Friday, April 30, 2004

i can't play my 2nd exam piece for nuts
it's so ARGH!
like..
i absolutely DNO how to count?!
god!
why didi choose this piece?!
WHY?!
WHY
i should ask my piano teacher to teach me that tear drop song
don think she'll allow though
oh well
like i can do anything
:(

lessons were broing today
only english was fun
guess who the person is game
was so funny
cos the class was divided into grps
we had to guess who wadeva grp is describing
so my grp did ms quek
(girl,can i please have your attentionS)
and it was really lame cos ms tan was like
ok..
can only answer when i say so la
and she was like
ok.
the first person to raise their right hand
or wadeva
and it was so weird we all trying to fight for the answer
cristal's grp was the funniest
she did a mr mohan impersonation
laughed till i teared
was SO funny
(i was sharked by a schok)
and dno wad shit la
just DAMN funny!

after english..
had ipw
3 grps presented
my grp's on the 3rd week
still got time

after school
met pris in the mep room
was practising piano
went to the canteen
met jean
met rahh and manda too
ate lunch with them
and met winnie later
then..
manda and rahh left
was laughing with winnie pris and jean
we were talking about penguins
damn funny

left around 330 for piano
was 15 mins late
i'm hopeless
cannot play my 2nd piece properly
must go practise like no tml like that
ltr!

nic
chill man girlfren.
your ______ can do wadeva she wants
don think bout it so much yes?


my falling ; 7:13 PM

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

dno what's up with me today
was really sleepy during chinese lesson.
actually.
was really sleepy through out the whole day at school

had lit test today
that chenxiumei really pisses me off la!
wad the hell
OFF ALL DAYS.
today had to be the day she decides to come early
and then she scolds the late comers
"test start at 2 you come back at 2"
(direct translation from chineses)
oh!
that's rather THICK coming form someone who is always late coming to our class
god!
and then?
she irritates the whole class by going
"can i turn off the ohp"
then we were like
NO!
and she was like
but very hot and dno what shit
and we were like
wad is your problem?!
in the end
had to copy the questions down instead
it was so infuriating cos it was like
write two words
force myself from screaming at her shut up
and write 2 words agn
the cycle never ends la!
irritating ass with no brain
god why her?!

nvm.
lit test was ok la
think i did pretty well
yup.
i liked the poem la
haha..

had personal recount test in the morning
ash said she think she wrote bout 800 words?
i told her she was mad
the minimum was only 350?
800?!
i only wrote 500 plus!
my story was lame
as in REALLY lame
i thought ash's one was pretty lame too
HAHA!

after lit test
met pris manda rahh winnie and belinda at the canteen
rah and manda left to go watch orange bowl ??????
err..
ok nvm
studied with pris winnie and belinda
studied history and i'm really proud of my diagrams!
haha..
use alot of effort know!
then..
was really tired so slept from 5 to bout 6
was really stupid cos i was sleeping on the cantten bench
and it aint exactly soft?
haha..
pris loan me her star to sleep on.
i LOVE her star la!
so soft!
:))))

left at about 6 05
came home and the usual stuff
eat,
bathe piano and i'm suppose to be studying
but hell
nvm

nic
HOW COME I NEVER SEE YOU ONLINE AT ALL?!
:(



my falling ; 8:26 PM

Saturday, April 24, 2004

i was reading something of the past..
and i realise what a big change we
have came through.
i'm proud we did.
i'm proud of my team
i am i am


my falling ; 11:05 PM

b div is champion
c div is 2nd

yes.
we lost to rg
and we are 2nd
oh well
played a HORRIBLE game on friday
the score was like 15 9?
and 15 11?!
11
wad shit is that?!
and me and bel played the WEAKER doubles!
bel was so nice about everything
din flare up and me
I AM SUCH AN ARSE!
oh god
someone just kill me
wadeva.
anyhow.
we are 2nd
and i'm trying to live with it
manda and chew
played the stronger doubles
though they lost,
but hell..
they played 3 matches
which is a tough fight!
winnie was SO zai la!
played 3 matches with manda soh?1
WHAO!
that is really cool?!
haha..
marist people were linejudging for us.
they din help us or anything..
though i wish they did.
oh well.
we lost.
to hell with it all
WE ARE 2ND
WE MADE IT TO THE FINALS
THAT IS HELLA GOOD
yes.
-nods-
and i shall hold my head high and be proud of my team
:)
SNBT ROCKS!

