Friday, April 29, 2005

roasting

let's all thank the good lord for AIR CONDITIONING
i know the minute i walk out of this room
i'll be bombarded a heatwave
and i'll die of heatstroke
it's horrendously hot nowadays don't you think
the world's going crazy
especially the animals
(-quotes laura)

all well,
had no school today
cos sports day's later
havta be in school by 245
cos i'm contingent perimeter
and i'm running 4x100 too
goshhh, i hate meaningless running
ok, maybe not so, since it means points for my ROCKING BLUE HOUSE!
but even so,
why do they torment me so?

alright, be positive nessa!
GO BLUE HOUSE!

blue's got style
lalalalalalala
we lead by a mile
lalalalalaala

going to meet my useless daughter manda at 10 later
we're gna study!
go nessa, go manda!
i love ya manda
even though you're so useless and clueless
HAHAHA!
alrights
shall go now

oh yes
HUIYI DEAR !
the-stand-on-my-left-during-assembly-dear
you don't feel sad no more ok?
yesyes
no more tears
i love you tonnes and tonnes dear!
i do i do i dooo!
-hugs tight




my falling ; 9:11 AM

Thursday, April 28, 2005

making friends with shadows on the wall

in general, today was a GOOD day
except for that 25 minutes during assembly

did maths paper in the morning
im HAPPY with what i got
ms poore marks INCREDIBLY fast
she gave it back to us at 1?
rocks la

had 2.4 run today too
did well i guess
11.36

ok,
rankings of top four in class ( three justice)

laura ; 11.33
chew ; 11.34
meixian ; 11.35
me ! ; 11.36

not bad, the first four of us
came in one roll
heeee

ms poon gave my class chocolates
cos it was her last day
so sad
she sang for us
nicee!

lunched with pris
bee and sheng came

went to help the sec ones with the cca board
ended up in twocharity classroom
it's air conditioned la
we did HILARIOUS stuff
pranked people
super funny

bused back with pris and qiao

JIA !
there!
your name so big, happy?
yes, the whole post was so only about you
haha
i love my stoned sock #1!
-hugs
i'll see ya tmr!
MOS BURGER HERE WE COME!

DANIEL !
ok, there, your name so big
and no one's in front of you
hahaha
go on, say i'm nice
(:

NIC !
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
three words sums it all up
I MISS YOU!
don't care about what people there say
you still rock and nothing will ever change that

BAY !
lucks for your mid years !
don't overstress
sleep earlier
don't nehhh, listen to me
fall sick already still want to sleep so late
i'm your sure path to health and well being !
:D


my falling ; 10:48 PM

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

guestbook replies

MANDA !
daughter !
i read your blog!
MY SHOULDER VERY BONEY MEHHH?!
awwwwwwwww!
you know you're stupid la
you and your manda logic
yes, i stole all your father's brain cells and left him in a ditch to die
HOW DID YOU EVER KNOW?!
that'll work except
1) you DON'T HAVE A FATHER
2) i do not believe in violenve
anyhow, I LOVE YOU TOO DEAR !
and off cos i rock your world
i'm your MOTHER !
-hugs tight tight tight

JIA !
STONED SOCK #1 !!
awwww
it's alright la
i love you no matter what
not even if the whole world is at your door with torches and pitchforks
you rock dear!
and i love you for just who you are
-HUGG!

NIC !
BESTIEEEEEE!
i need to hear your voice SOOOOON!
or i'll just die
i miss you like god knows how much only la
it's crazy
can you like sneak away in the middle of the night
and buy a one way ticket to singapore
i'll lock you up so you can't go back to australia
I'M MISSING YOU LIKE HECK !
i love you TONNES dear !
-HUGGGGGGGG!


my falling ; 9:55 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRIS !
you're FOURTEEN!
i love my priscilala MUCH!


my falling ; 9:40 PM

don't want no short _____ man

WARNING: LONG POST AHEAD !

