Monday, February 28, 2005

this is gna be a short one

eventful day?
i guess

cheer audits
i got into cheer!
-shock shock
go on, let your jaw drop
yes, it's for real
i know i told you to look shock, but it doesn't mean you have to do your faint faint choke choke gasp gasp die die ritual or whatever right

hehhhh

had fun i admit during the audits
hehhhh

anyhow
excellent job nessa
EXCELLENT
i did HORRIFICALLY well for mep
hurrr
i really needa buck up
go nessa !

seriously,
my studies are REALLY not up to standard
what the HECK have i been doing for the past 2 months?!
why haven't i been working hard?!
WHY?!

i want good grades
i have to put in more effort
WORK HARDER
study MORE
play LESS
put my whole heart and soul into my studies

i want good grades
i will GET good grades

BUCK UP NESSA!
what in the world have i been doing for the past 50 odd days?!

ryan !
CONGRATS MY DEAR COUSIN!
rocks la!


manda !
i'm jian so sue me
HAHA
i love you daughter dear!




my falling ; 9:05 PM

Saturday, February 26, 2005

i can't seem to find me

i haven't blogged in ages
i havent been online for ages
HEHHH

computer like MAJORLY screwed up
msn signs out by itself
what crap is that?
ahaha
but now everything's fixed,
so it's alright
YAYY!

anyhow
alot of things happened in the past week
for starters
we lost to sports school in the zonal finals
was a tough fight
but whatever, i don't care
SNBT rocks rocks rocks
rolls rolls rolls
tumbles tumbles tumbles
stones stones stones
and anyone dares defy me
DEATH BE UNTO YOU

what else happened?
4 tests in the past week
ALRIGHT la
think i'll scrape a pass for chinese
got back maths already
HURRRR

CHANGE THE TOPIC NESSA
change change change

met ryan and his friend
at paragon on friday
-STARES at ryan
i being the amazingly nice cousin i am
GAVE him a 10 dollar cocoa tree voucher
aint i the BEST cousin in the world?
I RULE!

oh yes, was with pris and manda
went shopping with them after school
went paragon first to get CHOCOLATE
i paid off cos
i'm such a wonderful nice mama and buddy
rocks

went around wisma to help pris find her wallet
couldn't and in the end went back to surfbabe to get a ripcurl bag
pris got the pink one
i got the white one
ROCKS LA
:)))

went to pac plaza then to heeren
got slippers
and manda got earrings

pris !
now i want that walletshop wallet!
it's niceeeee
don't want the billabong one no more

home after that

SORRY RYAN AND FRIEND
we're not unfriendly la
well, can't say that about pris
so aggressive that day
SHEESHH
-stares hard
but yeahh, chill yeah
and say it la, your cousin rocks ryan, she so does
-points at herself

there's too many things to blogg about
i can't handle such great amount of information
i shall just do my guestbook replies then

guestbook replies

yunnie!
i'm sorry dear!
i'l link you RIGHT AWAY
love ya girl!

yannyee;mama!
relinked!

manda
OK LA!
monday give you
lovee!

nic !
my DARLING bestie
I MISS YA LIKE HECK
and mohan told me about the swensens thing you didn't tell me about
SO FUNNY!
ahahaha
and the gain weight thing
WHAT?!
ok, no more fish soup
no more rojak
I SHALL SKIP RECESS TILL THE DAY YOU COME BACK!
and i'll be as thin as..
aiwei the thin thing!
ahahaha
rocks la
love babe!

cris !
my OTHER darling bestie
we lost, but i don't give a shit
we still rock
ahaha
love dear !

jia !
I AM HERE WHAT!
open your eyes dear
and you'll DEFINATELY spot me
love !