ash is mad
really mad
i shall not talk about it.
but she is SO mad

anyhow.
on firday..
after finals for c div
went to pizza hut for lunch..
then back to the hall to support b div
B DIV ROCKS!
haha..
they won tk la!
CHAMPS KNOW!
:)

then left around 345 to go for piano lesson.
then..
went home put my things down and meet snbt at taka
sat at this corner somewhere and ate dinner
then..
played some games..
and walked around with pei xuan and jen.
then..
bought a new diary..
damn cute.

then..
walked over to far east
bought my slippers from hula and co (?)
din have the one i want in my size..
so got another one.

went home around 9?

hiax..
next trng will be with gg?!
oh well..
erica say gg trng is damn tough.
and i'm sorta dreading it
am so gna miss the sec ones.
they are sweetest people i know
hiax.
SNBT C DIV ROCKS MY WORLD
and socks and pants and specs and shoes and shirt
and everything

i love snbt c div 2004 loads





my falling ; 10:43 PM

Thursday, April 22, 2004

I REFUSE TO BE PUSHED AROUND BY YOU ANYMORE!
I SWEAR I HATE YOU


my falling ; 9:40 PM

YES!
i'm blogging agn
after so so so so long
sorry la
been really really busy
yesyes!
i love my template too
-looks at jia-
nanny nanny poo poo
:)

playing finals tml
WE WON PL!!!!
for semi finals that is
WHAO!
the feeling,
DAMN NICE LA!
partner manda play on tuesday
and..
we were like SO zai la!
:)
i swear,
WE SO ROCK!
snbt all the way!
yes yes!
we rock
b div got into finals as well
WHAO!
we really really rock
so i'm ego.
what you gna do?
sue me?!
hahahaha..

partnering bel for tml
can't wait!
HAHAHAHA
snbt shall thrash rg
SO bad,
they wouldn't know what the hell hit them
:)
WE SHALL BE THE CHAMPS!
:)))))

anyhow
had trng today
dno how come i became so zai la!
sorry..
ego working agn
but really la!
eh!
chew, CHEW
said my defence was nice la!
and chew smash is like
WHAO!
not power only la!
hahaha..
hope i can be like that tml
BEL AND I CAN DO IT!
-nods at bel-

really wna get champ.
if not for me, not for the team.
then for lai jiao lian
she hasn't got a single first this year
and this is her last year with us
I CANNOT LET HER DOWN!
we will win
WE WILL

strangely,
a little voice inside of me tells me
we will not win
we will win..
will we???

oh wadeva
come wad may la!
am leaving toa payoh sports hall at round 330
cabbing to piano lesson
then..
go home,
change blah,
everything
then going out with the whole snbt
bro was nice nice nice!
gave me 150 bucks altogether
50 for tml
100 for birthday
he's too lazy to go get the shoes i want
told me to get them myself
which means
i'll have extra money left over!
:))))0
NESSA'S HAPPY!
:)




my falling ; 8:35 PM

Saturday, April 17, 2004

my december linkin park
This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed

This is my December
This is my snow-covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said to you

And I'd give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

This is my December
These are my snow-covered trees
This is my December
This is all I need

And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things that I said to you

And I'd give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to




my falling ; 11:14 PM

BLUE WON!!
-screams-
was rather expected..
so..
really..
not much of real excitment

sports day was cool i guess.
blue was first
red was second
yellow was third
green was fourth

yup.
was exempted from contingent
yup
was enjoying myself walking around with pris
walk and walk and walk
now my legs are aching like hell
wadeva la
anyhow
in the end,
was in the canteen waiting for jia
when suddenly
jing kai and xian bin popped out of nowhere in front of me and said
vanessa, we dare you to go into the hall alone and get our bags for us.
and xian bin was like
i'll treat you drink
and i was like
wadeva
the hall is like..
almost my 3rd home?
spent nearly everyday in there
and i slept in there for camp b4
so no big deal
went in and got their stuff
and i was thinking
HOW IN THE NAME OF GOODNESS
CAN NOT ONE, BUT TWO MARIST BOYS
BE SCARED OF MY HALL?!
so i wanted to scare them
and i started screaming
and they screamed too
WTH?!
scaredy cats?!
lousy pigs!!!!
wadeva la
and jingkai has a CRAZY obession with choc.
crazy ass

