Tuesday, March 29, 2005

break me

haven't blogged in AGES
well, run down of yesterday

yesterday 28032005

lessons as usual
just that i had to carry that REALLY irritating yellow yonex badminton bag to school
was hurrr

left class at 1045
was TRYING to study with winnie at the family lounge
failed miserablely
ended up bitching alittle
she told me things that i got rather upset by
but everything's alright now
i don't care liao la

bitched more on the way to jurong east with my dear sistahh
ohmygoodness hiliarious things la!
HAHAHAHA
oh well, OUR secret
HAHAHAH
ilovemysistahh!
:))

played cedar girls
was alright

though i must say
you shouldn't always show such a black face
it takes all the fun out of knowing you
cos i'm always constantly wondering if i did anything wrong
and everything's different when you're trying your best not to irritate someone who's already irrtated even more
you can't be yourself, yeahh
sighh
what's up with you man,
what is up with you?

i missed mep cos of competition
the righteous side of me says OH NO!
cos my mep is like ohmygod in need of help
the other sides says YAYY!
cos i can't stand 2 outta 3 of my teachers
hehh

trip back was soothing
thought about things
hehh

trng after that
brother anthony (marist's principal) doesn't want SN girls to go marist to train anymore
cos some moron pushed the auto gate of marist
and now it's spoilt
for SOME reason, chen lao shi thinks it's a SN parent
HUHHH
doesn't fit though
what's more, he specifically thinks it's a SEC THREE parent
that means, either mine, winnie's, carol's, bel's, or chew's
definately aint mine or chew's seeing as we take public transport
and the rest also not
SO THE WHOLE THING'S SCREWED
got me thinking,
what if it's a marist parent?
expel the whole of marist?
maris stella high will therefore cease to exist
cos one stupid parent that spoilt the auto gate
WONDERFUL idea no?

sunny is SO funny
hahahaha
SUN TAITAI!
SUN GUI FE!
sun royal concubine?!
HAHAHAHAHA

he calls me NESSA!
but just to irritate me, he calls me "vanessa" in this really weird and low voice
but it's hilarious
HAHA!

home with jean ger and qiao after that
:))

today 29032005

lessons as per usual
am sitting next to joanne now
i forgot to mention
interesting sitting partner i have i must say
HAHA

lunched with pris rahh winnie jiaxing
ate like only fruits for lunch
wasn't feeling hungry
pris was suppose to come my house to study
but didn't in the end
cos my mama's sick
and my mama got me to agree to buy her a LEMON
hahahaha
hilarious

found out damn funny things from winnie during lunch
is saying "she's had the same hair style since sec one" AN INSULT!?
it was said casually
an off-hand remark
WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG
oh nehh, i don't care la
haha

bused back with pris
fun!
:))

i'm practising pesuasive speech now
doubt i'll be saying it tmr
seeing as i'm index number 24 out of 26
hohum
I WILL DO WELL
I WILL I WILL

i hope


my falling ; 5:07 PM

Thursday, March 24, 2005

HELLO NESSA !
you've got ALOT of long stories to tell me! (:
yay! i love your long stories
except they dont usually last for very long
hee! (:
someday i'll go your house again to play (?)
i dno?
we always do funny stuff at your house!
we'll fix a date!
YAY!! (:

oh ya, i didn't go to school today


my falling ; 12:10 PM

Saturday, March 19, 2005

sunk so low

what is with you and KEEPING YOUR MOUTH SHUT?!
ohmygod
thank you so much for irritating the heck outta me
costing me UNNECESSARY trauma
and EMOTIONAL UNREST

i SWEAR
if it wasn't for the fact that murder is against the law
your head would be danging from my two bare hands now

HURRRR
i dno what to think la
i really don't
i know there's nothing going on
and even if there is, i don't know ANYTHING about it

you're just a hypocrite
a FREAKING hypocrite
and you make me SICK


my falling ; 11:42 PM

Friday, March 18, 2005

i'm feeling fat

i'm pmsing
and when i pms, i eat ALOT
when i eat alot
i feel fat
and when i feel fat
i get grumpy
it all boils down to pms la
screw pms
hurr

anyhow
went out for dinner just now
i ate like OHMYGOD lot
now my stomach's fit to BURST

rach just smsed me something really NEH!
ohmygod i don't believe it
this is SO nehh

rach !
HOW?!
you know he cannot shut his mouth one la
if it goes up to jiao lian
i am DEAD la!
if i die, YOU HAVE TO MAKE SURE YOU GET ME A WREATH FULL OF PINK ROSES
either that or deep red ones
cos i love pink and deep red roses
haha
this.is.so.neh!
don't worry about it though
i'm not angry at you, so chill out
i still love you dear!
-hugs till you turn blue

oh what the heck
i don't care la
cos it aint true
AINT TRUE AINT TRUE AINT TRUE AINT TRUE
off cos, convincing others is one hecka job
not to mention the fact i'm failing miserably at it
HURRR

you reckon if it's true, my bestie will know right
CRIS!
do you know anything?
off cos you don't!
cos there's nothing to know