my falling ; 11:09 PM

Monday, February 21, 2005

pieces ; sum41

i tried to be perfect
but nothing was worth it
i don’t believe it makes me real
i’d thought it’d be easy
but no on believes me
i meant all the things that i said

if you believe it’s in my soul
i’d say all the words that i know
just to see if it would show
that i'm trying to let you know
that i’m better off on my own

this place is so empty
my thoughts are so tempting
i don’t know how it got so bad
sometimes it’s so crazy that nothing could save me
but it’s the only thing that i have

if you believe it’s in my soul
i’d say all the words that i know
just to see if it would show
that i'm trying to let you know
that i’m better off on my own

i tried to be perfect
it just wasn’t worth it
nothing could ever be so wrong
it’s hard to believe me
it never gets easy
i guess i knew that all along

if you believe it’s in my soul
i’d say all the words that i know
just to see if it would show
that i'm trying to let you know
that i’m better off on my own


my falling ; 11:07 PM

you're only almost here

lessons were.
i dno, normal?
went absolutely hysterical when i realised my "SWEET" chinese teacher wasn't in school today
WOO HOOOOOOOOOO

slacked with ash
crapped a hell load
OHMYGOD a hell load
and was explaining to her what goes on in an ABRSM piano examination
generally was fun
(above all done during the free chinese period)

got back physics paper
BLAHHHHHHHHHH
i promise to work harder for physics from today onwards
-nods

mep after school
fell asleep during mr wong's period
hey, what can you expect?
i was in an AIR CONDITIONED room
and he was going on about..
dno what country's music also
i only woke up when he played some REALLY cuckoo-fied piece over the sound system
was damn funny

was half-way through mrs tham's period
doing group work with gillian, jieying, jinan;baby and shipei
(was actually having fun)

suddenly mr cher pops in and calls for me
i got the shock of my life
was like thinking what the heck did i do wrong
was panicking like heck
when suddenly, i see mrs seah who came down to "collect" me for trng
cos jiao lian wanted me to train
WOO HOOOOO
missed the rest of mep
ROCKS LA!
missed the harmony test as well
hehhh

went down for trng and was still in mep mode
(read as i didn't play well AT ALL)
SIGHHHHH
i really gotta start working harder

walked with rach and yunnie to macs
those two enjoy talking crap
-stares and shakes head

walked with rach back to her house there and was planning to take 855 home
that girl got freaked out and made me walk all the way to her house with her
so funny
decided to cab home anyway
hehhh

rach !
when your world breaks down
and the voices tell you turn around
when your dreams give out
i will carry you, carry you
when the stars go blind
and the darkness starts to flood your eyes
when you've fallen behind
i will carry you

love you to bits sweetheart!

nic !
BESTIEEEEEE!
i miss you like heck can?
:/
YOU CANNOT GO TO AUSTRALIA INTERNATIONAL SCHOOL
that would like TOTALLY defeat the purpose of you coming back!
and ash would bite your head off
seeing that's like her dream school
heck, i'll do something sadistic to you too
NO NO NO!
who are me and ash suppose to share fish soup with then?!
and rojak with?!
WHAT IS THIS?!
-sulks
come back to st nicks please?
PLEASEEEEE?!
i love you darling !

jinan !
BABYYY!
ahahahaha
you chill out yeahh
2 months is nothing really
not don't like to see you la
don't like mep
ahahahaha
love you tonnes BABY!


my falling ; 10:38 PM

Sunday, February 20, 2005

see that girl

back from church
had cath class
was..
alright la

lua is so entertaining
ahahaha
rocks la
:)))

esther's coming to my church for cath class
hehhhh
funn
:))

got loads of stuff to do
SIGHHH
chinese test on i think friday
maths test on tuesday
PFFFFT

had lit test on friday
i think i'm gna fail
HURRRRRRRR
i don't fail lit, but i really couldn't write much
cos my brain wasn't functioning properly
and couldn't think of anything
SIGHHHH

mep tmr
DAMN
off to study maths
later


my falling ; 2:20 PM

MANDA !
happy birthday to you!
happy birthday to you
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR MANDA!
happy birthday to you!