so..
i had trng from1 to 430
was fun i guess
partner bel play manda and chew
but the game was special cos
cannot lift and cannot lob..
basically canot bring the ball high
had loads of trouble.
cos i always lift
and was really stupid
cos we couldn't tell wad was high and wad was not
in the end,
after a near arguement
i just decided
high will be when the opp. side can smash
i am a total peace maker
:)
all hail me!
chew was being really lame?
she wasnted to say "hao qiou" (?)
but she ended up saying "nao qiou"?!
a mixture of nice and hao
stupid woman

then..
partner bel play jingkai and winnie
won forst match.
lost 2nd and lost 3rd
was playing like shit la
all my services SO high
wad rubbish!
yup
then.
parter xian bin play jingkai and geraldine
score was 11 9,
me and xian bin 11,
when jiao lian asked us to stop
yup
had a mini evaluation?
and went off for sports day
cabbed home with jia.
then..
got my birthday prezzie from my mom
i totally love it!
:)
anyway
my bro ordered pizza for me
THNX BRO! :))))))

thank you everyone who wished me happy birthday today
it really made my day
thanks to my darling juniors for the card
it's so nice!
thnx to nic for calling me in the morning
just to say happy birthday
love you dear
thnx to winnie for the cow
thnx to everyone :)
i love you all



my falling ; 10:57 PM

happy birthday toot! and me

today is my day
then how come i'm dreading every minute of it?




my falling ; 9:32 AM

Friday, April 16, 2004

lalas.
ONE MORE DAY TO MY BDAY!
-beams-
yay!!!!
found out on the 14th (or was it 15th)
that toot is 2 FREAKING HOURS OLDER THAN ME
-sulks-
IT'S ONLY 2 HOURS!!!!!
but she's still older than me..
-cries-
was hoping and hoping and hoping that i would be older than her
but OH NO!
she's older
SHEESH!

anyhow,
have trng tml
dno if the marist people are coming
-crosses fingers-
hope not!
I REFUSE TO SPENT MY SPECIAL DAY WITH COME TOTALLY CLUELESS MARIST PEOPLE!
i don have to join in the contingent!
:)
for sports day that is
cos the teachers scared we scream too much and get sick and stuff?
yea..
ash was calling me an arse
stupid woman
who ask you go join choir?
and not badminton
my fault la!
stupid woman.

anyway.
i havta go liao
my bro's bringing me out!
:))))
LTR!



my falling ; 5:59 PM

Thursday, April 15, 2004

RAHH!!!!
i HATE thursday nights.
that's when i desperately try to practice my piano cos i have piano lesson on friday
THEN?!
i realise i HAVE TONS OF HMWK!
then?!?!?!
then i realise that i have to study for history
THEN?!?!?!?
i realise that i am DAMN TIRED!
F C U K IT ALL



my falling ; 10:15 PM

Sunday, April 11, 2004

so
i have said this beofre
and i'm saying this agn
MY MOM'S A TOTAL BITCH
-looks at jia and jie ying-
sheesh
PAIN IN THE NECK!
PRAT
GIT
EVERYTHING!
rahh..
ok
enough ranting

sat
had comp in the morning
met erica outside her house at rounf 645?
went over to jen's place
and her father sent us to school
then..
played xinmin
parter sarah play doubles
was ok la
only thing
when rahh was "choi-ing" (?) she sorta just hit the ball into my shoulder?
but it's ok la
was alittle pain
but it's fine now
got bruise and all
but hell
i get wacked all the time
talk about injury prone!
erm..
won
5-0
playing nangyang on tue
yupyup
GO SNBT!!
:)))

erm..
after that..
came back to school and did weights.
practically killed my arms
sheesh
talk about mindless lifting of weights that stunt my growth.
:/
wadeva la

then..
went to macs there with
winnie rahh pris belinda manda
nerissa met us there later
was crapping alot with them
-smiles
i love snbt c div' loads!
anyhow
pranked some toot guy
from sss.
(singapore sports school)
bet he din know what the hell i was talking about
manda said his damn stupid
i think so too
MWHAHAHAHA
from badminton
had a damn toot name la!
then went to sun plaza with winne
everybody was complaining bout mozzie bites
manda said it was retribution
i din get any though
and i was the pranker
-raises an eye-brow-