AND I'M RANTING AGAIN
it's another sign that i'm pmsing you see
i start talking rubbish
and i start eating like no tmr
HURRR

oh goody!
EVERYTHING'S SOLVE
cos i'm the GREAT ALMIGHTY OMNIPOTENT nessa
-grins

i shall go relish in my VICTORY now
i'm sounding so ancient greek
what the heck

IMMORTALITY, TAKE IT, IT'S YOURS
(line of achilles in troy)

heard of nonsensical crap?
well, this is real black and white proof it exists
-points up


my falling ; 9:36 PM

i am TIRED of rumours starting

yesyes
indeed i am!
hurr

anyhow
pilot pen in the morning
was LATE by half an hour
guess it was kinda my fault
but what the heck
I LOVE MY BROTHER!
rocks la

played some tjc pair
lost quite horribly
but what the heck
don't care la

carol !
you don't be sad no more ok?
OR I'LL BE SAD TOO!
then i'll cry
ok??
OK!
love dear !

ok.
what happened?
i can't rmbr
HAHA!

oh yes!
my brownies!
I KNOW THEY ROCK LOR!
pamela kept eating
HAHA!
i'm such a FABULOUS cook
rocks

went lunch with ger rach manda qiao chew and jean at causeway point
actually, ate only with ger rach manda and qiao
chew and jean went to watch movie
a series of unfortunate events
left my racket with jean though
HAHA!
sorry jean!

hohum
after lunch, walked around with manda and qiao
ger and rach..
dno where they went
HAHA!

didn't buy anything though
yay!
i SAVED money!

mrt then cabbed back
dropped at yck with ger
manda and rach went to amk i think

RACH !
you silly lil thing!
haha
i never said you did anything!
haha
and it's alright la
i still love you dear!
-huggs tightly

oh yes, one last thing
you can think whatever you wish to think
it's not my business
but it's really irritating the HECK outta me
annoying little thing
hurr

oh wells,
what the heck
i shall not let this destroy my abit scary good mood
(that means i dno why i'm in a good mood, therefore it's scaring me)
hehhh
i'm going to sleep la
yupp
sleep the day away
(((:

my ONLY ONE !
((:


my falling ; 3:46 PM

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

somebody waiting for me out in the rain

RACH SWEETS!
you're SUCH SUCH SUCH a sweetheart!
I LOVE YOU DEAR!

alright then
today
woke up EARLY go get to school for cheer prac
danced until about 945
and went down for trng

trng was alright
pretty slack
sunny made me, bee, chew and yannyee laugh like no one's business
he's SOOO funny
laughed until stomach ache

then, left with chew, rahh, manda, jen and jean to cab down to acsi
all squeezed into one cab
the cab uncle rocks la
hahaha
damn funny too
I LOVE CHEW RAHH MANDA JEAN AND JEN!
-hugs tightly

anyhow
today's game was ALRIGHT LA
but should have won in like str sets
so nehh
oh well
what the heck
me and carol won
ROCKS!
-beams

homed with mainly jean
spilt with winnie and sunny at dover mrt
rocks

JEAN!
-whispers
my phone bill go sky high already
HAHAHA
love dear!

i'm not in a mood to blogg
so yeahh
that's it la
hahaha
-skips off


my falling ; 8:40 PM

my falling ; 7:24 PM

Monday, March 14, 2005

darn, you're confusing

yes, darn YOU are confusing
it would be SO good if you could just come out right and tell me
but like THAT'S ever gna happen
maybe if one day i'll find the courage
i'll tell you, but till then,
it's my, our little secret

oh crap
that whole paragraph above ain't gna make no sense to anyone
what the heck, it aint suppose to
HEHHHHH

trng in the morning
nothing much
quite slack really
major screw up half way through
thanks bel, chew and dania for being the best doubles partner and trng partners i've ever had
ROCKS LA!

