Tuesday, November 30, 2004

i am a total moron!
and you know why?
cos i didn't stretch AT ALL after weights yesterday
ARGH!

so now every single muslce in my physical self is acheing like no one shit business
damnnnnnnn

what now genius?

i have to call chew later
and jia too

chew cos we need to decided what shirt to wear later
and to tell her our line up for today
my god our lineup is scary
playing abit jingkai and clarence first la
and guo zhi and shawn also la
nevermind
me and chew can do it!
-confident grin

jia cos i promised to
and i am held responsible if she doesn't practise her piano and violin
so i have to YELL at her to
so jia, doom on you!
your evil master has come
MWAHAHAHAHAHA

off to do some last minute piano practise
byebye
-waves




my falling ; 10:05 AM

Monday, November 29, 2004

family cup was pretty good!
i love snbt to the end of forever and back!
you know they say love makes the world go round?
well i think
SNBT makes the world go round
ahahahaha
oh man, i'm turning cheesy!
:/

my heels are sore
i admit too much badminton is not a good thing

hmmm
trng in the morning
it was alright la
jiao lian talks too much
that's all
weights was slow

up to the hall to collect my things
then down to the canteen
had a yogurt drink
cos i had absolutely no appetite at all

home together with pris

got the maid to cook me campbell soup for lunch
while i went to bathe
drank it while watching under one roof -giggles
then.
went up to my room and just flopped on the bed and slept
was totally shagged

slept from about 430 to 515?
then my maid woke me up say got phone call for me

it was bee
and i was thinking bloody asshole
wake me from my beauty sleep
what the hell
hehhh
sorry bee! -bites tongue

met bee at jubilee there
got a pork floss bun for dinner

went to interchange with bee
and waited for chew and jean
we waited and waited and waited
and they FINALLY arrived

i was telling them about final destination 2
and it led to what is that show?
shit i forgot what's it called
anyhow
we just got super freaked out
and screamt quite abit

reach the marist primary hall
had a FANTASTIC time with the rest of the team
I MISS YUNHUA AND DANIA!
:/
as they say absence makes the heart grow fonder

anyhow
i was rather peeved at this stupid woman
who insisted it wasn't fair that her primary one kid was playing against such BIG players
and i was thinking
hey LADY!
you realise me and chew were playing gong jiao lian and wei yang as our first doubles
-cue jaw drops and people fainting with awe
and we didn't complain at all
heck we lost 15-6
and we were giggling at ourselves
and saying it was pretty good lehh
hehhhh
and you, you lousy piece of pineapple
come and complain to poor meibei
if you've got a problem with the way it's been done
TOO BAD!
your kid wasn't the only one
heck there were tons of others
SHEESH
i hate people like that
-scowls

umpired with chew some game
it was quite fun la!
ahaha.
realised joshua fang is toot's brother!
ahahaha.
my classmate ahh!
the world is so small!
looks like her la
so cute!
ahahahaha

anyhow
played this 2 small VERY cute kids
won and felt bad about it
chew was being so cute
ahahaha

i am still amazed by this
me and chew played and WON derek and wyman (i pray to god that's the correct spelling)
15-10 i think
WOO HOO !!!!
but i think it's cos they weren't playing very well or something
and the orh guy's smashes were mostly out
and chew and i were on a row or something
ahaha
we were good today

i don't know whether it's fate or not la
but i think we two quite dao mei la!
our group abit got gong jiao lian with wei yang
clarence with jingkai
and dno who else also
can die ahh!
think we're the only girls or something
oh well
GIRL POWER?
ahahaha

i'm shagged and i need to formulate a plot
this is so not fair
ok
10 more minutes and nessa's going to sleep

-yawns





my falling ; 11:59 PM

Sunday, November 28, 2004

everything's changing
and i wish it didn't have to

why do people change so easily
is it her or is it just me?
(heyy! it ryhmes!)

i dno la
if alot of people are feeling the same way as i do
doesn't it mean i'm actually NOT insane?
i should like to think so

oh man..
i don't change that fast
or at least i don't like to think so
i don't know la

i wish everything was as it was last time
i wish i didn't have to put up with all this shit
i wish i didn't have worry about this
i wish i could sleep and wake up to realise it's a dream
cos it hurts to see us falling apart

sighhh
i guess even we weren't perfect
though i fooled myself long enough to think we were

i don't know what to do la
i guess the easiest and best way out is to simply ignore it
maybe tmr things would get better

i'm not aiming for sainthood
even if i sound like i am
i just wish everything could be like before
and everyone was all smiles
yeahh
all smiles



my falling ; 9:03 PM

i was blogg hopping
and by chance, chanced (is it right if i use it again? JIA?!)
upon lua's dance friend's (aiming) blogg
and her views on the pros and cons of having short legs
i ahve decided to do a similar thing
cept, instead of short legs, it shall be a pathetic height of something below 1.6
i'm not saying!
-stares at pris

the pros

• you don't knock your head on low hanging objects like the fan?
• you live longer (it's been proven that when you're too tall, your heart has to pump harder to send blood to every part of your body and thus, weakens faster, so you die earlier. or something like that)
• you'll feel more at home in a hobbit's house
• you won't get serious backache playing hockey
• when mobbed, the robber would choose your taller friend as she is more prominent
• the atmosphere has less pressure on you (at least, i think)
• you're always placed in front for a performance (hey, i love the spotlight, so sue me)

the cons

• you are constantly poked at for being shorter than your MOM (yes. my EVIL mom)
• you have a hard time seeing over your doubles partner's head when she is serving
• your brother pretends to not see you (where is my sister?! ahh!!!)
• you're the very defination of SHORT
• you have to tilt your head to talk to alot of people
• you can barely see over the badminton net
• every single one of your besties are TALLER than you
• you feel small and insignificant
• it's impossiblely hard to play basketball and netball

DAMN! there are more cons than pros.

me and my shortness :/

my falling ; 3:13 PM

church yesterday was boring
(as usual)
lua didn't come cos she was doing some paperwork for her mom?
and i was so bored i nearly dozed off
didn't take in a word of the sermon
heck i can't even tell you a single of the readings
in conclusion
mass is boring
so sue me

anyhow
my mom's thinking of getting a new christmas tree
cos the one we have now is SERIOUSLY ancient
when she told me that
it suddenly hit me (hard) that christmas is less than a month away

it's like the whole world is wrapped up in some green and red christmas spirit
there's christmas songs playing over the PA system of nearly all shopping centers
in the papers you see all kinds of special christmas deals
and shops are all decked out in cheery christmas decorations

sighhh
christmas is so commercialized
all the retail shops are using it as this HUGE opportunity for them to make as much cash as they can
with all the special deals and what crap
all the special christmas offers
sometimes i think the big boss sitting behind the big black leather chair is this slick smooth talking evil guy that takes advantage this "festive cheer" and change it into cash
oh well.

