Friday, February 27, 2004

blah.
havent been online for like
the longest time ever
oh wadeva

been quite a lousy week
with me forgetting to bring my phone on
tue wed and thurs
and on thurs? i forgot both my wallet and phone
THICK HEADED NO BRAIN CARROT!
rahh!

qinn put me in 4x100 relay
think i'm in group 2
shld be
with dno who also
will see..
dno when also
see what qinn says
-shrugs-

feeling damn irritated now
sheesh
shall go to me and nic's blogg and type the whole thing out
really really really miss nic
humph
oh well
can't concentrate anyway
fcuk the whole thing lar
off to our blog

nic
BLOG AT OUR BLOG YOU RADISH!!



my falling ; 7:03 PM

Monday, February 23, 2004

got back english compre today
and MY GOOD LORD!
i failed!
9?!
9
what the -toot-????
i only needed ONE more mark!!
and ms tan din give it to me!!!
):
well
i really couldn't blame her
cos i did really badly
was really in no mood to do compre that day
was just scribbling answers away
my mom was like
WAD?!
she was kinda upset at me failing it
say my english must go improve
so she bringing me to mph or some other bookshop to buy books!
YAY!!!
can't wait
so there is something good coming outta the bad thing
HAHA!

mrs sng also gave out the lit test
only thing
i din take it as i was having competition
haha!
yay!

taking history test tml during recess
cos got competition tml
yup
havta go study
now!




my falling ; 8:30 PM

Sunday, February 22, 2004

lalalalalas
just finished watching moulin rouge on my bro's vcd
was crying as i always do when i watch it
was thinking how come all the songs sound so familiar
when i suddenly rmbred
this is my 4th time watching it!!!
haha
oh well
short term memory
haha

you know something
believe it or not
i actually miss joey!!!
-looks at jia-
this is bad!
i, vanessa audris lim
who lives 20 seconds walk away from you,
am missing your DOG!!!
-faints-

was surfing the net
and just watched something really really sweet
god the guy was so so sweet
but i aint like her
wont go all SNIFFY!
sheesh




my falling ; 7:37 PM

Saturday, February 21, 2004

ok
was thinking about quite alot of things today
and i think we are corrupt beyond belief
sheesh
was kinda shocking.
woke me up from the
i love you and you love me crap
there's so much i do not see apparently
i mean
what the hell happened to that bunch of
nice nice sweet sweet people i knew?
what happened to that bunch of
pure and innocent people i knew?
what happened?
what really happened?
is kinda depressing actually
i really wish now
i did not know all of the "stories"
i wish that we were like before
before we knew them
but i know that we can never never go back agn

ok
that din make sense right?
sorry
wadeva
really disgusted now
oh well
don wna talk about it

today is just like other saturdays
trng in school
had "competition" (?)
well.. not really competition
the boys one grp and the girls one grp
but me and geraldine played mix doubles
she partnered morgan (?)
and i partnered daryl
yup
so the girls and guys side had to choose one of the pairs
the girls chose geraldine
so i became the only girl in a swarm of boys
not nice
but whatever it is
played
won first match
lost 2nd
and lost 3rd
the 3rd one wa slike 15-13?
so bu shuan?!
wadeva lar

anyway
after that partner geraldine play morgan and daryl
won first set
2nd one was leading 11-3 i think
then gg asked us to stop
so i was like
jiao lian
zhe you si more fen
then he was like
wo zhi dao zhe you si more fen
and everybody laughed
cos it's supposed to be
duo si fen
and si more fen is direct translation from english
so stupid
he asked me who my chinese teacher was
and i said ong shan shan lar
he then said
call the scholl to fire that teacher
then i was thinking
OH SHOOT!
what if she really get fired?
felt so guilty
oh well

am tired..
i'm gna sleep now!
cya!



my falling ; 11:20 PM

Thursday, February 19, 2004

oh god
i swear
i have never felt so bad before
din reply jia's sms on time cos my phone was upstairs
and i was downstairs practising that instrument they call a piano
RAHH!
felt so bad
she's all upset now
cos of something
POOR GIRL!
oh jia
it aint your fault lar!
honestly
your blog
it din fool me what you were trying to imply
cos you were so sniffy on the phone
(i'm trying to save your reputation here!!)
but whatever it is.
i love you loads dear!