CABBED down to acsi to meet pris and sheng
stupid sheng is irritating
HAHA
what bouna vista (?)
sounds like bougenvilla (???)

bitching session with my dearest SISTAHH
rocks
i won't tell you
i shall not tell you
ok la, i will tell you la
when i see you tmr for lunch
hehhh

watched and watched and watched somemore
my potential opponent from rj is alright la
SHOULD be alright
-stares at carol
yesyes. we shall thrash them
-nods firmly

cabbed down to dover mrt with pris and winnie
the marist people stole our cab!
well, not really la
seeing as they were there first
but still!
whatever happened to LADIES FIRST?!
-stares hard
be gracious now nessa.
GRACIOUS!

hohum
piano tmr at 1030
LOVELY!
absolutely SPLENDID
not

lalala
i'm on mildly high
though i'm like SERIOUSLY tired
it's bedtime for me
though it aint even eleven yet
oh what the heck
-ponks on bed

CRIS !
yesyes bestie
i shall go out with you SOOOON to get your racket la
since i'm like THE bestie of the century
WAHAHAHA
i rock
yesyes. because you're my BESTIE
i shall honour my word and keep my promise
and what has the O's got to do with the muscle powers?
-scratch head
that is some SERIOUS digression man!
love BABE!


my falling ; 10:00 PM

Sunday, March 13, 2005

you're superficial i'm a misfit

you know that song?
live believing, dreams are for weaving
yes?

well, which kind soul out there can tell me the title of this song
i wna find the lyrics for it
i think someone told it it's from that movie
land before time is it?
well, it's damn nice
the song that is
not the movie
heck, it was about a bunch of kiddo dinosaurs dno doing what also
-raise eyebrow

i wna change my blogskin!
but i can't find any nice ones
am browsing browsing and browsing somemore

blogskins is IMMENSELY slow
irritating thing
HURRR

ohyes!
lucks to those playing tmr for pilot pen!
esp to SISTAHH and PRIS !
luck luck luck!
LOVE!

i dno what else to say already
it's like i've lost my passion for blogging
hurrr

off to search more blogskins then


my falling ; 5:21 PM

stuck in my head:
yeah! : usher and some other people

i got someone's msn password
i got someone's msn password
-rubs hands in glee

ok la
i'm not gna do anything evil
HEHHHH
really. cross my heart
won't do anything evil

anyhow
church later
HURRR

was suppose to be in church like 2 hours ago to help my mama
but being the extraordinaryly lazy person i am
didn't get outta bed
till she called me

i should be going to get ready and stuff now
but what the heck
i'm such a procrastinating bitch
-slaps

anyhow
i'm home alone now?
goshh..
haven't been home alone for ages
and i've totally forgotten what it's like

okok
i will go get ready for church now
or my mama's gna bite off my neck
not that she ain't already going to
seeing as i was suppose to be in church 2 whole hours ago

LUA!
you lazy thing!
better come next week ok?
love !

one more thing

HAPPY onedaylateBIRTHDAY RYAN
i love my cousin
((:


my falling ; 9:54 AM

Saturday, March 12, 2005

stuck in my head:
get right ; jennifer lopez

has been AGES
i apologise

there's nothing much to blogg about really
now that i come to think of it

well,
for the sake for saying something
one term has flown by
WHAT THE HECK HAVE I BEEN DOING THEN?!

my whole term one was a total waste of TIME
god, if i don't start working harder
i'm gna end up with a job like cleaning the toilets at macs or something
HURRRRR

i MUST MUST MUST work harder
i WILL WILL WILL word harder
-nods

anyhow
pilot pen starts on monday
well, it started on friday
but no one i know as playing
so what the heck

pris and winnie are playing on monday
but can't go down to watch
cos got trng
SO NEHH
oh well

i dno what to blogg about la
i think i'm pmsing
HURRR

i shall go find something else to do now
-shrugs off


my falling ; 9:08 PM

Saturday, March 05, 2005

my current obsession
the OH SO HOT
KEANU REEVES

-swoons;drools;faints

i want i want!



my falling ; 11:34 PM

stuck in my head:
nobody's home; avril lavigne

SHE WANTS TO GO HOME
BUT NOBODY'S HOME!

told you it was stuck in my head
and i can't get the picture of violet (?)
from a series of unfortunate events saying "we're very concerned" outta my head
so nehh right?
aehh

anyhow
woke up at like 830 this morning
simply cos i had to get to school and pass something to mrs sng
so NEHH!

then cabbed down to my piano teacher's house
and had lesson la
was alright la
screwed up on the third apart scales
but other than that it was alright

back home and had lunch
church later
don't feel like going at all
sighhh

mrs sng got us to do some expectations thing for lit the other day
in tune with joy luck club
which we're doing this year for lit
makes me wonder what the heck do i expect of myself?
i can't find my own expectations
and that is SERIOUSLY pathetic

oh well
I WANT AN IPOD!
which kind soul out there's gna sponsor me?
-looks hopefully
PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE?