for me, i think christmas is a time of song and cheer (and presents too la!)
i mean, you don't hear slient night any other time of the year do you?
the sweet melody of it.
can practically hear my brother trying to sing it
currently he's blasting abba on his sound system
pretty soon, it'll be some old mouldy singer bawling out joy to the world
i can hardly wait
note the scarsm

hmmm..
was watching final destination 2 just now on HBO
oh my goodness
it is seriously SICK
i really cannot imagine how jieying can find it so intriguing
i mean
there's this part where this woman's head is caught in between the lift's doors
and my god, it's DISGUSTING
the lift was going upwards
and she was just stuck there
they couldn't get the doors apart
and her head was literally ripped from her body
my lord
-shudders
can you imagine dying like that?
oooooooh
not good

there was this guy, he was so freaked out by that lady's death
he tried to shoot himself
but the stupid gun wouldn't shoot him
cos it wasn't his time to die yet
and i thought that was really cool

i stopped watching after that
cos i was seriously freaked
i mean, can you imagine if you somehow cheat death
and then all you think about is how it's gna come back for you
cos on death's list, you must die? (or rather, you're already dead)

i can practically imagine how i would react to that
i admit i am extremely scared of death
i guess it's the fear of the unknown
and all my unfulfilled wishes
what would happen if i die before my time?
would i like a poor wandering soul
moaning about all the things i wanted but never got a chance to do
what is it exactly like?
to die that is.
hmmm
interesting thought

well then
if i can pick up my already very weak courage
i shall go downstairs and finish watching final destination
i doubt i would be able to do that
cos i really don't like blood
and there's blood everywhere on that show
talk about freak accidents with alot of blood.
sheesh

my mom went to a pregnancy course with my sis in law after lunch today
i was laughing at her
cos she's not pregnant
and she was so enthu about it
oh well
i really really really hope it would be a girl
my mom too.
she must be the only living grandmother who doesn't want a grandson to carry down the family name

i wish the doctors can hurry tell my sis in law the gender of her kid
so i can finally use "she" or "he"
instead of "it" or "my sis in law's kid"
i can't even use niece of nephew yet
SHEESr

oh well.
patience is a virtue
(i can never hope to have)
i'll wait and wait and wait somemore

i shall go reply a particular mail now
either that or watch final destination 2.
i really want to know how it ends
maybe i should just ask jieying
later
-waves










my falling ; 11:08 AM

Saturday, November 27, 2004

i've cut my hair!
AT LAST!
it's shorter now (obviously)
and less qiao
i look abit strange to me now
but it'll grow
yeahhh

anyhow
church cleaning was...
-stares at pris
all that.
urgh.
remind me to DISAPPEAR when my mom even tries to mention the word cleaning
you only have to see the state of my room to know cleaning is not in my vocabulary

anyhow
lunch time now
though i am in absolutely NO mood to eat
and i can't even imagine myself wolfing down a bar of chocolate
that is NOT good
i blame it on pms
SHEESHHHHH

hmmmmmmm.
family cup on monday i think
why is it so F C U K I N G late?!
bloody hell
lunch



my falling ; 12:49 PM

Friday, November 26, 2004

lua
you know my entertainer?!
you know my COUSIN?!
shock shock




my falling ; 11:25 PM

Thursday, November 25, 2004

i would like to start off with a few apologies

firstly to lua
SORRY LA!
that leejiafang was suppose to call you to ask you to come with us
but she said she was on the phone with quan
and then i casually suggested smsing you
and she went ohhhhhh
so it's her fault
she was suppose to call you but she didn't
HA! not my fault
go blame her
ahahaha

secondly to my entertainer
sorry i had to go off after agreeing to stay
my sis in law dropped by
and my mom told me to get offline to go say hi
go figured
sorry ahh.
don't get angry

thirdly to manda
SORRY LA!
short term memory
with the toilet paper
and ignore the little bear thing
it's crap
i was on high
and yahhh..
blame the coke
i also dno why i laugh until like that. hehh

yupp
all the apologies for the day

i watched princess diaries with jia today
yuppp
it was good!
ahahaha
tiong!
it was nice la!
quite funny. first one better
but stilll

walked around cine for awhile
jia got a pendant from bits and pieces and got it engraved
we corssed the road to go to heeren
walked around looked at things
jia debated getting a physco shirt from 37d

went back to cine to collect jia's pendant
it was raining
so my jeans got soaked
then went back to heeren
and wanted to get something from old chang kee
but some jap woman asked for shelter from the rain
and jia sheltered her all the way to paragon
jeans were soaking wet
crossed the road to taka and got tako pachi
then went to far east
jia decided to get the shirt after all
JIA!
my taste is good la!

went to this fashion and i got a skirt
yuppp
i must go back there with pris again
PRIS!!!
skirt shopping!
don't forget!

then back home
yuppp
dropped my things and then went over to jia's house
she blast greenday and we talked and talked and talked
yuppp
i had a fantastic time
and jia?
my favourite thing in your room at that time was and will forever be
ME!
-bows
thank you thank you

came back for dinner
i have to go and practise piano now
yuppp
i HAVEE to cut my nails first though
so later
:)

today was a good day
i like today
i wish everyday was like today
oh yahh
i met pris and nerissa crossing the road to heeren today!
ahahaha
some odd random fact
hehhh



my falling ; 7:17 PM

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

PRIS IS HERE!
pris say hi!
"hi" (in a very stitch (lilo and stitch)way)

anyway
she came over after lunching at mos burger at amk central to watch LORD OF THE RINGS
so oh my god right?
pris;lotr.
doesn't fit
oh well

i think she liked the battle parts
hehh
sadistic!

ok
today's happenings

trng in the morning
as usual i was late
i took cab somemore la!

then trng was so long la!
did nothing but physical
oh yahh.
not only physical la
got alittle bit of some stupid thing that sun jiao lian so obviously cannot do
i mean
where got people throw shuttle so low one
pathetic

went down to the gym at around 11
the pri 6 got back their results
smarty pies
so freaking high la their scores
that rachel get so high still not happy
tsktsk

anyhow
gym was ok la
but we had to run 7 rounds round the track
that's 2.8 km la
what shit?
my legs are like jelly now

then hang around the newspecstand talking with chew bel jean and manda

then went up to the hall
hung around there with most of the team
then talk and talk and talk
then went amk central mos burger for lunch
talk and talk and talk
then the conversation led to lotr
then pris decided to come my house watch lotr
HEHHHHH
so she did and she stayed over for dinner

yuppp
hiax
i dno la
i'm beat
later people


my falling ; 7:50 PM

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

lua just went home
she is such a funny girl
was laughing like some mad head today
hehhh

anyhow
this post is being continued at 741 pm
simply because between those 4 lines and now
i have taken my dinner, practised my piano. watched candid camera and bathed
that's alot of things huh?

