-wails-
we took pictures and we did a school of rock styled one
the one where they were pretending to have some blood disorder
i was "freddy jones"
was lying on the floor
and nic (for some reason)
lifted up my leg and ash lifted up my hand
was so so funny
na and the rest just acted really weak and stuff
so funny!
the whole day was just so funny.

nic
i am so going to miss you
by the time you read this
you'll be in australia already
make sure you write!
or i'll be catching the next flight over
to check whether your dead not
-touch wood-
love you loads dear!
-muacks-



my falling ; 10:34 PM

Saturday, January 17, 2004

jia
wow
go on!
rub it in!
tell me how terriblely thick i am
go on!
tell me what i already know
i have an iq of a CONCUSSED TROLL
and my eyesight is so bad
i cant see two cm ahead of me
go on!
i really appreciate your HONESTY!
another thing
pay attention in church?
have you actually been to a mass
pls don inculde those in school
and even then
bet you anything you don pay attention
SEE?!
the pot calling the kettle black!
don rubbish me ok
RUBBISH!



my falling ; 11:02 PM

nic's leaving
ON THE 19TH!
-positively absolutley screams-
damn!
so so fast
anyway
i went out with nic and ash to watch mona lisa smile today
i thought the movie was pretty good
ash thought it was stupid
and nic
wad did nic think
dno lar
she was preoccupied with the popcorn on her jeans
you know
when i stood up and looked at the seats
nic's seat had the most popcorn
like she played with it or something
nic
popcorn is eat one
not play
anyway
nic got me and ash.. (and herself) a star pendant from perlini's sliver
nice
(((:
yup.

anyhow
have cat class tomorrow
i really don wna go
but i have to right?
meeting clarissa at the front of the church at 1115
can hardly wait
(hear the sacarsm)
sheesh
wad a total waste of time honestly
to go
rather stay at home and do something more productive
oh well

having some farewell dinner for nic tomorrow
at me and jia's house
since we live so near each other
we're thinkingof eating in the park or something
better that all of us squish into one house
trying to find place to breathe

am so tired
dno why also
my body's tired
but bet anyone who cares
i'm gna take forever to sleep
cos my f-inf brain wont wna just shut down
i hate my brain
it has the intelligence of a concussed troll
in a matter of speaking
sheesh




my falling ; 10:56 PM

Friday, January 16, 2004

had a farewell party for nic today during recess
was fun
ed and sai came over
and i played that scissors-paper-stone with ed
whoever lose had to eat one potato chip
and she kept losing
she had to ask sai, jana and shu yu to eat for her
haha
CHEATERBUG!
haha

anyway
i fell into the SAME longkang again
today
HOW THICK CAN I GET?!
clarissa said i and the longkang must be fated
and i told don talk rubbish
then she said i have offened the longkang god
i told her she was crazy and that she lives on the wrong planet

anyway
jia
BREATHE!
you can get mad
but always rmbr
BREATHE!

last but not the least
to ******
you think i like you ar?
you are just the world's BIGGEST prat
go get a life



my falling ; 7:39 PM

Thursday, January 15, 2004

i am so so sick of today
went for trng today
and guess wad?
jean (my junior) wacked me
on the cheekbone!
unintentionally of cos
and it hurts
real bad
and it looks really sick now
god
at first
(according to jean)
it looked terrible
like some kinda don wad over cooked panda cake (huh?!?)
but it looks better now
but it's still swollen and stuff
so i was going around screaming
"i'm scarred for life"
put so much ice on it
it went totally numb
was alittle frighten i'll get frostbite
but then thought that in singapore, you cant get frostbite
anyway. it looks really sick
and i realised i really cant play badminton anymore
i HAVE to train harder!!!!

then if that wasnt bad enough,
when walking home,
I FELL INTO A DRAIN!!
a big big longkang!
HOW THICK CAN I GET?!
god i hate myself
and my clumsiness (?)
and my inability to actually survive a day without any injury whatsoever
god
i am so so sick of today
im sleeping like soon
and i hope this is all a dream or something
(which it is most certainly not)
i'm just so so fed up
enough
i'm sleeping




my falling ; 8:45 PM

Wednesday, January 14, 2004

am here in the writing lab in school
doing something about "The Pearl"
the most boring book on the entire planet
the guy who wrote it obviously had no idea what he was writing about
sheesh!
and the page is taking forever to lad
though at first it was really fast
now it's like
taking FOREVER!