-laughs hysterically

finals yesterday
cdiv played well
though they lost
we all are the champions deep down inside
so no more tears
SNBT ROCKS and nobody can ever change that
go st nicks !

after the cdiv finals in the morning
went to have lunch
went to the foodcourt with manda bee pris sheng yannyee sistahh carol ger rach becks
all of us ate chicken rice
HAHA!
unity!
((:

went back to jurong east and chew was pining for her food
she called me and she said "nessa, i'm STARVINGGGG"
so i had to run to kfc to give her her food

went back to the hall and was like WHAO!
all white
cos marist got like half the school down to cheer for the bdiv boys
and marist uniform's white, so it's like WHOA!

sat with manda and listened to rach's ipod
heard this HILARIOUS song
super funny
don't want no short....
TEENIE WEENIE ITSY BITSY SHRIVELLED LITTLE...
HAHAHA!
hilarious

NESSA CAME!
with dipna
by nessa, i don't mean me
i mean nessa teo
AHHH!
she's so cute i cannot take it
-big grin

anyhow
had fun la
was cheering for marist
ashton and terry partner play doubles
OHMYGOD -worships

ok, so maybe i think sheng kai and jaryl are more WHAO
but terry and ashton were whao! too!
my idols didnt play very well :(
the last game i'll ever get to watch them play
SO SAD!
no more OHMYGODDIDYOUSEETHAT-grabs person next to me
oh well

i thought the person who played jingkai was downright OBNOXIOUS
not to mention horribly annoying and irritating
look at his face i also want to puke
this kind of people go and commit suicide best la
so arrogant

didn't watch 2nd singles
cos i was laughing at the song in rach's ipod
and i went toilet with manda
hilarious

i saw ______ and _______
-stares at manda
HAHA!
you still dno my MILDMILDMILD one
and i didn't get to swoon much
NOT FAIR!
I WNA SWOON!

OH YES!
bdiv girls, sports school won
i kept thinking it should have been us. not tk down at the finals
SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

had to wear the RIDICULOUSLY hot tracksuit for prize presentation
oh my gosh was absolutely roasting in it la
took PLENTY of pictures !
wanying's so cutee!
clarissa too
took one with dania and it was like AWWWWWWWWW!
i love you dania!

the team photo thing was painful?
hahahaha
had to keep smiling and there were so many pictures to be taken
my jaw hurt with all the smiling
but i still had fun

did the ai wo ai wo shen ni ge la thing
with the leg kicking and all
FUN!

was suppose to have team outing after that
but i dno what happened
in the end me pris manda rahh sistahh went kfc to STUDY?
ok, we didn't in the end
just slacked
had fun like i always do with sn shuttlers
pris treated pizza for dinner !

some marists went swimming at the complex there
made me want to go to
but i couldn't
-coughs

i desperately needed some eyedrops after seeing -COUGHS- though
talk about eyesore
sue them for causing my eye to go all red and swollen

oh yes
thank you bay for the nice nice earrings and evil !
PRETTY!
-grins

trained back
talked plenty on the way back
ENRICHING

came home 20 mins too late
mom nagged
got kinda irritated
and piano practise was a total waste of my time
chinese and emaths test on thursday
it's all catching up on me
2.4 run on thursday too
HUHHH
sports day on friday
if i'm not dead by then,
call the pope,
it's a miracle sent from god above


my falling ; 9:23 PM

Sunday, April 24, 2005

SIR GAWAIN OF ORKNEY, THE YELLOW BANANA OFFICE BUILDING

-laughs hysterically

HI STONED SOCK NUMBER ONE!
-waves frantically

my mom's downstairs watching the pope thing
and the singing the kyrie bit
which means, THEY JUST STARTED
which means, I WON'T BE ABLE TO TOUCH THE TV FOR GOD KNOWS HOW LONG
why, oh why does my mother torment me like this?
imagine hearing the whole long mass (which incidentally is in latin, so i don't understand a word)
goshh, this is pure murder