ok.
nevermind.

anyhow
lua is such a funny girl!!!
oh my god i love love love lua!
she is so mad
-stares at lua
HEART DISEASE!!
-shock shock
-clutchs heart and faints
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

we got freaked out by a lizard today
so the lizard was smaller than my last tiny finger (the pinky for some)
but it was so freaky
i was happily climbing down the stairs to go get lua a cuppa water
then she screams blue murder
i also screamed
and found out after that that there was a lizard
i jumped onto the dining table
and was screaming like a mad dog
then my maid came in
happily took the lizard by the tail and walked out
OH MY GOD!!
how she does that i have NOOO idea

after that
went to feed the fish with lua
then she sieow sieow go and say hello to the auntie living behind me
then the auntie so nice
wave back
and lua was giggling like some moron
my goodness
-shake head
tsktsk
i think stress has permanently destroyed all of lua's precious braincells
SIGHHHH
sad case. so tragic

oh well
nevermind
she left at around 5plus
yupyup
nearly 6 like that

yuppp
trng tmr
YAYYYYY
:))))
wonder what we're be doing after that.
lunch that school most probably
thennn..
we'll see
:))

i love snbt to the the next galaxy and back!
:))


my falling ; 7:54 PM

i just typed a nice and long post
then blogger decided to screw up on me
FINE!
huhhh

my yesterday in point form then
watched incredibles with rahh sheng and manda at j8
yeahh
sumed it up all in one line
-beams

the movie wasn't bad
quite nice

that's it
i'm kinda in a lazy mood now
and super bored too
cos my ENTERTAINER'S not online
-stares
:/

oh well
i can't believe i'm saying this
but I WANT MY ENTERTAINER TO ENTERTAIN ME NOW!
-sobs
-says in a small very tiny voice
i miss my entertainer
:((

BE HONOURED AHH!
hehh





my falling ; 1:25 PM

Sunday, November 21, 2004

MANDAAAAA
i havent watch the incredibles yet!
AND I WANT TO WATCH IT!
alot alot alot alot!
-hints like some mad lunatic




i was born to make you happy
don't let me down please




my falling ; 8:46 PM

good things keep happening to me
YAYYY!!!

first of all
LEE JIA FANG CAME BACK!
not that she wasn't intending to come back
but still
YAYYY!
jia's back!
-sings and dances around the room
did you buy anything for me?
-BEEEEG grin

secondly
LUAYIWEN'S COMING BACK TODAY!
yayyy!
at least i think it's today
hehhhh
lua, when you read this, CALL ME PLEASE!
am missing you like heck of heck already!
:((

thirdly
after a long wait
I HAVE WATCHED MAMMA MIA!
yesyes
it's super super nice
and i have no idea how can lua find it boring
it's so niceee!
though i could recognise only 3 songs
the third i have no idea what's it called
but the other 2 are mamma mia and dancing queen
it's so super nice!
i want to watch it again!
it's so amusing the show itself
hehhhh

lastly
i can play the first 2 pages of my first piano piece almost perfectly already!
YAYYYY
i love myself
hehhh
ignore the ego me at work
-hides

i wasn't able to watch aviva finals today
cos of mamma mia
i watched alittle bit on tv though
before leaving the house
woman singles
interesting
but it was ending already la
so nothing new
later i shall go check the aviva open website to check out the results
yuppp

oh yahh!
yesterday!
must blogg about yesterday

yesterday
met pris sheng and tiong at raffles shopping center bk
had lunch and got butt naked baby blues! yay!
then trained down to kallang
cabbed down to indoor stadium

pris called somebody
i dno whether it's yannyee or erica
erica came out and she is so smart!
hahahaha
-stares at pris
snuck our way in
met chew and yannyee
then cris and her friends sat in front of me
YAYYY!

watched and watched
then me and pris went around getting so many people's autographs
i feel like some crazy fan
hehhh
I GOT ERIKSEN'S AUTOGRAPH!
the super good judgement person
pris thought peter gade was there
but not sure
so didn't get his autograph
SO SAD RIGHT?
oh welll

was suppose to leave at like 430 to go church
but stayed late to watch the spore mix doubles pair play
but they lost 3 sets
was feeling upset
but never mind
cabbed to kallang with rahh
and trained down to yishun
rahh dropped at bishan
was SUPER DUPER late for church
when i reached there
mass ended already?
hehhh
mom gave me money and i borrowed her phone
decided to meet jean and pris at suntec marche for dinner
cabbed home and dropped my things
then cabbed down to yck station
jean then sms me say changed to heeren marche
trained down to somerset
met them and had dinner
:))))
after that
went up to hmv to get greatest hits; my prerogative by britney
then, pris took the marina bay train and me and jean took the jurong east train
jean is so amusing!
ahahahaha
we were both admiring britney's too good to be true body
i dropped at yck
think jean dropped at yishun?
cabbed back home
too lazy to take bus
have to claim from SOMEONE ahh!
-stares hard

oh yahh
i replied YOUR email already
so don't complain you bored ahh!
reply quite long
got effort ahh!
must be grateful k?
hehh
-BEEG grin

NESSA'S ON HIGH!
must be the chocolate
-giggles




my falling ; 8:11 PM

Friday, November 19, 2004

it's been TWO HOURS!
i refuse to wait anymore
HUHHHHHH
so don't complain !
it's not like i purposely never come online
but it's YOU never come online
so it's YOUR fault!
HUHHHHHHH
so you bored your problem ahh
don't come and blame me
and today bring your ____ SO BIG AND BULKY
HUHHHH
i tell you, TOO MUCH!
never come and find me!
see la!
YOUR fault again!
-shakes head
it's always your fault la
i'm going tmr and not on sunday.
see la! you not online
i can't tell you the whole story
YOUR fault again!
and if you still dno who you are
FAILURE



to anyone out there who bothers
OLINDA IS OUT!
oh my god
why why why why why!
the only person there who can actually sing
singapore, FAILURE!!