anyway
was really really hyper today?
haha
had competition
din play today
(probably gg told lai jiao lian how TERRIBLELY i played the other day)
anyway
was laughing so much with my juniors
i swear.
i love them to bits!
((((:

couldn't find my wallet at first when we dropped at tampiness sprts hall
and my juniors were all so nice
all comforting me!
(((:
but i found it in the end on the bus
it slipped to the side of my seat
yup

on the way back.
bel and chew were listening to songs
and chew went "ah!!! my december! linkin park"
and started singing
and bel said
"i don hear anything"
and we all laughed like crazy
dania said chew was hearing things
HAHA!
wadeva it is
chew was really hyper today
actually
she's hyper all the time
haha

came back to school and found out there was no trng
so went macs with pris, jean.belinda and manda
winnie and pamela.. and shu min were there too
met danfong on the way
was singing at the beginning with pris and jean
jean was trying to learn
so funny
danfong was like
why badminton the pple sing so horrible one ar?
you 5th floor neighbour
don talk so much lar!
haha
she's my woodbridge 5th floor neighbour
i'm on the 6th floor
so stupid
anyway
after that,
me and jean went to cheers to get the marigold jelly
i got the mango one and jean got the longan one
the auntie gave us the strawberry with cream
so nice right?
haha
anyway
was laughing at jean's stupid attempt to eat her jelly withour destroying it
so so stupid
some how she did managed it..
she took like half an hour to finish it?!
went to the playgrd after that
played some stupid game i have no idea how to describe
but was quite fun
haha
went back to macs to collect our things
and went home with pris
jean cabbed home
manda's dad picked her up
and belinda?
dno what happened to belinda lar
haha..
think she went home herself
yup!
haha.
oh and to that "passer-by"
well..
my blog template is from blogskins
and my guestbook template is from some guestbook layout maker
god
i'm evil
i forgot her name!
oh well
SORRY!




my falling ; 9:41 PM

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

come what may Nicole Kidman & Ewan McGregor; Moulin Rouge


Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I'm loving you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you untill the end of time

* Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time
(Repeat *)

Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place




my falling ; 7:04 PM

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

ARGH!
i am a HORRIBLE carrot!
LOUSY LOUSY LOUSY!
had competition agn today
and guess wad?
I SCREWED UP!
played like shit can?
poor shu jen
she was good today
and me?
I SCREWED EVERYTHING UP!
even though we won the match,
WE GAVE THEM 4 POINTS AND 8 POINTS!
8!!! 8!!!!
ARGH!!!
i need some pills to calm my nerves..
and the only pills there are in my house are panados and calcium pills..
and my mom's dno wad thingy pills for dno wad also
which she forbids me to touch
ARGH!
even the bowen guy said i payed really terriblely today
(he coached me b4)
what the bloody hell?
today was HORRIBLE!
only good part was..
I DIN HAVE TO TAKE THE LIT TEST!
have one more day of study..
or i dont have to take it at all
:)
i'll prefer the latter.
and jia?
why don you try killing me b4 actually killing me
see i kill you or you kill me
:)))


my falling ; 8:55 PM

Sunday, February 15, 2004

ok
i swear
i am so gna die of laughter!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
-looks at winnie-
go read her blog
the one who's obessed about ____
and i nearly died of shock when i knew about
her and _____

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
this is so funny
how the hell can she think he is shuai
MY GOD!
she needs glasses
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

-nessa died of laughter-


my falling ; 6:41 PM

Saturday, February 14, 2004

NIC
you PORCUPINE!
din sign my guestbook
HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME?!
-cries-
you BETTER SIGN I TELL YOU!
you better
haha..
anyway
i miss you loads dear!
cant even give you a vdae pressie
why?
COS YOU'RE A FREAKING CONTINIENT AWAY THAT'S WHY!!!
maybe i'll sent it to you..
interesting prospect..
don you think?
(((:


my falling ; 9:22 PM

happy vdae!!

yup.. it's vdae today!
and i had to go for trng
yup
but the last bit was fun!
was playing catching
as physical
was rather stupid cos we had 5 catchers?!
and about 17 pple running about
it's sorta like police and thief
yup
and i was catcher along with xian bin (AGAIN?!?!) yann yee erica and samuel
yup
we were pretty good!!!
haha..
one time,
i dno daryl or his twin (i dno how to spell his name)
think so smart go hide behind the pillar
i so observant
off ocs caguht him lar
haha
LOUSY!