LOVE MY SWEETHEART DAUGHTER POISON BALL RUNNER NOSE DIGGEE
-huggs


my falling ; 1:11 AM

Saturday, February 19, 2005

come follow me

choir was fun
as usual
:))
rocks

i'm kinda cuckoo-ifed now
and abit confused
so yahhh.
shall not blogg much now then

jean !
ROCKS LA!
pretty jean ! :)))
next time be like pris ok?
anyhow give some stupid number
ahaha
rocks
love babe!

ryan oh ryan,
you are SOO amusing
ahahaha
rocks la
i love my cousin to bits!
next time lend me and rania your bed again ok
we're not done gao-ing les
hehhh

pris !
ROCKS LA!
you are such a crappy ass
love to bits darling
-hugss

rach !
SWEETHEART!
i love you too darling
i'll always be here for you yahh?
love to bits dear!
-huggs


my falling ; 11:54 PM

Thursday, February 17, 2005

just to see if it would change anything

GEOG ASSIGNMENT DUE TMR!
-screams
oh my MAMA!
totally forgot about it till audrey mentioned it this morning
-screams screams screams
to top things off
I HAVE A CHINESE TEST TMR!

this is NOT happening

had a GREAT time with rach and pris at macs this afternoon
ROCKS la
(((:

crapped a hell lot
laughed a hell lot
bitched alittle?
squeezed things out alittle
and..
had fun!
((:

rach sweets !
I'M SORRY!
one day ok?
ONE DAY I WILL!
love you to bits dear

I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO DO MY FREAKING GEOG ASSIGNMENT
hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
i wna DIE!
i don't wna study for chinese
i don't wna go school no more
i don't want to see stupid mrs francis's face and bear her SUPER boring geog lessons anymore
i don't wna memorise ANYMORE chinese terms
don't want don't want don't want

hurrrr

is this what they call stress ?
perhaps
:/



my falling ; 9:20 PM

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

luminous intensity

physics test was an absolute killer
i'm gna fail
i know it, i just do
i can FEEL it in my bones
:/

HIAX
-stares at winnie

lessons were very sian today
maths was unusually sian
me and celine think it's cos ms poore didn't play any music
and my mind kept wandering

physics was stupidd
was struggling to keep awake
HIAX

played sports school today
we lost 3-2
yunnie won first singles
chew and bel lost by TEENY EENY WEENY bit
yannyee's match i don't know, i wasn't watching.
me and dania's match won
( first set was ridiculous, but what the heck)
carolynn lost, but i don't know by how much

we lost, but so what
we'll meet them again
and we'll show them WE are the champs
we'll thrash them so bad
they won't know what the heck hit them
GO ST NICKS GO!
ROCK ROCK ROCK!
:))

went to eat..
what's a meal you eat at around 5 plus?
with pris rahh manda and sistahh
rocks la

cabbed back to school with winnie
going to claim back from the school
HEHHH

cabbed back home cos i was too lazy to take bus

SNBT B DIV !

heyy BABES!
even though we didn't win today
we'll win them during the finals anyway
cos we rock we rock we ROCK ROCK ROCK
and we rock more than they rock
and cos we rock so much, we'll rocking win them the next time

dania !
thank you dear for the note and the folded heart!
don't be pissed no more yeahh
i didn't quite understand what he was saying
so i don't really know what's up
but chill yeahh?
you still rock and you'll rock for a long time to come
love sweets!

yunnie !
thank you dear for the honey stars !
rocks la!
my pretty yunnie rocks and rolls
you played a FAB game
absolutely FANTASTIC/WONDERFUL/SPLENDID/ (fill in any other similar adjective)
rock on babe!
love tonnes :)

chew ; bel !
you two played an absolutely WONDERFUL game
rock rock rock
you did your best and that's what matters
rock on dears !

yannyee/mama !
MAMA!
though i didn't watch your game,
i know you tried your best
and that's what matters
you ROCK !
love you ever so much
:))

carolynn !
i also didn't watch your match
but nevermind, you still rock
and you'll rock rock rock for a long long time
you're gna thrash mokjingcheong (?) next time aren't you
YEAHH!
you're gna SMASH HER DOWN
ROLL HER ROUND
love dear !