my falling ; 9:36 PM

nic!!
nope
not shengwei la!
he very go with me watch aviva open la!
(in case you didn't know. it's a badminton competition)
with my teammates some more!
it's my junior
yunsheng
yupyup
anyhow
can you believe i haven't talked to ash since the day i left for australia?
i HAVEEE to call her soon
or she'll think i died or something
hehh
love loads bestie!!
:))))))


my falling ; 9:27 PM

there's nobody home


i have alot alot of things to blogg about
so here goes

yesterday
met pris sheng manda yannyee chew at city hall interchange
went raffles place to ta pao lunch
met winne then rahh
trained down to kallang
and cabbed to indoor stadium
watched and watched and watched
singapore's badminton is...
no comment
abit lose 15-0 15-3 la
oh well

left at around 4
went town with chew
walked to kallang mrt and she was complaining it was such a long walk
stupid woman
trained down to orchard
and went to wisma
went up to surfbabe
oh man!
so many nice clothes there!
esp that ripcurl shirt i so desperately want
huhhhh
saw a nice roxy bag too.
55 bucks
and saw the ripcurl tankini top i also so desperately want.
it's abit what 110 or 109 bucks la
sheesh

then went tannlines
chew got a halter tankini
nice.
i saw a SUPER nice moontide bag
I WANTTTT!!!
someone buy for me?
59 bucks la

went to paragon for gelatos
went into metro
chew got a top
i love topshop man!
the skirts are like how nice?
went into miss sixty
but everything there too expensive

then walked over to far east
oh my god i love that place!
the clothes are so nice and so cheap!
the skirts are like OH MY GOD OH MY GOD
gimme gimme!
chew bought a pair of jeans
then we went into different shops and just tried on skirts
so fun
i bought a von dutch top and skirt
wanted to get a pair of earrings from hula and co but didn't in the end
why ahhh?
oh well

walked to tangs there
went down to the mrt
chew bought strawberries
what the hell
trained down to amk
then went to find her parents
found them and they sent me home
yuppp
chew is so amusing
ahahaha
chew!
we should do this more often!
(:

today
trng in the morning
generally ok la
quite fun
only the last part
weights and running
i hate hate hate hate running in the hot afternoon sun

after trng
met bel at the carpark
told her about aviva
then went to macs there with chew pris and jean
bel came later
then manda sheng winnie rahh bee came
they took bus and train down to indoor stadium
but me chew jean and bel cabbed down
poor pris had meet the parents session
so couldnt go
SO SAD!
yupp
super responsible pris!!
:))))

reached there
found a place to sit
then went back out to sneak bel in
hehh
the YUNSHENG method
ahahaha

watched and watched again
PETER GADE LOST TO SEEDED 10 LA!
what is this?
so upsetting
but spore's mix doubles pair won!
YAYNESS!
they are like how zai la!
i was feeling bad for the england pair
so saddening
the denmark mix doubles pair so sad
me chew jean and rahh wanted them to win malaysia so badly
but they lost
so sad!!
poor linesman though
-stares
oh well

when watching peter gade's miserable lost
mom called jean's phone
she wanted me to go down to j8 asap
to get MAMA MIA tickets!
YAY!
am going to watch on sunday
so can't watch aviva finals
SO SADDDD!!
oh well
nvm then
but mom say i can go watch tmr!
yay!

anyhow
watched till about 530
then cabbed down to j8
chew is stupid
nuff said

i tell you ah
i'm a total failure man!
the cab uncle abit ask me if i'm PRIMARY THREE la !
what is this?
i short also not that short right?
then i said i was sec two and he said
i'm very small that's why
WHAT RUBBISH
nessa's a failure
-faints

anyhow
met my mom and got the tickets
then home

her friends are downstairs
hmmmmm
i want to watch spore idol later!
i don't care what she says
i'm still watching
i missed charm because of her already
huhh!
oh yahh
i nearly missed the whole yesterday's episode of oc la!
marissa and ryan are back tgt!
YAYYYY!
such a perfect couple
they look so nice together!
hehhhh
anyhow
i've ran out of things to say
so...
yupp
OLINDA MUST WIN SPORE IDOL!
-waves




my falling ; 7:38 PM

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

trng was bad today
manda
hey, you relax yes?
don't get so worked up
yup. it wasnt nothing about you all
it was about all of us
how UNenthu we're become
and girl, you rock too much for him to say anything bad about you la!

pris
you also
RELAX AHH!
breathe in!
breathe out
but don't do it next to a road
like chew says
AIR POLLUTION!!
anyhow, he's an asshole
(quotes rahh)
so not worth getting pissed over right?
yup. and it really wasn't anything bad about you three!

anyhow
trng ended at 130
then told mrs seah everything we could concerning HER
hehhhhh
so hilarious

then
went down to canteen
had lunch
got my book list
hmmmmm
poor pris, she has no use for my macbeth notes
but the sec 2s next year abit doing STARTING SHAKESPERE
better than us
str away get stuck with bloody macbeth

am giving my home econs book which i bought for no reason this year to sheng
then my physics notes to who again?
either pris or sheng
my chem and bio notes also
see?
i'm such a FANTASTIC senior
all hail please?

okkk
ermmm
after lunch
hung around the canteen talk and talk
then me sheng tiong and pris went to take cab to indoor stadium
oh my god la!
i swear i hate those lousy cocky taxi drivers
i got so fcuking pissed off at 4 drivers today
cos it was raining
so i took some school uncle's umbrella and went out to street 13 ask the cab driver turn into st nicks so the other 3 wont get wet
then the first stupid head driver wasnt even over the stupid zebra crossing yet come and tell me sorry, too much trouble don't want
the second one totally daoed me
never stop at all
then the third refuse to drive us cos he was going hougang
then the last one said he was going off shift already
what is this world coming to man?!
HUHHH

but in the end
got a very nice uncle
hehhh

reached indoor stadium
met the pri sixes
wanted to sit with them
but moved cos there was a more exciting match somewhere else
then kept moving la
hehh

left at about 6
yupp

took train down from kallang to yck
pris went home with her mom
tiong dropped at novena
i dropped at yck
and sheng dropped at cck
yupp

more aviva open tmr
lunch with pris chew tiong and sheng at city hall there first
then train down to kallang and walk to indoor stadium
watch the men's doubles
and chew somehow persuaded me to go shopping with her after that
UHHH
that means i have to spend more money
I DON'T WANT!
stupid chew
go and die la

my mom's watching amazing race 6 on axn
so i can't watch charm
bloody hell
HUHHHHH






my falling ; 8:05 PM

things i want, but are not important enough to be on my wishlist

1. CUT MY VERY VERY QIAO AND IRRITATING HAIR -sulks
2. watch mamamia
3. princess diaries 2
4. incredibles (AHH!! JACK-JACK!)
5. SAW!! (but it's nc16. -sulks more)

things i have to do either NOW or SOON
1. BATHE! (why haven't i bathe yet?! -shakes head)
2. convince my brother to go watch aviva open with me. (the manipulative me)
3. find the 20 bucks my brother insists he gave me to cabbed home after aviva open today
4. find red shirt. i really can't find it!

later people
-waves


my falling ; 9:21 AM

what if everything you know, never happened?