anyhow
was supposed to go to macs after trng
but hung around the lower concourse
with pamela`priscilla`chew`some guy.. dno his name`jing kai`xian bin` yann yee.... and carolynn
played hopscotch with pamela and priscilla
so funny
i was like CHAO ahead of them
haha..
I'M THE QUEEN OF HOPSCOTCH!
(yea.. whatever ness!)
but went to macs in the end
hung around with pamela and priscilla
got quite irritated with them
and went off in the end

did i mention i saw someone
at macs today?
-looks at winnie-
nearly died of laughter
PERFECT PAIR
don you think winnie?
HAHA!


my falling ; 9:11 PM

Friday, February 13, 2004

errrr...
was blog-hopping
and saw this blog with bitchy-ness
as the title
made me think of bitchy ness
I AM NOT BITCHY!!
i am a nice nice girl! (((:


my falling ; 7:10 PM

i feel a sense of accomplishment
somehow managed to lug 40 over flowers to school today without killing myself
not to mention 6 bottles of passion-fruit tea
that comes in a vodka bottle look-a-like
yup
anyhow
reached school and gave out all my flowers
yup
haha
got LOADS of candy
got so much, i don even know who gave me what!
sure get sick like after chinese new year
trying to eat all this
melissa aka pomelo aka lima's
brownie is so sinful
sheesh
i not fat sure become very fat one

nat and wox gave me flowers.
yup!
the rest of the ppl either choc or sweets..
or candles
like sarah's candle alot!
it's got a glow in the dark heart on it
damn nice

the indo girls leaving today
they shld be at the airport now
I MISS THEM ALREADY!
oh well
can you believe my mom actually said ok when iasked her whether i could go
when i (stupidly) asked her at like 645?!
i thought she would say no
so i din ask at first!
-wails-
i couldnt sent them off!
I HAVE SINNED!!!!

my whole shoulders hurt.
from one side to the other
dno how i'm gna train tml
oh well
my coaches have this thing about torturing us.
:((





my falling ; 7:05 PM

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

today was really boring
was dying to go home
something very uncommon with me
anyhow
went to the florist near our school to get flowers for vdae
with nat
and realised
one stalk of rose costes $2
so decided to get another one
cheaper
but looks nicer
yup
helped nat bring her flowers back
was so heavy and all
decided to cab home
yup
tried stuffing all the flowers (bout 40 plus flowers)
into my fridge
and needless to say
i couldnt
so
went up to my room with all the flowers
and A BIG PAIL of ice and water
pt all the flowers inside
and on the aircon
think i nearly freeze to death in my room
temp was something like 17 degrees
decided to raise the tempreture
and on the fan

then
ate dinner with mom
and went to the mini-mart to get 8 packets of m&ms
to do something
went over to jia's house
and played with her dog
that poor and silly girl twisted her ankle
anyhow
joey kept jumping on me
and that's normal btw

came back and did the something
i drank too much TEA!!
won't be able to sleep tonight
oh well
$%$&*#%




my falling ; 8:37 PM

Monday, February 09, 2004

i just found out today that THERE ISN'T ANY COMPETITION TML!
know what that means?!
I HAVE TO TAKE THAT MATHS TEST TML!
and what does that mean?
I HAVE TO STUDY!
and guess wad else?
THIS THICK-HEADED CARROT DID NOT BRING BACK HER TEXTBOOK!
so how?
i ask,
HOW AM I GNA STUDY?!
-screams-

have 4 indo. girls in our class.
from jakarta (?)
patricia` regina`angelina` and one more
I FORGOT HER NAME!
oh no!
oh well
whatever it is
they all NICE NICE ppl!
esp angelina
i think she is SO CUTE!
haha..
she kept pinching my cheeks
so i pinched her cheeks back
was so stupid
haha
and they all have the same phone
forgot what model liao
the same one my uncle has
not 7250
but is a camera phone
and not 3635 either
it's quite new
yup
ALL GOT THE SAME ONE CAN?!
@$%O*&$%#&@$%
wth!




my falling ; 9:04 PM

Saturday, February 07, 2004

[ x ] Spell your first name backwards - vanessa`assenav

[ x ] Where do you live - Singapore

Describe Your

[ x ] Wallet - pink and white

[ x ] Hairbrush - orange

[ x ] Toothbrush - green

[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - daily as in everyday? i don wear them everyday

[ x ] Pillow cover - pink with flowers on them

[ x ] Blanket - same as above

[ x ] Coffee cup - a damn cute giraffe (?) one

[ x ] Sunglasses -addias ones

[ x ] Shoes - i have got ALOT of shoes

[ x ] Favorite top - i likes tees

[ x ] Cologne/Perfume - i think they stink you up.. not make you smell nicer

[ x ] CD in stereo right now - delta goodrem`innocent eyes

[ x ] Tattoos - None

[ x ] Piercings - ears

[ x ] What you are wearing now - clothes?