anyway
am really freezing in here now
god
bet you anything no one's really doing their work
come on
it's a computer lab!
how can you expect us to be guai and sit down nicely to do our work!
YOU WISH!




my falling ; 10:13 AM

Tuesday, January 13, 2004

god am i confused or wad
i dno shld i stay or shld i go
reminds me of that song
from that LOUSY show
chemistry(?)
anyway
can you believe for the chinese holiday homework
that thing in my head they call a brain decided to use a whole new article for the jian bao
how can anyone call that thing a brain?!
I HAVE A BRAIN A PEANUT WOULD BE ASHAMED OF!
and anyone who knows me
knows that i absolutely CANNOT take chinese
and the only reason why i am taking it is cos i cant don take it
so what now?
i have to REDO my jian bao by TONIGHT!
tonight?!?!?
i took like 2 WEEKS to do the one b4
now you want it in less than 24 hours?!
you might as well skin me alive
cos i am so dead

nic's leaving in like less than a week
god
is it THAT soon?
I DON WANT HER TO GO!!!

apparently our class room is really nice
wad can i expect
JANA LOH YI SHAN did it
-claps-
she's the best at all this kinda deco thing

i am the most evil person on earth
i owe so many pple presents
i owe jia, ed, my bro and nic presents
god how am i going to get them all?!
simple
i CANT!








my falling ; 9:06 PM

Monday, January 12, 2004

i watched school of rock today!
god was it good!
FREDDY JONES IS SO F-ING CUTE!
was totally going ga-ga over him
jia said i was crazy
come on, he plays drums, cello,violin and piano
could you play all that?!
RUBBISH if you can
anyhow, the movie was so so good
so so so good
so good until the person beside me fell asleep
sheesh
was an old man
bet he din understand a thing
but it was really really good

watched it with jia. jia's sis (yuan shan) and yuan shan's bf
i thought her bf's name was heeren at first
i was like WAD?!
then found out it was some other chinese name which i have no recollection whatsoever of
anyhow
met their mother after the movie at taka
then she sent us all home
yup
i really really like school of rock
am going to FORCE my bro to get the dvd/vcd for me
i don care if he likes it not
i LOVE it








my falling ; 9:31 PM

Sunday, January 11, 2004

jia
you want a want a beach-front mansion in miami florida?!
you know
i would really love to give that to you
if it wasnt for the fact that i don havethat much money?!
sheesh
thought you would be grateful i asked
you know,
that thoughtfulness on the outside but actually you really couldnt care less thing?
yea
that

just read jia's blog
so how my dear jia?
are we going not?
you know wad we can do?
we just like
come on na, we'll do it doing recess or something
i bet you ANYTHING half the class wont stay lor
besides, worst come to worst
we just stay till (school ends at 2 tml right?)
bout like 230 or something
and just run off
na cant say anything.
it's YOUR birthday!
whereas for me
i'll just say that i have been handed the responsibility of ensuring your safety on the way to where ever you're going
and if na actually thick enough to believe me
she needs a brain transplant
anyhow
are we still going?

i found a couple of blogskins i like
but god
they practically kill your eyes
so because i don want anyone suing (?) me for damage to their eyes
am not going to use them
i think i might have found another
let''s see how it looks like when i preview it first.
then i'll think about it
:)


my falling ; 8:17 PM

Saturday, January 10, 2004

nic's leaving soon.
when ar?
the 19th is it?
shld be
i need to get her something before she leaves
jia's birthday is on monday
i have no idea wad the hell to get her
ed's birthday is on sunday
i also have no idea wad to get her
i need some present giving advice!!!
forget it
ed wad you want
and jia
wad you want too
and nic
wad you want also
maybe i can convince ash to share wadeva i'm buying.
maybe
then i don have to spent so much
haha
actually.
i thought wad to get nic liao
but i have no idea how much it costs and when can i get it
all i know is it aint excatly very cheap
but it's damn nice
so nic
you better like it
or else
...