yesterday
met pris at 130
i was early
she was on time
everyone was happy
went to school
got the key from mrs seah
got our things from the cupboard
jean asked us to take her shoes for her
and then she didn't have a shoe bag or box or anything!
so in the end i dumped out bel's shoes and used her shoe bag
I'M SORRY BEL!!
don't get angry k?
really really wanted to just take her muscle power 88
but righteous pris talked me out of it
coped $! worth of shuttles from the cupboard
HEHHHH

then went to watch the forgotten at yishun GV
it's nice
thrilling shocking sudden etc.
but the ending was seriously pathetic
was clinging on to pris's hand
and whenever something shocking like that policewoman who got sucked up into dno where also part
i'll squeeze pris's hand like crazy
she'll also squeeze mine
so both our hands became very pain.
hehh

i really really like sam.
that's the mom's son
he's so freaking cute la
small and puny and cute
hehh

after that went to take mrt to kallang
was at the last cabin
not the driver's side
then it was so weird
there was a woman wearing a mask
and another bald woman reading some book
then some guy came in
and his ears were SOOOO cute
like some mutated donkey elf
super funny

i think jean called pris
then pris told her to get off the train they were on and meet us on our train
they got on the wrong train at first
so they got off again
met them at bradell mrt
jean is so cute!!
she said she watched the incredibles aready
but it comes out on the 18th
so the preview's preview's preview ahh?
so strange
hehhh

anyhow
got off at city hall and changed train
chew was telling us about her experiences with the train door
interesting
took down to kallang
and walked to indoor stadium
got there I LOVE the HUGEEE shuttle thing there
anyhow
was side seeing there
then saw the star watch thing
AHHHHHHH!!
the corrs!

anyhow
went in and some stupid girl told us there was nothing happening today
got the shock of our lives
thought we were at the wrong place or something
then found out in the end got.
went to the meeting place
and reported
then went to find something to eat
couldn't
so got something from the vending machine

the clinic thing was ok la
i agree with pris
lili is nice
and macey's hair looks nicer then usual
AHAHAHAHAHA

after lili talked finished
ask for her autograph
got her to sign a shuttlecock
so ingenious of me right?
thank you thank you

asked for ronald's autograph also
hehh
asked for fun really
haha

and pris?
let's be lili's worshippers together
i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE her cross net too!
so freaking nice la

then, went dinner with jean rahh pris bee chew at heartland
cabbed down with jean and chew
SHE called
got pissed off but what the heck
chew was amusing me and jean all the way to heartland

met pris bee and rahh outisde prima deli
got my chocolate waffle
and went back to kfc to eat
cos pris and bee wanted to eat the tom yam thing which is addictive!
coped from pris
DON'T GET ANGRY K?
sorrrrry

cabbed back with chew

reached home
mom talked to me
cos i forgot to go for piano lesson in the morning
SORRY LA!
i really really really really really really really forgot!
she talked so long
i missed the entire last episode of the champion
what shit is this???

stupid
practised piano for awhile
i still can't get the second page of presto
the first page sounds quite alright la

agenda for today
trng
then watch aviva open with pris
dno who else is going
couldn't persuade my stupid brother to go
then at least he could send me home
HUMPH
oh well
he got something on
which means, he's going out with his girlfriend
who..
ok.. no gossip
enough enough
talk about hanging one's dirty linen out in public
sheeeeesh
-smacks herself







my falling ; 9:09 AM

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

to be left out in the dark

-yawns
just woke up
hmmmm

had a weirdest dream yesterday
for some reason i was in this school on top of mount everest
(so there's no school on top of mount everest, but it's a DREAM)
and it was snowing quite badly
then it was a girls school and some girl called suling (don't ask) started pushing everybody off a cliff
then we all started running around

yeahhh
weird
so sue me

anyhow
i'm going off to meet pris and dno who else at macs
am suppose to get our shoes and rackets
we're going indoor stadium at 630
for some dno what basics thingy
hmmmmmm

i hate blogging in the morning
cos there's nothing to blogg about
oh well
later


my falling ; 10:00 AM

Monday, November 15, 2004

declaration of independence

i have more dignity than that
and honestly
i'm don't even care


anyhow
back from my window shopping with pris and yannyee
had a really good time
until yannyee changed the topic to trng
and pris got pissed off
cos of that stupid green banana
humph
stupid green banana

met pris at 257
cos she was late
make me wait
HUHHH!!

anyhow
want walking around first cos yannyee was having lunch with i can't rmbr who
went cathy
and the shop next to hula and co huh pris?
very next to la

saw very nice skirts
didn't buy though
it's WINDOW SHOPPING what

then walked to esprit
walked around
saw nice towels
called yannyee
she say she was opposite the building we were at
opposite meant across the road right?
she abit in the end
at taka la!
BESIDE my dear ah bu
sheesh
no sense of direction

OH MY GOD LA!
winnie watched the forgotten already!
I WANT I WANT!!!
not fair
how come never watch with me
huh? huh? huh? HUHH?!?!
ok nvm
i shall watch with jia who i know will be very interested
i think..
i hope..

ok
that was some serious digression
hehhh

ermmm...
after that.
went taka
walked around
I WANT THAT TATTY BEAR!
won't anyone buy for me?
it's ONLY $399.90
so cheap right?
or the $119 one also can
hehhhhhh

anyhow
just walked around
look at clothes
all so expensive
so never buy
hehh

came back at around 530 like that
pris took the other train
me and yannyee took the jurong east one
talked to my ah bu on the train
her opinions are interesting
hehhh
everyone is nice
so sue me!
HA!

anyhow
if jiao lian really wants to do that
i'll join dance
don't laugh now!
i can dance ok!
yeah right
dance my ass

but on a serious note
it really doesn't make sense to me
cos it's like.
i'm sure THEY need to release some of their oppressed feelings
but jiao lian can be a total ASS at times
if no one knows what i'm talking about
never mind
only yannyee is suppose to know
oh well

reached yck station
cabbed back

ARGH!
stupid icon of canine femininity (?)
(tm jia)
now i have to go down and practise piano
sheesh
I DID ALREADY THIS AFTERNOON!
for one BLODDY HOUR!

i need coke
i really need coke
this is too much to bear
-faints


my falling ; 6:14 PM

oh fornification under the court of the king

why the heck is it raining now?!
i'm suppose to go meet pris and yannyee at 230 in town
and it's raining
STUPIDDDD!!

yesterday
went my aunt's place for dinner
stupid cousin ryan decided that he was going for a wedding dinner
so he left me all alone with my other PUNY cousins
save rania who's my age
SHEESH
i am so disappointed
-stares at ryan
you and your netball person
hehhh
-smirks

i think my brother is so amusing
so now ryan's biseuxal and rania's les
HMMM
and i'm..
trisexual
whatever that means
stupid ryan

anyhow
dinner wasn't bad
was lying on ryan's bed after he left for his wedding listening to his discman with rania
my older brother came in and amused us
then after dinner
went to my aunt's room to watch charlie's angels
cos the living room tv was being used to watch of all things FOOTBALL
sheeeeeeeeeesh

anyhow
left at about 9?
came back and watched tv
hehh
wth la?
first yannyee called
my mom was asleep and i as SOOOO scared she scold me
then later stupid lua who was suppose to call me on my mom's phone called the house phone
what the heck la?!
was happily watching tv
then..
i shall not be evil
-frowns

called cris at around dno what time
talked till 1 plus
then slept

today
WHY IS IT STILL RAINING?!?!?
bloody hell


my falling ; 2:05 PM

Saturday, November 13, 2004

just found out my subject combi thing
so i'm slow
i only found out yesterday the results thing are out
hehhhh

yesterday
went to the science centre
met jinan at around 815 at yck mrt
took mrt down to jurong east
jinan is stupid
HAHA!