anyhow
so went to sun plaza met winnie's fren there
studided
(yes! studied!)
chinese
then window shopped all over sun plaza
saw muscle power 88
now i'm obessed with it
and i REALLY mean obessesed
it's SO NICE!!!!
btw,
it's a racket
saw muscle power 100 too..
but i think the 88 one is nicer

after that
we went over to north point
walked around
bought nothing
but was looking all over the place for COWS
have a sudden mad obession with them too.
:))))
-moos-

then
went to church and winnie went home
had that easter thing
was ok la
only i was freezing cos i was in school shorts and badminton tee
i swear i shld have changed
oh well

today
went over to jia's house for lit project
after
someting
-glares at my mother-
anyhow
did the lit project with many rather comical outbursts from jia and jieying
me and jia were like
2 aginst one against jie ying
HAHAHAHAHAHA
was damn funny la
so finished it
and i realised something
I LEFT MY DIARY AT JIA'S PLACE
-cries-
oh well
i trust jia not to read
-looks at jia-
DON YOU DARE!!!!!!!!
:/

came back and then
yea.
my mom was being a total ass agn
refuse to let me watch prince of eygpt
forced me to practise piano
and then still refuse to let me watch
wadva la!
so anyhow
i'm up here and blogging away

jia
sorry la
was rather upset la
forgiven?
:))))



my falling ; 10:01 PM

Friday, April 09, 2004

jia
OK!
FINE!
so you think god doesnt exist
but realise this
I THINK HE DOES
so b\pls
don call the bible a piece of shit
to you it may be
but i don have to know that
and you must certainly don have to tell it str to my face
it's as though me telling you
your mom is a piece of shit
(rest assure, i don think she is. i think your mom's lovely)
and do NOT tell a catholic you think her god's ego nasty and self-centered
i don have to know that
and most certainly agn
you don have to tell it to my face
sure
you think god is a illusion
something man thought up to past time
but realise something else
i think he does exist
i believe he does
not only that
war in iraq?
bombing of two towers?
did god suddenly "poof" an aeroplane outta nowhere
so that the two towers totally disappeared ffrom the face of this earth?
did god cause the war in iraq
if you need someone to blame everything bad in the world in
don blame god
he din create evil
two towers was osama (that ass toot with no brain)
iraq war was geroge bush's insanity
yes
everything happens for a reason
but even though i have no idea what good did all those do
but that doesn't mean a reason doesn't actually exist
i gtg
ltr



my falling ; 9:49 PM

argh!
NIC!!!!!
how?
how to give you your pressie now?
hiax..
oh well..
till next time then

anyhow
went to church today
good friday mass
it's was really pouring when iwent
was wearing jeans
and my jeans got like DAMN wet?!
right up to the knee
and i only walked from my house to bullion park?!
but took a cab there in the end
was damn early?
the whole thing starts at 5
but i was there like 415?
was sitting in church praying my jeans would dry
in the end,
dried only half way
-rolls eyes-
oh well
went to eat dinner with mom
mom went for prayer
i came back home
went to north point to get pamela and yannyee's present
got it
i like both their presents alot
nice

i have done this countless times
but i'm argueing with jia agn
on whether god exist
sheesh
haha..
kinda fun though
-looks at jia
you'll agree?
hahahahaha




my falling ; 9:38 PM

Thursday, April 08, 2004

we lost today
yup.
that's the big news today
oh well.
lost 4-1.
to rgs..
but overall iwould say we did a pretty good job.
i mean.
it's not like rg was better than us or anything.
as a matter of fact,
i think we are better.
just that stupid twist of fate caused us to hand up a horrible line up.
but that's also not anyone's fault..
cos we din know anything.
oh well.
i don feel upset leh!
hahaha.
wadeva it is.
SNBT SHALL TRASH RG DURING THE FINALS!
reminds me of pri6 that time.
lost to pl during quater finals
but won during finals.
:)))

anyhow.
after comp,
ran like 10 rounds round tampiness sports hall,
where we were playing.
then,
did push ups and something else.
dno waht's it called.
then went back to school.
then..
had a mini evaluation with cdiv, dania and yann yee
then...
went to macs with jean belinda sarah amanda and pris
met winnie and carol there.
left arounf 7 to cab to church for mass.
had to bring my shoes and racket there..
so irritating..
poor racket.
just stringed it..
got dropped 2 times
KLUTZY NESS!
poor racket..
-frowns-