winnie/sistahh
no more feeling sad yeahh?
it's alright
and you must rest so you can recover soon soon soon
my sistahh SHI TOUS! (rock in chinese :D)
i love you dear !

clarissa ; wanying
hello cutie pies!
:)))
thank you for being such nice little juniors
to help us linejudge
rocks la
love you two to bits
:)))


SNBT C DIV !
hello my xiao de
thank you for coming down to support us today
snbt cdiv rocks la
thank you manda for saying "go nessa"
(heard it so loud and clear -grins)
thank you qiaowei for the breath-taking hug
and thank you jean for the ever so sweet message
every single last one of you ROCK ROCK ROCK
love you all to bits and pieces
-hugs tightly
:))


goshh
do i love snbt or what
-grins


my falling ; 8:57 PM

Sunday, February 13, 2005

i'm just disappointed in you

have you ever tried explaining the da vinci code to anyone before?
i tried.
notice the choice of words
TRIEDDDDD

was trying to explain it to my mama this afternoon
failed miserablely
it's not cos i'm a lousy explainer
it's cos the story's just so god damn hard to explain
so many details
you think my brain can store everything mehh

i've been let down
i don't know to thank god that you sent that sms to the wrong person
or to wish you didn't
cos if you hadn't, i would be in total ignorance of the whole thing
and that, is a good thing in this case

but seriously, it's alright la
it's not really that big a deal
and since it's HER that you told
so it's not so bad.
you're forgiven.

there're too many things to think about and try to say
if i tried to be angry at you anyway
i rather not have the trouble
but you ought to know, i'm really terrified of telling you anything from now on
and i'm also really scared of what else you could have told her
you had BETTER tell me the truth
did you tell her anything else?

i'm so god damn sick of acting happy whenever i'm not
so god damn sick and tired


my falling ; 4:04 PM

Saturday, February 12, 2005

FRIENDSTER IS A TOTAL WASTE OF CYBERSPACE

THERE!
i said it,
so sue me.
go on,
i DARE you
-stares hard


my falling ; 9:38 PM

guestbook replies

sabee !
HELLO!
ahahaha
i dno what you want to ask me
but you can hurry hurry ask ok?
ahahaha
love my always-meeting-on-bus 265-dear!

lua !
you anyhow ahh
ahahaha
pain is good; opus dei
ahahaha
love sweets!

manda and sheng
my darling daughters!
ahahaha
you two very free horhh
ahahaha
don't fight ahh, don't fight
mama give you sweet
ahaha
i shall settle this once and for all
MY DAUGHTERS ARE NOT STUPID
they are smart
so no one is stupid ok?
love you two tonnes!
-huggs


my falling ; 9:05 PM

sweetest goodbye

i find the song below REALLY niceee
-points down
no, i'm not some holy holy catholic person
i just REALLY like that song

anyhow
went down to marist in the morning
was EARLY

played doubles
doubles doubles and more doubles

did some footwork thingy after that
was generally alright la

took bus with dania and yunnie down to amk
switched to 853 and home
had lunch and rush off to church for choir

choir was good in general
except the fact that i was REALLY tired
and i wasn't feeling really well
but the songs bit was good

met my mama and home with her
had dinner

i love my mama!
even though she pisses the heck outta me sometimes
but i still love her
:)))

( i am talking about my real mama. not my badminton ah bu. but i love yannyee mama alot too!)

i'm tired
tmr going to chris's house for some cny thingy
havta go call amethyst
if she go then i go
yuppp
-nods

i'm really beat
that's what sleeping at 8, waking at 12
sleeping again at 3 and waking at 7 plus does to you
(my sleep pattern yesterday)