met lua!!
YAY!!
absence makes the heart grow fonder no?
-stares at lua
gave na her pencil case
yuppp
the life science thing ok la
it was quite boring really
hehh

at around 1110?
went to eat lunch with lua
then walked around science center
that place is SERIOUSLY cool

then at 210 went back to the lab
did some dna thing
it was SERIOUSLY cool
my double helix is nicer than lua's!
HA!
so there!

at 430
came back home
lua dropped off earlier than me

came home and called my mom
she told me we were staying over at my older bro's place
SHOCK SHOCK!

so hurried packed bathe
and he came to pick me up

had dinner there
and played halo something with my bro
some xbox thing
not bad lehh!
quite cool
just shoot like crazy
the guns thing are so cool
my brother is so super lan la!
all the guns he picked up are like how shittified?
hehh
i kept shooting him by mistake
not my fault lor!
he so super extra kept standing in front of me
he has only got himself to blame!
HA!!

missed spore idol
called chew just now
DAPHNE'S OUT!
yayness!

watched the champion too
my lord that show is so totally plotless?
but i watch it for eyecandy
kinda like the OC
to be honest
i don't quite understand the show
watch it for eyecandy also

oh wells
i'm just typinf nonsensical crap that doesn't even make sense
oh whatever
i'm off to read life of pi
AGAIN
it's not bad la
though it made lua sicksea reading it
stupid head...
:/




my falling ; 11:18 AM

Thursday, November 11, 2004

i'm meeting pris and yannyee at 1330 later
we're going SWIMMING!
-beams
time to get my tan alittle bit more even
hehh


yesterday
trng
it was actually FUN!
ahahahaha
i love partnering chew
hehhh
and i love chew's smash as well
we did some smash and tiao thingy
wth la?!
that woman smash me so bloody good i can hardly return
then i smash her i smash until i want to die she also havent die yet
what shit is this?
not fair!
stupid woman.

partner chew play pris and yunsheng
didn't finish the game
i hate hate hate pris's SUPER nice cross drop
it is how nice la.
always cannot take
but also cannot blame me horr!
doubles where got people cross drop one?
HEMHEM..

physical was super fun
(((:

lunch with jean pris chew yannyee rahh manda and SISTAHH!
had orange bowl
was funn

then went macs there
cos jean wanted to eat there
and pris tiong and manda went to get ice cream
got first magazine and I WANT TO WATCH SAW!!
though it is how gory la
i want to know how it ended
hehhhh

i also want to watch the forgotten
and shark tale
and the incredibles
so that's 4 movies i want to watch
i can't watch saw cos it's NC16
bloody censor board

anyhow
after that
pris jean chew and yannyee came my house
all 5 of us SQUEEZED into a cab
the cab uncle so nice
hehh

then.
they went crazy la
had one heck of a time playing with them
and i LOVEEEE my beach ball
i think chew and pris liked it alot too
kept throwing it and people's heads
it was so funny
cos everytime it hit someone's head it would bounce back
and chew went on a mad craze trying to hit me with it
so we end up tickling each other like morons
but it was fun

then we blast ms independant and scream super loud
hehhh
poor neighbours

jean!
that guy can play presto so well right?!!!??!
in case you dno.
presto is our piano piece
yeahh
hemhem
hehh

later
jean started teaching me and chew the combine cheer routine
chew is how slow la!
take so long to learn
i bet she forget everything already la!
haha

i conclued.
my mom is hearing things
-stares hard at 4 of them
hemmmmm

chew told us certain stories
SO INTERESTING!
i want to hear more
please please please

sent all of them out to their respective bus stops at arounr 745?
chew has absolutely NO grace
-stares hard

came home and bathe eat dinner
then started practising presto
YESYESYES!
i can play the first 7 bars by memory already!
ALL HAIL!
tell me i rock please
(:

pris!
relax la!
don't get so worked up about that green banana
chill girlfriend
love babe!






my falling ; 1:05 PM

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

somebody PLEASE tell me
why the bloody hell do i constantly have people adding me to their msn and i have no idea who the heck they are
and whenever i see them online
i ask them who they are and they bloody ignore me!
either that or they are NEVER online
SHEEEEEEEEEEESH

mom's nagging at me to practise the piano
oh god
my teacher said in order to PASS
i have to practise THREE hours a day
and that is seriously NOT good
because i have NEVER practise more than 2 hours at one go before
and that was only once
the day before my grade 5 exam
oh god
i'm toast!

anyhow
watched love actually with chew and yannyee today
it's actually pretty good
save the uncut parts
-stares hard at chew and yannyee
-coughcough
i mean
honestly, that was some serious porn la!
and it was rated PG!!
i have to sue whoever gave that rating
i mean. my goodness.
you should REALLY see the woman.
it's like their assets are for the world to goggle at
yannyee is the best la
me and chew down there going oh my god oh my god
and she abit. it's alright what
my goodness!

i have concluded as of today
my cooking skills are really not bad
and never ever buy cream that you have to whip yourself
-stares at yannyee
hemhem

yannyee's brownie turned out pretty good
very fudgey
chew's one was abit burnt
but was still nice
sorry chew!
don't get angry k?

watched bits of anastasia
and abit of johnny english
then chew's parents came and fetch yannyee back as well

hmmmmmm
i should go practise now
shouldn't i?
i really really hate the beginning bit of learning a piece
i hate the troublesome and tiresome part of slow and irritating getting of notes
the part when you have to slowly try to get the melody into your head so you'll know how to play the piece
ARGHHHH
sometimes i swear i hate the piano
and sometimes i just love it
i'm insane so sue me
i'm insane like pinky from pinky and the brain
so insane
someone give my woodbridge's number

-sings down to the piano

pinky and the brain
pinky and the brain
one's a genius and the other's insane

so sue me
HA!





my falling ; 7:37 PM

guestbook replies

pris
you know who's my entertainer?!
oh my god
-shock shock
-choke choke
-gasp gasp
-faint faint
-coma coma
-die die
you sure you do?
cos i don't think you do
heh
love loads!

clarissa
braedy's my nephew
entertainer's somebody la. friend
anyhow.
you are cherry so live with it
i'm an alcoholic drink la!
vodka
hehhh
love babe!