my falling ; 12:42 PM

Friday, March 04, 2005

stuck in my head :
since you've been gone; kelly clarkson

well well well
it's the end of the week!
absolutely WICKED!
:))

piano tmr
trying to make it earlier
hmmmmm
don't quite think can though
BLAHHH

anyhow
words cannot express how truly grateful that it's finally the weekend
off cos, bad things happened today
like mrs francis LOSING my geog assignment
I SHALL NOT COMMENT
hurrr
-slaps

anyhow
the weekend
it means SLEEPING IN!
well, not really
since piano's suppose to be at 1030
(but i want to change it to 830. my lord what's wrong with me?!)
and i can't sleep till 12 like i want to

sunday got cath class
starts at 1130
so can't really either
THIS IS SO NEHH!
AEHHH!
BEHHH!

oh well
i shall THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS
-concentrates on thinking

i'm not making much sense
HEHHHH
i apologise

oh yes
trng was alright today
other than the fact that it was SUPER DUPER windy
it was fine
gym after that
normal, typical
nothing unusual happened la

OHYES!
one more piece of ridiculous bad news
sports day is on national finals day!
WHAT THE HECK IS THIS?!
so nehh!

for the incredible slow few
that means cheer is thrown out the window
unless, we don't get into finals
which WE WILL!
sighhh

a whole load of uncomprehendable mess
i don't even know if "uncomprehendable" actually exists
but what the heck

i'm tired
off to practise piano
then slack!
hehhhhh

i love the feeling of "NO SCHOOL TMR!"
(don't get me wrong, i love school. it's just the early hours. non-morning person here!)


my falling ; 8:53 PM

Thursday, March 03, 2005

stuck in my head :
i just wna live ; good charlotte

well well well
had maths first thing in the morning
and being the NON-morning person i am
i didn't get half of what i was suppose to get
HURRR
got back emaths paper
i shall NOT comment
hurr

chem after maths
had chem test
think i'll do fairly well
though i forgot to mention that sodium chloride conducts electricity ONLY when dissolved in water
but oh what the heck la
hehh

pe was good
i guess

recess
cheer prac
saw the old cheer girls dancing
OH MY GOD
-bows down and worships

chinese after recess
3 WHOLE PERIODS
i am still wondering how the heck how i survived it

assembly
was good
spent the whole time talking with audrey
rocks la
:))

lunch at macs with manda rahh and pris
FUNN!

back to school for cheer
danced danced danced
had fun though
haha

they're really detailed arent they?
really fine-tuning us
abit stop at one,
then at two
then at three
-so on so forth
our dancing was quite disrupted in a sense
but was still FUN!

left at about 630
mama wanted me to get home
met winnifred on the way back
bused back

i think cheer is fun
cheer is NOT bimbotic
CONTRARY to what a CERTAIN person might say
-stares at ash

cheer is good exercise
the only time i sweat more is during trng

cheer makes you hungry
or is it cos i didn't eat lunch
HMMM

cheer rocks la
:))

see now?
i'm on a cheer rant
hehhh

i'm tired
i shall go bathe and practise piano
since my mama is in such a FABULOUS mood
rocks la

today has gone generally well
:)

i'm HAPPY!


my falling ; 7:04 PM

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

but you don't even see me

it's like 1 plus only
school ends early on tuesdays
so i'm here in the school library
trying to drive away desperate bordem

lessons were fine
physics was DISGUSTING
ms poon cannot teach la
was fallingfallingfalling asleep
well, i did fell asleep
though it really wasn't my fault
she's REALLY REALLY REALLY pathatic

anyhow
lunch later with yannyee;rahh;sheng and manda
I THINKKKK
dno if rach and ger are coming
winnie didn't even know about it
WHY IS THAT SO?!
-stares

suppose to be family lunch cos it's yannyee's birthday
rocks la
-beams

sabee is so cute!
-looks over shoulder
sailor moon cat
HAHAHAHA

it's 1322 now
hmmmmmmmmm
gotta see ms lim later
cos she wants to see all the cheer girls
i'm not sure even if i'm allowed to join
cos of badminton
but i can't join, neither can jean
but jean's still alright
so i should be alright too
RIIIGHT?

pffffft
wonder if yannyee finished class already not
shall call her now
-jumps off


oh yes!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA;YANNYEE !
i love you dear!


my falling ; 1:14 PM