PFFFFFT
-slaps
i really needa get a grip on my life
it's spinning outta control
WAYYYYY outta control


my falling ; 8:54 PM

Lamb of God
look, there is the lamb of god that takes away the sin of the world. (Jn 1:29)


your only Son, no sin to hide,
but you have sent him from your side
to walk upon this guilty sod,
and to become the Lamb of God

your gift of love, they crucified
they laughed and scorned him as he died;
the humble King they named a fraud
and sacrificed the Lamb of God

oh Lamb of God, sweet Lamb of God
i love the holy Lamb of God
oh wash me in his precious blood
my Jesus Christ the Lamb of God

i was so lost i should have died
but you have brought me to your side
to be led by your staff and rod,
and to behold the Lamb of God

oh Lamb of God, sweet Lamb of God
i love the holy Lamb of God
oh wash me in his precious blood
till i am just a lamb of God
oh wash me in his precious blood
my Jesus Christ the Lamb of God


my falling ; 8:13 PM

ehh! what happened to my tree?!

-roars with laughter clinging onto lua for support

lua came over this afternoon
or rather, yesterday afternoon, seeing as it's like 1225 now
hiliarious man

was watching final destination 2 when my mama suddenly POOF up with guests
was all panick-y
and lua very spill sprite on the carpet and table la
what is this?!
ahahaha

ran up to my room and crapped alot
lua very ahh
NEH NEH with my phone
WHAT IS THIS?!
-stares hard at lua
you very free is it?
think i message free one ahh
btw, he say you very funny
AHAHAHAHA

went down and helped my mama watered the plants
got freaked by some lousy lizard
and nearly drowned the grass
but in general, it was fun

while waiting outside for lua's parents,
i had an...
INTERESTING experience
(DON'T CONTRADIC ME LUA!)
a rather painful one at that,
but still INTERESTING
off cos, lua just stood there staring at me and (gasp) laughing
LUA! how could you?!
i'm currently tramautised and emotionally scarred for life because of you
-faints

my mama is weird la
i dno how to say it
but she's weird
weird, but she hurts really badly

guess i can't feel her there anymore
numb.
i've become so numb, i can't feel you there

anyhow
i'm going back to sleep
yeahhh
trng tmr?
marist at 930
I'M GOING!
no matter what,
can't AFFORD to miss trng anymore
esp after today

if anyone is wondering why i wasn't at trng instead today
DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT ASKING
-cept those people i told i would tell them
i don't wna drag up that memory again
it's STUPIDDDD

screw the whole thing
but i'll be alright
i guess i need lua to CHEER ME UP again
and where is that entertainer of mine ahh?
-stares hard


hush little baby, don't you cry
everything's gna be alright


my falling ; 12:25 AM

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

when you talk to god, it's praying, but when god talks to you, it's schizophrenia

got that from one of ash's books
-points up

my brother came up with this
when you talk to god, it's hope
when god talks to you, it's a miracle

i still prefer the one from ash's book

yesterday; chinese new year EVE

school in the morning was USELESS
mass was..
well i haven't got a clue since i was talking all the time with ash

the performances were generally ermm
well. i also dno
cos i wasn't really paying attention as well
the dance by the china scholars was
ENRICHING
-coughs
if they weren't CHINA scholars
they'll be totally classified under SLUT

went back to class and took photos with PRETTY PAULINE
freaking chio can that woman

bused down to amk station with audrey
and met aiming at the mrt station
freaking cute can aiming

had a INTERESTING talk with audrey
-winks

met cris at wisma and we had lunch
went over to heeren
and got some stuff
my "SWEET" mother called me
and insisted i get over to my brother's place IMMEDIATELY
what the freak
then change, ask me go home first

when i was at bishan mrt
SHE ABIT CALL ME GO MY BROTHER'S HOUSE STR LA!
my brother stay in PUNGGOL CAN?!?!?!?!