cris
BESTIEEEEEE!
hehh
i miss ya loads too!
hehh
my trip was good!
I SAW NIC AHH!
jealous right?
i knew it!
love darl !

jia
YESS!
sophie's world!!

mother; ah nahh
hehh
must sign often horr!
ahaha
i love my mother alot alot!

manda
HAHA!
i like the toiletpaper ok!
you can use it if you want
ahahaha
yesyes
off cos the snakes are nice
love dear!

wanxin
errm
sorry girl
you got the wrong vanessa
i'm vanessa lim
the vanessa you want it vanessa teo
yupp
her blogg's something like windchimme is it?
i can't rmbr
yupp
:D


cry the last goodbye




my falling ; 1:59 PM

heyy everyone!
I AM BACK!
hehhh
i bet tons and tons of people miss me right?
me and my big ego
thank you thank you
-waves some queen like wave

anyhow
something to add to my list of accomplisments
I CLIMBED THE SYDNEY HARBOUR BRIDGE!
hehh
so pris went HUHH?! when i told her that
but it's not easy ok!
134 feet above sea level
a 5.7 second drop to the ground
it's nice la
did it with my cousin greg and lauren
yupp
it was nice nice nice
you could see the whole of sydney from up there

it's super weird now
cos i woke up at 630 and 6 am yesterday and today respectively
and i just couldn't get back to sleep
mom says it's jet lag
hmmmmm

yesterday
trng
was late.
HEHHHH
sorry la

i totally cannot play anymore
and it's been only 10 days
die la!

did weights
was pretty slack
then stayed back for some sort of unofficial meeting
went back to the hall with chew and waited for yannyee and tiong
waited and waited and waited and waited
manda is a failure at opening my snake packet
haha
some of the pri sixes carolynn chew manda and rahh ate the gummies i bought from australia
they eat and eat and eat la
but that's alright la
hehh

FINALLY tiong and yannyee came back
me and chew went down to the canteen first cos we both were starving
add lunch and mrs seah sat with us
had a very good time with chew yannyee and tiong
just talked about 2 1/2 hours away?
talk and talk and talk and talk
hehh
i miss things like this
stupid pris and jean werent at trng cos they went for some SCIENCE CENTER thing
sheeeeeeeeesh
oh well

after that
went chew's house to watch some chinese show
which i totally didn't understand
chew was being a moron repeating whatever the characters were saying
i think the show is so stupid
yesyes
so it was quite sweet
not to mention mushy and cheesy
blahhhhh
it was quite boring
cos there was not enough action
hehh
so little gongfu la!
oh well
left at around 630

today
had piano lesson from 11 to 12 this morning
i gto my grade 7 books already
oh my god la
my head was a whirl of notes after skimming through it
i'm gonna die
i'm so gonna die

then.
was suppose to meet chew and my ah bu (yannyee) at amk ntuc cos they were coming over to bake something
(notice the choice of words. SOMETHING.i dno what we're gonna bake. heh)
but thanks la!
i waited for 30 mins
still nobody
so i got fed up and came back home
called yannyee
she said she havent even met chew yet
sheesh
later then she call me
i was cool with that
called pris and she said that the soyabeancurd auntie threw jean's retainers into the dustbin
no clue how and why
but whatever

chew and yannyee are buying the things now
AHHH!
i had better run down to bullion park to get coke
okkk
i'll go do it now
and that chew only drinks low fat stuff
diet coke???
stupid woman
:/







my falling ; 1:34 PM

Friday, November 05, 2004

i read the newspaper this morning
case proven
counter strike is BADDDDDDDDDDD
-stares hard at someone

you know why?
because is bloody inspired a murder!
oh my god la!
-shudders
all you counter strike players
put the whatever thing you use to play counterstrike with down and step away from the computer
i repeat.
put it down and step away

anyhow
the newspaper said that these 2 guys were happily playing counterstrike and they both had a screw loose
so they crazily decided to dressed up in clothes similar to those in counterstrike, grab a few guns and go slaughter a few people
how amusing! -note the sacarsm

anyhow. they killed someone
and it's just stupid la!
i mean.
ohhh let's play counterstrike
happy happy play
oooo
i think this is fun
let's go play reality counterstrike!
come on!
the requirements are as such
you needa wear whatever the people in counterstrike wear
you need a gun
and you need to kill some people
WOWWWWWWWWWW!!!

i have nothing against the game itself
but i thought the two guys were just plain dumb
i seriously believe they had something wrong up there
it's just stupid
really really stupid
-shrugs




my falling ; 8:14 AM

am going somewhere for crab porridge later
for lunch
yup
crab porridge
i like crab. and i don't mind porridge
which means i should like it right?
right? RIIIGHT???

hmmmmmmmmm
am munching on some twisties now
cheese flavour
they taste different here
nicer really
hmmm
(:

my mom says i'm very cold
my fingers are gonna die due to lack of heat
so are my toes
they are gonna drop off one by one
and i'll be toeless!
-screams and runs off into the distance

hehhhhhh
my mom is crazy la!
she went around asking everyone yesterday if there was a piano nearby so i could practise
and i was staring at her
WHAT?!
i mean.
hey sure i love the piano
but i aint OBESSED about it
besides, i havent got my czerny book with me
and i certainly can't memorise my piece
so how the heck am i gonna practise anyway?
i could practise sonata by mozart
but what for?
i play it cos i wanna
not cos my teacher wants me to
okkk
what a loada crap
:/

braedy was telling me about some yugioh thing he's obessed about this morning
before he left for school
what i can conclude is this
it's some japanese animation thingy and the yugioh person is a puny ass that can suddenly grow big when he wears some pyramid thingy
also he and his almighty clique go around battling with cards and it's like they have nothing better to do. just battle battle and their warriors or whatever they are called are horrendously ulgy.

yupp

also, braedy made me watched with him one episode.
and oh my god la!
i din quite get it with braedy screaming weird things like black chess warrior and some skeleton thing randomly
yugioh was double dueling?
and thier opponents have the WORST chinese accent
i was trying my best not to call the company and sue them for accent rights
UHHHHH

could someone please be a a sweetheart and tell me
who the heck is kukukevin@hotmail.com
this person added me on msn and i have no idea who he or she (proabably he) is
everytime i ask who he is
i get no reply
and it's getting on my nerves
stupid head
-sulks

jia
yesyes!
i'll get you sophie's world
when you leaving for where is it you're going to again?
i'll call you the (quotes)nanosecond ( I ) get back!!!!
love shroud!

entertainer
it's alive and kicking la
haha
if i open the box and i see all my precious chocolate and candies GONE
i'll throw it out my room window
it'll land in the garden and my dogs would gobble it up
and i'll give you the stuffing only
ahahahahahaha
you're welcome
(:

clarissa
I MISS YOUR CRAP ALREADY!
i'll call you as soon as i can k?
i love my cherry loads!!