oh goshh,
it's monday tmr
i have TWELVE graphs to draw for maths
was suppose to do it on friday
as work cos ms poore didn't come
but i was busy studying ting xie
ehhhh
im missing whole day tmr!
cos of cdiv!
ok, nvm, i will do six today
six tmr
ultimate hate graphs
HUHHH

manda !
SWOON SWOON SWOON
we'll swoon together
don't forget ahhh
SWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON


my falling ; 3:57 PM

Saturday, April 23, 2005

CDIV

JEN ! //
niece !
rocking level co of sec two!
you go out there and show those raffles girls what you're made of
i have ABSOLUTE faith in you
you and rahh make practically a PERFECT doubles pair
YOU GO GIRL!
i love you dear !

MANDA ! //
daughter; scandaler #1; nose digee; poison ball runner
we will SWOON together ok?
oh yes we will
but don't swoon until you cannot play la
i have faith in you
i know you can do it
you can beat the stuffing outta those raffles girls
st nicholas girls' school is NOT to be reckon with
YOU GO GIRL!
show them all what you're made of
i love you dear !

BEE ! //
niece !
just play your best on monday and everything will be fine !
i have absolute faith in you and manda's doubles abilities
you know you can do it
i know you can!
get out there and show your prowess
YOU GO GIRL!
you've got it in you!
i love you dear !

RAHH ! //
daughter !
#%^*#%^i LuB eUuUw ShO mUsSh! &#%^#%#
don't let your mistakes during the game affect you alright?
i know you can do it
play your best and have no regrets
just get on court and show the raffles people just what you're made of
YOU GO GIRL!
you can do it!
i love you dear !

JEAN ! //
niece !
hey bim!
i know you'll be screaming your lungs out tmr
and i'll scream with you
so we'll all get sore throats and don't havta go school the next day haha!
i know we all can do it
YOU GO GIRL!
watch out raffles, here comes ST NICHOLAS!
i love you dear !

PRIS ! //
niece; xiao buddy !
you and your
incredibly-slow-yet-still-can-reach-the-shuttle-playing
i have faith in you!
i know you can go out there and beat the hell outta your opponent
i know that no matter what happens, you'll play your best
cos you know we're all behind you, cheering you on
YOU GO GIRL !
here comes the invincible pris armstrong!
i love you dear !

SHENG ! //
daughter !
you're gna bring the house down on monday
i know you are
you can do it !
i have so much faith in you
no matter what happens, know that mama still loves you !
YOU GO GIRL !
show them all what you're made of
i love you dear !

RACH ! //
granddaughter !
ping your brains out if you must
i have faith in you
you can do it, you can !
you've got it in you
you just havta let it out and set it free
YOU GO GIRL !
nothing's gna stand in your way
i love you dear !

BECKS`QIAO`GER ! //
becky`tudi`granddaughter !
even though you arent on court playing
i know you'll be off court cheering
and we'll all cheer together !
oh yes we will
all get sore throats and all pon school on tuesday!
YOU GO GIRLS!
you all are important no matter what
i love you dears !


my falling ; 11:20 PM

my dearest seniors

time flies huhhhh?
it's really time for you three to say goodbye


YUNNIE ! //
buddy; CAPTAIN !
my ever so tall captain and big buddy
GOSHHH
can you stop growing, later you hit the hall ceiling and bang your head, don't come crying to me ok
grow so tall for what, purposely make me feel short one right?
-shakes head
ok, on a more serious note
goshh, it's really your last year
it's been one heck of a time having you around
thank you so much for being around constantly to keep me in check
to make sure i don't stray
and force me back on the str path
no matter how i've felt at that time
i only feel thankful for ever knowing you
for you have made a really deep impact on me
it's gna be really hard to see you go, but hey,
life's like that
i'm getting all whimsical hehhh
anyhow,
you've been a great captain
a great senior
a great team mate
and most importantly
you're a great girl
i love you EVER so much dear !
parting is such sweet sorrow