anyhow
went over to my brother's house
and played halo 2 until like 545?
we were suppose to be at the resturant at like 530
so yahh
we were late
hehhh

reunion dinner was good
had fun suggesting names for my future NEPHEW!
my sis in law wants to call him JOEL
-faints

today; CHINESE NEW YEAR, FIRST DAY

first thing's first
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
went my aunt's place for lunch
was really fun
ryan and rania ROCK LA!
rania's my EX!
cos i gao-ed les with her on ryan's bed
so SCANDALOUS!
but before i left their house, i broke up with her
AHAHAHAH

ryan "shared" some of his GAY stories
damn funny can

in general, had a GREAT time

came back and fell asleep
pris called and she popped by my place
we went to go bai nian tgt
dropped by ger and loo's houses
wanted to go bai more
but nobody at home
so went chew's house there
eat roti prata
went back home after that

tmr going jiao lian's house
MAH JONG!
so funnnnnnnnnnn!

chinese new year rocks my socks la
rock rock rock!
:D








my falling ; 9:07 PM

Monday, February 07, 2005

CURSES!
oh blogger sweet blogger
what the FFFFFF is wrong with you?!
URGHHH
if you lose one more post
i swear i will..
TERMINATE YOU
hurrrr

anyhow
had some mep girls talk this afternoon
was good, i liked it
doctor joyce koh is SOO witty
and SOOO funny
rocks la
rocks rocks rocks
ahaha

mep lesson after that off cos was
BLAHHHHHHHHH

went up to the hall to find snbt
found the hall locked and no snbt girls in sight
panicked and thought something happened to them

met wanying's mama and realised they were down at the gym

went down to the gym and then watched them "suffer"
ahahahaha

did ban dun cos i can't run in my pinafore
the rest of them went running
in a very interesting way
-stares at snbt

macs with pris and jean
was fun
:)))
PRIS!
pok pok pok !
music prodigy know everything ahh
yamaha motorcycle vroom vroom
you know what's piano
WHAO ! so zai ahh!
i know what is violin!
:D

jean freaked me out on the bus back
OHHHHH
oh well, nevermind
-curtsy to jean
had fun fun fun though
ahahaha

on the walk back home from the bus stop
heard like DAMN loud screaming from bullion park can
oh my god la
was so freaked out at first
cos it sound just someone screaming nonsense
and i thought i was hearing things
but then i got snips of "something something bitch"
and "something something hate you something something out"
as you can see
it was a very well articulated screaming session

by the way, it was a girl screaming at dno who also
sounded like a guy then a girl
aiyo, transsexual la

i think screaming at someone is stupid
i mean, what's the point of getting angry then getting a sore throat from all the screaming?
not worth it
the only time worthy of screaming is like sporting competitions
esp when snbt is playing
and when you see lizards or rats or INSECTS
or maybe you are permitted to scream when you're scared
but other than that
draw the line please
esp if you nice big airy window is OPEN
and everything you holler out is heard even by residents of timbaktu

it's chinese new year's eve tmr!
YAY YAY YAY!
out with bestie after school
WOO HOO!
-looks over at cris
yay yay yay!
gna go get some stuff
like EARRINGS
and MORE EARRINGS
and EVEN MORE EARRINGS

i want those chandelier ones that rebecca (from church) got
NICE NICE NICE!
nice and light and NICEEEE ( did i mention that already?)

ok
am on another of my NICEEE rants
-coughs
please forgive
-looks down

i'm SOOO addicted to yellow card's ONLY ONE
rocks la
rocks rocks rocks!
thanks wanying babe for lending the cd to me
-huggs

okkie dokkie
i shall go blog hop and
INFORM my AVID BLOG READER that i'm done
-hops off
:)












my falling ; 8:39 PM

Sunday, February 06, 2005

went to search for mockingbird's lyrics
you know, that song by eminem
goshh, it is SERIOUSLY sweet
i loveee the last part

i'll do anything for you to see you smile
and if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
i'mma break that birdie's neck
i'd go back to the jewler who sold it to ya
and make him eat every carat don't fcuk with dad

i think it's sweet
-grins sheepishly

anyhow
cath class later
lua's not going!
cos she ain't feeling well
:/
take care lua! DRINK WATER!