[ x ] Hair - dark brown

[ x ] Makeup - not very often.. only for performances

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)

[ x ] In my mouth - my tongue?

[ x ] In my head - my brain?

[ x ] you Wishing - something

[ x ] After this - SLEEP!

[ x ] you Eating - not eating anything!

[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - i don wna see anyone now.. i just want the bed.. haha.. but better finish this first

[ x ] Is next to you - some books

[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - VALENTINE'S DAY!

[ x ] The last thing you ate - choc

[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of -LIZARDS!

[ x ] Do you like candles - love them

[ x ] Do you like incense - depends on what kind

[ x ] Do you believe in love - i think so.. i hope so

[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - yes! definately

[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - yup. but it takes a long long time for those kinda wounds to heal

[ x ] Do you believe in God - yes

[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - anythinga s long as not throw into sea can liao

[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - lizards!

[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - pets? they don last long with me.

[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - cant rmbr

[ x ] Ever been to Belgium? - nope..

[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - i am a chinese.. so what do YOU think?

[ x ] What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to - sdyney` perth`paris`venice`and.. hmm..somewhere in canada

[ x ] What are some of your favorite pig out foods - chips? candy!

[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - FREEDOM OF SPEECH IS well.. FREEDOM OF SPEECH!

[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - STANDARD FORM!

[ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time - nic.. I MISS HER LIKE CRAZY!

[ x ] my mother thinks i am: really really lazy.. i must admit i am

[ x ] my grandma thinks i am: she's not on earth anymore..

[ x ] my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks i am: i don have one! ((((:

[ x ] your three best qualities - hmm.. ask nic.. she'll know

[ x ] three worst qualities - not able to keep resolutions!

[ x ] three things you are often complimented for - the ability to make pple laugh when they have no intention whatsoever of! my nuttiness.. and my nutty nuttiness! (((:

[ x ] makes you happy - LOADS of things

[ x ] upsets you - loads of things too..

[ x ] you keep a diary - yup.

[ x ] you like to cook - yea!

[ x ] you have a secret you have not shared with anyone - yes! alot!

[ x ] you talk in your sleep - that is a very good question

[ x ] you bite your fingernails - nope

[ x ] you want more piercings - just 2 more..belly button and ears agn

[ x ] you want more tattoos - neh

[ x ] you drink - jnot very often.. but yea

[ x ] you do drugs - nope

[ x ] you like cleaning - i like vacuming! haha..

[ x ] you like roller coasters - yea!

[ x ] you write in cursive or print - nope

[ x ] you carry a donor card - nope

Have You

[ x ] ever cried over a boy/girl - nope

[ x ] ever lied to someone - yes

[ x ] ever been in a fist fight - haha.. not really.. (key word is really)

[ x ] ever been arrested - nope!


my falling ; 11:29 PM

she is such a slut!
a totalwhore
and a total bitch
her whole life evolves around him
and i seriously advice her to go get a life
cos the one she has now?
SUCKS


my falling ; 11:12 PM

You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.


*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
brought to you by Quizilla

ME?!
what innocence and wisdom!?
what the bloody hell?!



my falling ; 10:54 PM

had trng at school today
and believe it or not
it was fun
haha
played captian's ball for the last buit
what the hell
carolyn can leh
like canot tell the diff between the ball and me
keep grabbing my finger when i was captian
wad rubbish
teamed up with yann yee`yu pei` xian bin (agn?!) and some guy named morgan i think
we weren't that bad
CEPT OUR TEAM HAD ONE LESS PLAYER THAN THE REST!
but we won 2 out of 3 games
not bad huh?!
:)))

after trng
went to macs to study with winnie
pamela`shu wen and geraldine came along
was teaching geraldine the pythagoras' theorum thingy
at first she wanted me to test her on congruency (?)
but i couldnt come up with any good questions so i taught her the theroum thing
was so funny
tell her about the not acceptable thingy
cos she was like
why cannot be -7?
then i was like
why don you try drawing a negative 7 line for me
so stupid

went home at about 715
yup yup
bathe and did more maths
my head hurts like hell lor
what the hell
my eyes also
think i better sleep soon