DANIA ! //
oh goshhh
i really don't know what i'm gna do without you
i really don't know
on court, it made me feel safe just by simply knowing you're standing right next to me
and you've always been that single sane beam of light "shining" down on my life
this year has been GREAT with you
and i thank you for being part of it
you've left your fingerprints all over my life
and i'll never rub them away
i thank you for being my partner,
my senior my team mate, my mentor and a most fantastic girl
you're truly one of a kind and i know nobody in this world can replace you
i've told you before, you're my blessing from god high above
i love you DEAR !
parting is such sweet sorrow

YANNYEE ! //
mama!
for all the times you talked me over
for all the times you made sense
for all the times you kept me sane
i thank you
you're irreplaceable and i thank god for you
for without you, i know that i would have blew the world apart with all the things i say but don't mean
(i'm sure you know what i'm talking about)
i'm sorry that i always seem to snap back at you
but deep down, i hope you know i don't mean it
i love you DEAR ! ALOT ALOT!
parting is such sweet sorrow



my falling ; 10:55 PM

heaven bend to take my hand

the past week has been one heck of an emotional roller coaster ride
honestly, i have no idea how i made it through

thursday; 21042005
before we set off for jurong east
mr phee came to us at the forum and he told us that jiao lian didn't want me and dania to play
and clarissa and wanying were to go up
i got the biggest shock of my life

i would say that i understood jiao lian's intentions
seeing as i had been REALLY irresponsible the day before
but i was still super shocked and i went rather numb inside
cos i didn't know what to think
dania called jiao lian and i was all mixed up inside cos she started crying

so we got onto the bus and suddenly, yannyee came up and told me and dania that mrs seah wanted to see us
so we ran back to the forum
and mrs seah told us that jiao lian told her
if me and dania apologised to snbt for the day before
and they accept it, we can play

so she got everybody down to the forum again
and before that, dania told me what jiao lian said on the phone
i was thinking, jiao lian really deserves all the respect i can give him

so anyhow
we said our sorries, though i thought it was mainly my fault
and the team was SOOO sweet about it
dania started crying cos she was so touched
and when we had a group hug
i couldnt help but cry too
and i could feel all the love the team had for each other
and it made me so thankful just to be in snbt

cdiv were such sweethearts
i love you cdiv deep down in my heart
i love you cdiv deep down in my heart
talk about deep deep down down deep down in my heart
i love you jen`pris`manda`rahh`bee
`sheng`jean`qiao`rach`ger`becks !

three justice`loyalty`wisdom came down to support us
ash INSISTED she was there with loyalty (her class) but i couldn't find her AT all
played, won

watched marist cdiv play acsi
they won too
thought their second doubles (weifeng and daniel) played well

morgan was playing third singles and though marist had won already
we all sat down and cheered for him anyway
was interesting cos acsi people are such copycats
they copied our" morgan, morgan (clap clap)"
and our "let's go morgan, let's go"
TOO MUCH KNOW
sue them for copyright rights

after everything, went down to wait for our bus
had fun with qiao's pig
PIGS CAN FLY SO CAN I!
manda was being stupid
and she laughs and says i am angry
HAHAHAHA
but never mind
i still love my daughter
no matter how stupid she is
HAHA!

reached school and went macs with manda rahh and tiong
qiao ger and rach came later
qiao's dad sent me and ger home


my falling ; 1:17 PM

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

i own my insecurities

i forgot to mention!
we lost to tk
i'm still not over it
today was a total DRAG
the lessons that is
i didn't want to go school today actually
but i still did in the end cos my mom refused to let me stay home

yesterday's incident really shook me up
SNBT!
be strong. i love each and everyone of you all SOO very much
yes, EVERY last one

goshh, i'm in really no mood to blogg
i'm really low at the moment
ENTERTAINER WHERE ARE YOU?
-sobs

i'm all messed up inside
but i'll be strong
i'll learn from dania
if dania can do what she did so well
i can too
i can PUSH it FAR back into my mind
and not think about it
i can keep my cool
i won't let this affect me
because i know i can be strong
and i will be, for myself, for dania, for my team

dania !
my new mind idol
HAHA!