out with my mama after cath class
needa do more shopping
then back to church for choir practise
then, RUSHHH down to yunnie's place
for reunion dinner

rach !
sweets!!
don't be angry or whatever anymore yeahh?
if you need anything just gimme a ring
and CHILLLL
it'll be alright
i'm not sure if you signed before or after i called you yesterday
but i figured it should be after la yahh?
take care
love babe!

pammie !
hello!!
ahahahaha
i'm seeing you later during dinner!
take care!
love loads dear!
((:





my falling ; 8:46 AM

Saturday, February 05, 2005

irregular mood swings

i'm having a bad case of mood swings now
blahhh
was escastically happy just now
and i'm just damn low now
BLAHHHHH

i hate getting weird mood swings
makes me think of...
things
-coughs

anyhow
church later
then shopping with my mom!
yeahyeahyeah.
i LOVEEE shopping
especially if i'm not the one paying
woo hoo
(:

now i'm happy again
DAMN MOOD SWINGS
hurrrrr






my falling ; 3:25 PM

SCREW BLOGGER!

from the above title
i suppose i can rightly assume you can tell i am VERY pissed off by blogger
for starters, it lost me a LONGGGG post
and then it keeps hanging on the blogger page
BLAHHHH
i wna sue blogger!
for great wastage of my precious time

anyhow
piano later
oh great
i don't feel like going for piano
SIGHHHH

yesterday;040305
was a freaking screwed up day
was generally alright during lessons
ash kept me VERRY entertained during chinese
trng, i played alright
trained alright
but didn't feel alright
-stares at winne
BLAHHHH

i guess i just needa relax
could be just me thinking too much
but i'm not a think-too-much person
oh screw it
if the reason's something damn stupid
i'll..i'll.. i dno what i'll do even
HURRR

came back home and i got SUPER pissed off
have you ever felt like the world has turn it's back on you?
well, i'm feeling that now
and if anybody is gonna go all "it's not the world, it's you that has turn your back against the world"
i swear, i will KILL that person

this week hasn't been a very good one
but it's nearly over
yuppp
next week, it'll all be better
all better
-weak smile
self delusion

guestbook replies

manda !
hello poison-ball-runner-nose-digee!
love DAUGHTER!

sabee !
HELLO!
wahahaha.
made you sign my guestbook ahh
hehhh
love dear!

rach !
what's up?!
ok, relax yeahh?
relax lax lax.
it's alright
i'll call you after piano later
yahh
then you can tell me
love sweets!

lua !
TMR! TMR! TMR!
i miss you like heck
love tonnes!
:)



my falling ; 9:50 AM

Thursday, February 03, 2005

HEY NESSAAA IM SORREE ABOUT THE POST. LALALA. OHWELL. (((:



my falling ; 6:01 PM

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

drench yourself in words unspoken
live your life with arms wide open
today is where your book begins
the rest is still unwritten











feel the rain on your skin
no one else can feel it for you



my falling ; 8:32 PM

i got up and walk again

i conclude that 3 of my teachers have hypnotic voices
(i meant it in a bad way)
they are mr wong foo kit (chem)
mrs theresa francis (geog)
and my chinese teacher
all i know is that she is chen lao shi

oh my god la
keep falling asleep in their classes
ESP mrs francis
she is ohmygod BORRRRING
and i keep falling asleep in her class
today's lesson was ridiculously PATHETIC
what's the point of teaching if in the end
i can get everything from the textbook?
BLAHHH

technically, mr wong foo kit is not boring
but it's just that his lesson is usually in the morning
before recess
and i'm not exactly what you would call a morning person
so yahh
go figure

anyhow
had competition today
played singles this time
to be honest, i found it quite fun
but doubles still beats singles
:D

isabel was complaining that anderson has a BIG bus back to their school
but we? the almighty SNGS
have to find our own way back
what is this?
oh well
i live so near yck sports hall anyway
so it doesn't really matter

audrey's my pooh bear!
-huggs tightly
pooh pooh pooh!
eat your honey pooh-ey pooh!
((((:






my falling ; 6:02 PM