that wasnt very nice
was it?
sorry then
sorry ar?

we had pw (project work) thingy on friday
grouping with cherie, cheng mun and xingrui
(i hope i got all your names right)
our subject thingy is science and art/music
cherie din enjoy it much
she was being such a prat!
:)))
pratty cherie
(she'll kill me if she reads this)
anyhow
our overall topic for the class was inventions
INVENTIONS?!
so it means we have to either go research on some crap up inventor
or invent something
honestly.
i really cant see myself inventing anything
i rather do "the world"
oh yes
all the topics the groups came up with
there was the world, celebrities, inventions,the human body
toilet music (crazy nat pua's grp's crazy idea. bet they all sing in the shower or something)
animation, astronamy, and 2 more that i cant remember
anyhow
i was thinking
toilet music?
let me think
you could research on how the sound of your melodious voice
bounces back from the wall when you sing and how it affects how clean you are when you come out from the shower
NOT!
anyhow
it caused alot of laughter

mr cher's our teacher
-crys-
why him?
it's enough that he teaches us mep
(sometimes mrs tham teaches though)
but to be the teacher in charge for our pw?
my class must have been cursed or something






my falling ; 3:27 PM

i'm bored.
really really bored
really really really really bored
went to chris's blog
she's got the same template as me!!
:)))
so i have to change my template
looking for a good one!
blogskins have nothing i like
sheesh
i like confuted's one
-hint hint jia-
so so sweet
and nice
esp the tatty bear
:))))



my falling ; 2:22 PM

Tuesday, January 06, 2004

i was suppose to go see mr phee today during recess
(something to do with me changing cca)
was so so nervous during history
(the only thing that kept me from screaming was the fact that
i kept reminding myself he cant do more than scold me..
and kick me off the team.. but that's good right?)
and then?!
i went to the staff room and couldnt find him
so i called him
only for him to say?
"i cant meet you now.. how's after school?"
i so wanted to kill him!
so fine
had lessons after recess
and during english enrichment
we were suppose to introduce our partner in a talk host way
cherie was SO SO funny!
she was suppose to intro audrey and she made up a whole loada crap
that was damn funny
poor audrey
anyhow
so i somehow mangaged to prevent myself from jumping down some building
until the end of the day
then went to the hall to meet mr phee
called him cos i couldnt find him
he hang up on me
(wth???)
not once, but twice!
so in the end
i just left
was rather glad too anyway
i'll meet him tomorrow.
and he's gna slaughter me
i know it. i just so know it!
-cries-
i am so so so dead
oh wells
i have finally made up my mind
i'm changing cca!
i just pray ms oh approves...
and that sick guilty feeling which i long to squash would just go away
i so dno how to face my coach!
:(((





my falling ; 4:48 PM

Sunday, January 04, 2004

hillary duff come clean

Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned

'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no lie
I defy

[CHORUS:]
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm comimg clean, I'm coming clean

I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin

'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind

[CHORUS]

I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming clean

[CHORUS]

Let's go back
Back to the beginning




my falling ; 9:25 PM

can you believe my mom??!
chinese new yr is like wad?
22nd of january
and she started preparations on saturday
she is so screwed
honestly!

anyhow.
i aint suppose to be using the comp.
bluff my mom say i not feeling very well.
so pretend to go to my room
but actually am using the comp
she's gna kill me if she knows.
oh well
i really din feel very well in the afternoon
but am feeling much better now

tml's monday
why am i having the monday blues on sunday?!
not only that
since when did i ever have monday (or sunday in this ccase) blues?
not good.
not good at all


my falling ; 9:17 PM

Thursday, January 01, 2004

nessa's new year resolutions
1. keep my room neat for at least one week
2. spent more time studying as it's streaming yr
3. convince jia optimism is NOT a crime
4. watch lesser tv
5. practise my piano for at least one hour a day
6. convince my mom i am old enough to look after my self
7. hand in all homework on time
8. persuade my bro not to move out
9. study, study. and study somemore
10. STUDY




my falling ; 6:59 PM