my falling ; 9:11 PM

i really don't know

i'll like to begin first with saying
thank you dania
truly, without you, i REALLY wouldn't have a clue where i'll be
lost somewhere out there i guess

anyhow
training began fine
middle was fine
ending was crap
and i really truly definately regret what i did
i'm not gna find some excuse to explain what i did
i believe B div knows why
and i know i should not have done what i did
so from the bottom of my heart,
i apologise
i hope this does not affect you all tmr
if it does, i will not be able to forgive myself forever
i hope you all really know how terrible i feel about today
i really don't know how to tell you all how sorry i am

to bel
i know you're a str forward person,
i do not resent that
as a matter of fact, i think it's alright
cos i'm like that too
heck, i thank you for being able to say what you say
i didn't like your tone, i didn't like the words
but i accept it, cos i feel that you werent wrong really,
it was just a case of misunderstanding
you didn't understand me and dania
(SERIOUSLY, WE WERE NOT ANGRY AT EACH OTHER)
and i didnt know what was going on
and i thought you said that just cos you wanted to
(really, i hadn't any idea what was going on on court)

anyhow
i feel i have really let jiao lian down
i've told myself to NEVER do such a thing
cos letting jiao lian down to me is worst than letting any other person down on earth
now i'm all messed up inside
cos i know i did something wrong and i dno how to amend it
HIAX
i'll let tmr speak for itself
go nessa!


though i've tried,
fallen i have sunk so low
i messed up, better i should know
so don't come round here
and tell me i told you so


my falling ; 8:49 PM

Monday, April 18, 2005

shoutouts ! (and guestbook replies below)

qiao !
don't be upset by that thingy whingy ok?
yupp
it'll be alright and i'm really prouda you
yes i absolutely am !
((:
i love you dear!

dania!
i love you auntie!
i'll go mediate on whatever you said
and i'll play WELL WELL WELL tmr!
and i trust you immensely, so don't ever think i don't
i have ABSOLUTE faith in your ability
and you never fail to impress me with your cool moves
(((:
i love you dear!

snbt B division !
YOU GO GIRLS!
we're thrashing tk tmr
oh yes we are
we are THE CHAMPIONS and NO ONE is gna stand in our way
go SNBT!
i have faith in each and everyone of you
god bless ya. sleep well and take care
i love ya all
(:

snbt C division !
XIAO DE!
jia you for tmr's game
i have immense faith in all 11 of you
you all will SO win pl
come on, SNGS!
the CHAMPION team
go girls!
god bless everyone of you
and i love you all!

SNBT !
GO FELLOW SHUTTLERS!
i love each and everyone of you to bits and pieces!
that championship title is SO ours!
all the hard hours of training, make it worth it
go snbt.
go my rocking Saint Nicholas Badminton Team !


guestbook replies !

shengwei !
oooooooooooh
you still come my blog?!
hahahahah
i didn't know that
HEHHH
anyhow, thank you dear!
goshh! i haven't talked to you in such a long time
and now i feel like a prat after daoing you for such a long time
gosh, i'm EVIL!
but you know you're nice riiight?
so you'll forgive me?
-hopeful grin
alrighty. thanks again and love!