my falling ; 8:07 AM

Thursday, November 04, 2004

this has to be a quick one
yup

yesterday whatever the date it
went to blue mountains
nice
very very nice
oh yes,
did i mention it was absolutely FREEZING too?
i was like
shivering like some idiot
was wearing jeans with converse shoes
and my roxy jacket
and i was STILL freezing
had to borrow a jacket off my cousin

it was really nice la
the whole place
i liked it
yup

today
did nothing much
woke up late
it was nearly 11 when i woke up
watched tv and had lunch
then braedy came home
entertained him while the adults cooked dinner
it was one of the irish people's birthday
and it was big
yupp
janelle's cooking is FAB
think i gained like 97846824536785 kg or something
am feeling so fat now
and don't anyone dare say i'll never grow fat
you should see me now
oh my god la!

played hand ball with braedy
and let me tell you
handball with a 6 year old is no joke
he makes up his own rules
and it's so amusing

oh well
nothing much today
am not in the mood to blogg really
yup
some quick guesbtook replies

evil bear
it's rotting now
ahahaha
my mom made me stuff it in one of our many boxes
she said it was for easy packing
aint my fault
i tried to talk her outta it
you can try to soothe it's nerves and relax it when you get it
in the meantime
it'll have to be squashed together with the chocolates and candies
sorry

manda
i'm ego
so sue me
HA!

jinan
you love barbie and you know it
AHAHAHAHAHA
i'll call you when i get back to discuss our cycling meeting
love loads

clarissa
bloody hell
you hint worst than my mom!
yeahyeah
i'm still thinking about it!
ahahaha
love cherryvodka


my falling ; 6:37 PM

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

NICCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC!!!
sorry i was so cranky yesterday on the phone
dont get angry k?
i was feeling so bad yesterday night
i couldn't sleep
wanted to sms you to say sorry
but my mom's stupid phone couldnt send the msg
so it isn't my fault
but whatever
I'M SORRY!
really really am
love you to the end of the milky way and back

anyhow.
am going for dim sum tonight
it's for dinner
hmmmmmmmm
i'm neutral on this.

went to the city in the late morning and afternoon
got some stuff
the skirts here are so darn expensive
saw this skirt at vive
super super super super super nice
but the price?
115 australian dollars
another was was 89 bucks
my mom stared at the price tag and promptly said
NO!
HURRRRR

even the skirts at jay jays are expensive
-sighhhh

am done with most of my presents
save lua's and jia's farewell presents
HMMMMM
oh well...
think i should get the clover
i can see lua's big hopeful grin already
it's so darn expensive!
but i know lua would like it
think jia would like it too
so i should really get it
and be 80 BUCKS poorer!
rahhhh

oh, did i mention
did my combis already
yup
so it's physics and chem then
alright.
and social studies; geog
i'm taking lit then.
and mep.
yupyup
nothing new

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
there's really nothing much to blog about
am going blue mountain tmr
nic says it's damn nice
we'll see then

climbing the habour bridge on saturday
yuppp
hope my legs don't suddenly freak out and i can't walk or something
it's alot of stairs to climb
and i would really need my legs
lauren's going with me
alright!
my very very very chio niece
i love her taste in clothes
you should see her skirts man
oh my god
i wish i own every last one of them
actually
i wish i own every last item in her wardrobe
maybe except for the halter dress she wore for kylie's (my cousin) wedding
too dressy
way way too dressy

anyhow
i miss alot of things
and it hasnt even been a week here in australia
huhhhh

guesbtook replies

pris
hey pezah number one
missing you like heck too!
yesyes
i know what kinda chocolate you like
i know la!
with reference to your blog
i am the sunshine in your life
the morning beam that lights up your dull and dark being
the single sole light that you need to survive
you can't live without me and you know it!
HA!
love you to the sun and back babe!

clarissaluayiwen
heyy!!!
i miss you too!!!
you can mob me if you want
i touch down at 550 or was it 520 PM
don't go there in the morning and blame me for not telling you probably
HA!
you mob mob mob me
i mob mob mob you back
HAHA
love ya to one of jupiter's many moons and back babe! (you can choose whichever moon you want. there's one called ion is it.. or was that a greek mythology person. hmm)

manda daughter
heyy!
off cos i'm getting you a present!
ahahahaha.
you'll never guess what
i think you'll laugh your head off
it's kinda cute really
ahahaha..
anyhow.
off cos you miss me!
i miss you tons too babe!
love loads!

yongs ;chio bu
heyy chio bu!
ahahaha
i love you too sweets!
-beams

jinan
ego thick skin head!
i know you love barbie lor!
don't try to deny it
don't live in a state of denial
it's time you stand up
and shout it for the world to hear
ILOVEBARBIE!
once you reveal your hidden secret.
people would come to love you for who you are!
not who you pretend to be
so say it.
(repeat after me)
ilovebarbie!
that wasnt so hard was it?
aww, what a loada crap!
love loads cycling mate!
-grins

entertainer
ehh.
got you what you want already
i'm gonna stuff it in my bag
and let it rot to death
AHAHAHAHA
no la,
i'll be nice and talk to it
and hug it and what have you
be grateful now!
it'll tell you how nice and wonderful and great i was
HA!
so now you have to say i'm nice
and why do you have to say i'm nice?
-says promptly
COS I AM!
ahahahahaha

don't you just love me?
me and my great ego?
thank you thank you
-pats everyone on the head
nownow
there's no need to mob me
everyone line up to see the great almighty nessa!
-all bow down
-nessa waves some queen-like wave
thank you!

*note to reader
this post was done after nessa had a bar of chocolate
meaning, she's on high
which also means
half of the above post is crap
thank you for wasting your time on my nonsensical post
i know you love me
-grins


my falling ; 2:50 PM

Monday, November 01, 2004

i am freezing in nic's room
okkk
i just found out why
the window's open
sheesh

nic's playing some song downstairs on the piano
it's nice
-big grin

went to watch shall we dance with nic today
at chatswood
movie's not bad
nic liked it
it's about dance
so that's why
i found it alright la

after that walked around
got yannyee's present and jana's pencil case
i think the surf brands make far too much money
-stares hard at nic
hmmm

got a VERY nice beachball from voodoo dolls
like it alot alot
it's quite cheap
considering the fact it's from voodoo dolls
five australian dollars

nic ponned school today
and she was feeling so guilty about it
and at the same time making ME feel guilty about it
cos i was the reason why she ponned school to go out with me
love ya loads bestie!
((:

my hands are so cold now
and it was so hot just now?
sheesh

i really dont like australia's school uniforms and the fact that they have to all carry the same bag
where is individuality i ask?
hmmmmmmmmm

anyhow
i'm daoing you and you are daoing me
so sue me
-glares





my falling ; 2:48 PM