WOX
don go all ego..
you took about 1 and a half weeks to return my letter.
i finished writing your letter liao!
ha!
all in ONE day! :)


one song
one song, born in the heart.
longing to be set free
ringing out with joy into the open sky
lifting all with it's melody

one smile, brightens the day
like a silver moon in the night
soon the glow of happiness is found everywhere
filling all with it's special light.

chorus*
so round, round the spirit goes,all within the flow.
to a gloomy day
so sing, sing with joyful sound,
the smile that you have found is coming back to stay

one word spolen with care.
warming an empty day
and the hope that's planted soon is shared by all
growing stronger in every way

one song, born in the heart
longing to be free
lift all with melody

chorus*

may the joy that you have found,
come back to stay



my falling ; 11:52 PM

Saturday, April 03, 2004

lalalalas
my hair's in a bun,
and not only that,
it's wet
what the hell is wrong with me?!

nic
HELLA YEA!
i really miss you
and since when did i wna get outta the team?!
I LOVE MY C DIV PEOPLE!
:)))))))))
and what do you mean by "really meh?"
OUI!
what kinda ulu no brain person do you think i am
own bestie one whole CONTiNENT away
can don miss
sheesh
:((((((

anyhow
2 faith has some angel mortal thing
which i think is kinda cool
so it's like everyone has an angel and mortal
and cos 2 faith got 27 people,
so miss tan join us to have even number la
wonder who got ms tan
hahaha
erm.
i have to admit that jia's mortal is really...
erm...
unusual shall i say
-looks at jia-
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
good luck girl fren!!!
:)))))))))
count your lucky stars it aint..
erm..
her
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
sorry
but i can't imagine you writing to her
it's so damn funny
and i also can't imagine her writing back to you
can die la!
hahahahahahaha
my mortal is ok la
she's fine.
i think she's ok la..
haha

had competition today at tampiness sports hall
reached school at around 655?
left school at around 7 10
yup.
played bukit batok today
won..
yup.
for quarter finals,
we're with rgs,nanyang and xinmin.
thursday meeting rg!!!
GO SNBT!!!!!
:))))))
oh btw,
CAN YOU BELIEVE VANESSA POO(?) LOST TO SOME ULU DUMAN GIRL?!
OH MY GOD!!!!





my falling ; 10:54 PM

Friday, April 02, 2004

back from church..
ok.
i know it's hella late.
1140.
and a friday somemore
have some penitenial (?) service
sorta like confession la.
but only in a HUGE crowd
yup.
was ok la
but had to make up a sin
couldn't think of anything
but hey
i said for one of my 2 other sins
i lie too much
so one cancells out the other right??
RIGHT?!

oh god!
don sent me to hell
PLS!!!
:((

anyhow
got competition tml
have to be in school by 7 am
-shakes head-
dno how am i suppose to wake up tml
meeting erica outside her condo first
then walk over to jen's house so her mom can sent us to school
hiax..
somemore after that got trng
i hope it's regular trng
but it's porobably weights
my wrist feels pain just thinking about the HORRIBLE amount or weights i have to lift
-shakes head.. agn-
hiax..
what do i need those muscles for anyway?
so that my lob can be as power as carol's or yun hua's
until go out?
or so that my smash can be as CHAO power as chew's
or so that i can i run as well as pei xuan?
sheesh?
ness, dream on
i don even have anything to change to muscle
do so much also pointless
somemore after weights,
sure got run one.
hiax..
nvm,
shall treat it as 2.4 trng!!!!!

anyhow
called nic today
talked for 6 mins and she had to go eat dinner
NIC!
I MISS YOU LIKE HELL!
hiax..
what the hell's with the hiax "ing"???
sheesh
not a single brain cell in that lump up there called a brain
i havta go sleep soon.
to you three
i'll blgg another day on our blog
too tired
FAR too tired
-yawns-


my falling ; 11:44 PM