NIC !
bestie!
no need to say sorry
i still love you
and hahaha
you're so cute
i miss ya too! ((:
-HUGGS!

madam lua !
i'm counting down till sunday!
hahahhaa
i miss ya dear!
LOVE !
-hugs tightly

manda !
I LOVE the nice cow cup! (:
with the FLOWER (singular!) and CHOP!
(chop la dear! what chomp?! chomp means to eat lehh)
thank you sweetheart!
yes yes my fault you're high
my fault you love me so much too
and my fault i'm just SOOO wonderful and great
i know you love me!
i LuBbBx EuUuX dEaRiExZz
-*mUaCkSxZx*-


my falling ; 11:20 PM

B-A-N-A-N-A-S

gwen stefani's new song is SO cutee

lessons were alright
SURVIVED

chinese was crappy
i actually enjoyed it
did group work with ash reen and jennifer
laughed like crazy
we were scared that teacher scold us for writing so little
so we copy the question SUPER big on the transparency
and write our SHORTSHORTSHORT answer SUPER big
then still got space
so we went drawing
hilarious

ms poon was practically talking to the wall during physics
failure
i was marking my english ten year series
didn't hear a word she said
nevermind la.
can get my brother to teach me
HEHH

got 34 birthday hugs today
(((:

meixian makes a good salesperson
she convinced me to buy some shirt from her club?
it's cute la the shirt
but it has all the hockey moves thingy on it
i'm not a hockey player, i'm a shuttler
then i was going about how outta the all the different moves on the shirt
there's like only 3 shuttlers can use
hilarious
made rebekah laugh like crazy
i know i'm so funny
((:

met sistahh and played ball in the hall
was FUN!

went to family lounge and STUDIED!
bitch quite abit
and she told me HILARIOUS stuff
SUPER funny

had lunch with other shuttlers
(:

training was fine
didn't perform verywell
and jiaolian SORTA gave me and dania a talking to?
in front of the team la
i was quite ok with it
i just didn't quite get why he was going on about trust
when all me and dania wanted to do was to play another game with bel and chew
personally, i didn't understand much of what he was saying
cos i felt that it was a very simple situation
he kinda blew it over the top?

oh well
jiao lian knows best
and i trust and respect whatever he says
yupp! ((:

dania was suppose to psycho talk me
but SHE DIDN'T!
we just had a nice clearing up of unclear business in macs
(((:
by that i mean stuff like doubles running and positioning and stuff

qiao's dad sent me and ger home


my falling ; 10:59 PM

Sunday, April 17, 2005

seventeen april ! (:

AH YES!
it's my birthday today!

my thank you list ;

PRIS ;
buddy!
for being the extreme first one to wish me
I LOVE YOU DEAR!
i'm not complaining if you really get me the pent house
((:


MORGAN ;
noble servant!
for being the second though he really wanted to beat pris
I LOVE YOU DEAR!

BEE ;
niece!
for the immensely sweet message
really made me smile (:
I LOVE YOU DEAR!

BAY ;
sleep-late-person
also for the REALLY sweet message
had this ridiculous grin on my face after reading it
now you must must must listen to me and SLEEP EARLIER!
I LOVE YOU DEAR !
((:

WINNIE ;
SISTAHH!
you're SUCH a sweetheart!
I LOVE YOU DEAR!
:D

WEIYANG`MARCUS ;
grandpapa!
you rmbred!
god bless ya too!
I LOVE YOU DEAR!

JIA ;
10-seconds-away
for being the first person to wish me in my guestbook and wishing me through sms
gosh, i REALLY miss ya
and off cos i live despite you
you rock girl !
I LOVE YOU DEAR!
to the END of pluto and back
(:

WANYING ;
grandniece!
your message really made me laugh
i dno why, haha
I LOVE YOU DEAR !
(:

NESSA ;
almost the same name girl !
so short and sweet!
I LOVE YOU DEAR !

LUA ;
madam clar!
yours made me laugh the most
yes, revamp my wishlist
yearning for your presence and friendship indeed!
I LOVE YOU DEAR !
:D

QIAO ;
tudi !
yesyes
i am OLD!
haha
I LOVE YOU DEAR !

MANDA ;
daughter !
wake up so late, so bad a habit
-shakes head
I LOVE YOU DEAR!
(:

YUNNIE ;
da buddy !
you love me to bits
i love you to pieces
I LOVE YOU DEAR !