huei minn and cheryl coming over tomorrow
to do the chem thing
I FORGOT TO CALL HUIAN (?) SHUAN AND VIVIEN!
-thick headed carrot!-
oh well
have to RUSH back from cat class tomorrow cos they coming at 1330.
oh well

i love the 6cs
cucumber`coconut`cabbage`chiku`carrot`cherry
me! :carrot
nat :cucumber
heather :coconut
sarah :cabbage
cheir :chiku
aiwei :cherry
:)))))))





my falling ; 10:47 PM

Friday, February 06, 2004

i shouldnt be online
i should be studying
but to HELL with the resolutions that i cant keep anyway.
it just hit me today that nic has left for more than two weeks liao!
AND I MISS HER LOADS!
radish
(nic's radish!)
i gave my whole class vege and fruit names.. just like my team
was chao funny
keep screaming cucumber at nat
and heather and aiwei are my vege girlfrens
we're promoting lesbianism
but we all are 180 degress str
and i swear it's damn fun promoting lesbianism
(:




my falling ; 9:33 PM

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

had compertition agn today
and it was so freaking boring
i came up with fruit and vegetable names for everyone in the team
even the coaches and teachers! :)
so funny

C div'
lai jiao lian - long bean
jean - peach (was toad at first. but not a fruit or vegetable mar..)
belinda - papaya
sarah - coconut
priscilla- -tomato
yun sheng - -kangkong
me! - carrot
winnie - kiwi
carolyn - starfruit
bel - soursop (?)
chew - longan
amanda - broccoli
shu jen - cabbage
elisa - baby corn

B div'
gong jiao lian - dragonfruit
yu pei - durian (she's the captian!!)
tricia - strawberry
erica - corn (she and elisa are sisters)
pamela - pomelo
dania - beansprout
yun hua - mango
pei xuan - mangosteen
shu wen - spinach
ingrid - cherry
yann yee - onion

teachers`
mr phee - rambutan
mrs seah - passion fruit
mr tay - balonglong (chew came up withi t. dno what the hell is that)



If I were a month, I'd be: april
If I were a day of the week, I'd be: friday.
If I were a time of day, I'd be: 12 midnight
If I were a planet, I'd be: Pluto.
If I were a sea animal, I'd be: the fish dory is in finding nemo
If I were a direction, I'd be: north
If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be: bed
If I were a historical figure, I'd be: Einstein!!
If I were a liquid, I'd be: water
If I were a tree, I'd be: a maple
If I were a bird, I'd be: sparrow
If I were a tool, I'd be: screwdriver
If I were a flower/plant, I'd be: tulip
If I were a kind of weather, I'd be: rainy
If I were a mythical creature, I'd be: unicorn!
If I were a musical instrument, I'd be: violin or piano
If I were an animal, I'd be: horse
If I were a color, I'd be: white
If I were an emotion, I'd be: happy!! :)
If I were a vegetable, I'd be: CARROT!!!
If I were a sound, I'd be: baa.. :)
If I were an element, I'd be: sliver (is it an element??)
If I were a vehicle, I'd be: BMW CONVERTABLE!
If I were a song, I'd be: come clean
If I were a movie, I'd be: school of fock
If I were a book, I'd be: harry potter! (famous! famous!)
If I were a food, I'd be: something edible
If I were a place, I'd be: canada
If I were a material, I'd be: cotton
If I were a taste, I'd be: bittersweet.. (dark choc!)
If I were a scent, I'd be: anythingas long not disgusting can liao
If I were a religion, I'd be: catholic.
If I were a word, I'd be: nutty!
If I were an object, I'd be: pen
If I were a body part, I'd be: eyes
If I were a facial expression, I'd be: laughing
If I were a subject in school, I'd be: science
If I were a cartoon character, I'd be: NEMO!
If I were a shape, I'd be a: circle
If I were a number, I'd be: 6
If i had a wish on wad i wanted for valentines, i'll wish for : lots and lots of HUGS! :)


my falling ; 8:17 PM

Sunday, February 01, 2004

BLAH!
am doing that stupid commonwealth essay
FOR THE 6TH TIME
sheesh
this is my last and final time
don care if it sounds stupid werid or wadeva
i am not going to do it agn
ANYMORE!

my neck pain liao
been sitting here
trying to find insperation since 4!
it's 717 now
sheesh

any kind soul who can hlep me
HELP!!!!!!!!

i wish nic was here
she'll help me
BUT THAT WOMAN HAPPENS TO BE ONE WHOLE CONTINET AWAY!



my falling ; 7:14 PM