RACH ;
granddaughter!
YOUR MESSAGE WAS IN TOTAL CAPS
SO I ALSO TOTAL CAPS BAC!
I LOVE YOU DEAR !

NIC ! ;
BESTIE!
i'm sorry bestie!
my mom wasnt very happy that i picked up my phone la
sorry!
anyhow, thanks for calling me
it's the thought that counts
and i really really miss ya
i really appreciate the fact that you CALLED!
not like ash, didn't even wish or call me
TOO MUCH RIGHT?!
-shakes head
hahahaha
anyhow, I REALLY REALLY WNA TALK TO YOU SOON!
I LOVE YOU ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT DEAR !

CRIS ! ;
BESTIE !
i had alot of fun talking to you this morning
esp about the sleeves thing
i also dno what's so funny
but what the heck
meant alot to me that you called str after you woke up
I LOVE YOU ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT DEAR !

MOM`SISINLAW`BRO`BRO
family !
thank you alot for spending today with me
it was highly screwed up
but what the heck
i thank god that i have you all
and i was a HUGE brat today huh?
hehhh
oh well, i know you all still love me
and that means alot to me
((:
I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU ALOT ALOT!
:D


happy birthday TOOT !
same birthday !
WOO HOO!
((:



happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to meeeeeeeee
happy birthday to me


my falling ; 10:15 PM

Saturday, April 16, 2005

you're just so predictable

i'm back from church
oh my gosh gosh gosh
the choir people are SUCHHHH sweethearts!
-nods
i love each and everyone of you to the end of the world and back
-BEAMS
rebecca is so cute
you aint gna talk no shit with me baby
i aint talking no shit with you baby, i'm talking english
WOO HOO
((:


met pat at the bus stop
LOVE the shoes girl!

alrighty
THREE more HOURS to my birthday
as you can see
i'm HIGHLY excited by the fact that i'm turning FIFTEEN!
and i haven't a clue why
HAHAHA


my falling ; 8:54 PM

Friday, April 15, 2005

second post of the day

OHMYGOODNESS!
i shouldn't be here
well, i wasn't going to
but i couldn't sleep, though i'm really really tired
don't ask

anyhow
my grandpapa rocks la
-big grin
he REMEMBERED!!
woo hoo

i'm turning fifteen in TWO DAYS!
i'm fourteen going on fifteen
goshh, i can't wait to be fifteen
i get my IC!
ok, so maybe the picture would be worst than that of osama
seeing as i'm not the most photogenic person on earth
but isn't it FUN?!
i'm getting my IC!
hahahahaha!

oh yes
i'm gna blog about manda
cos she's been HILARIOUSLY hilarious these few days
always make me laugh
and then when i laugh
she goes "nessa i dno you"
what a filial daughter
-shakes head

oh yes, manda
she's alittle on about ah lian language now
so we're talking like ThIzzz
saying things like i LuBbBb EuUuxzz
and LiKE sMiLexZz FoReVaZzx
oh goshh
it's hilarious
my daughters can act BIMBO really well
must be my genes
HAHA

oh yes
i LuBb EuUu MaNdAZz
i NoE eUu lUbB mE tOozzx
gOoD nItExxxx

HAHAHAH
this is so fun!
ok shut up nessa
ok
sleep sleep sleep
i know YOU miss me lorh!
((:


my falling ; 11:54 PM

trainwreck \ ;

before i start,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIAO !
i LuBB eUuU dEaRiEzZZz
FoReVaZ lIkE toTaLLyX
*-mUaCkzZ-*
HAHA!

huiyi is SO cuteeeeee
hahahahaha
goshh, she thinks ____ is her jinx
and her reasoning is so cute!
hahahahaha

ok
lessons were fine
chinese as usual was NEHH
but what the heck

went around with sabee after school trying to find a pe shirt for her
cos i'm SOO nice
i rock!

lunched with the shuttlers
slacked in the hall after that

trng was fine
dania didn't come cos she was sick
I MISS YA DANIA!
get well soon dear!

well, did loads of doubles thing today
flew with manda!
MAJOR FUN!
whoa! mother daughter flying team!
woo hoo!

in case you're wondering "what flying ?!"
it just means we throw whatever we've learnt about doubles positioning out the window
and just run everywhere
helping each other cover up
it is MAJOR fun!
though i have to say, abit comical to watch
HAHAHA
i can only fly with manda
and therefore, she's my flier number TWO!
((:

ok
partner chew play carol and sistahh
alright
then down for weights
was alright too?
hahahaha

the np girls are SOO neat
even their bottles are lined up so nicely and neatly!

weights was alright
did some skipping after that
FUN!
hahahaha

laughed like crazy with jean in the hall
playing with the skipping rope
we tried limboing (?) while holding the rope ourselves
HILARIOUS

macs with jean yann pris and rahh
fun!

cabbed back with jean and pris

in conclusion
today is a fun fun FUN day!



i keep telling myself to give it up
but i just can't seem to
i've fallen


my falling ; 9:31 PM

Thursday, April 14, 2005

this is a random post you can don't read

I AM BORED STUDYING CHINESE!

manda my dear sweet kind daughter just reminded me
something VERY stupid happened in macs today

ok
i shall totally HUMILIATE myself
and blog about it
and have to furthur (?) more humiliate myself
by blogging for manda
she INSIST i blog about the stupid incident on her blog
i'm such a NICEEE mama

right
stupid incident

well, me, manda, pris and rach were at macs
rach and pris went to 7-11 to get cup noodles
then i changed seat to sit across manda on the table
or something like that
and wanted to sit down,
COMPLETELY miss the chair
and FELL DOWN
then the most terrible thing was,
some macs employee came and asked me
"are you alright"
like i'm mentally unsound or something
ok, so i was laughing like some lunatic
and manda was hiding her face
going "nessa, i dno you"
and rach and pris were like, oh my god
WALK FASTER
dno nessa, hurry walk

well, they didn't say that
but they acted that?
so humiliating!
HUHHH

manda kept making me laugh
stupid thing
was trying to act serious
and she make me laugh
WHAT IS THIS?!
want to fight is it?
come la!
-rolls hands into fists
-pokes manda's ....

i predict manda will be LAUGHING like hell
when she reads this
cos i'm SOO funny
HAHA!
i rock manda, you know i do
you're just TURNING GREEN WITH ENVY
(or pink, whatever you want la)

alright
i shall go blog for LAZY MANDA now
-grins


my falling ; 10:07 PM

heaven bend to take my hand

well, played sports school today
we lost
yuppp
4-1

semis meeting tkgs
for some reason, though i'm really sad that we lost
i'm strangely really calm
now that is, was alittle hysterical at first
but what the heck la
we'll beat tk and we'll meet sss in the finals
and we'll beat them and we'll be THE CHAMPIONS!

ok, so i'm really sad we lost
but no point brooding over it right?
we'll learn from our mistakes and beat them the next time
go SNBT!
(:

hohummmm
i'm feeling SO hot now
huhhhhhh
ah wells, chinese test tmr

OHMYGOD!
CHINESE TEST TMR!

ok
i'm off to study now
and that stupid badminton article thingy
HUHHHH


my falling ; 6:34 PM

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

i'm through being nice to you

honestly, some people just don't get it do they?
you think you're all that
someday, someone's gna beat ya to it
and trust me
SOMEONE WILL

it's all boils down to your SICKENING attitude
it really pisses me off la
honestly, have you any idea how selfish you are?
have you any idea how many people would want to be in your shoes
you don't know, cos you're just so goddamnselfish

go and reflect on yourself
sometimes i wonder why i even bother
you're incurable already anyway


my falling ; 10:19 PM

absolutely sensual

there was this HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEE grasshopper in my room just now
i was happily sitting on my bed
when i looked at the wall
(don't ask why, and don't think i'm some wall freak. i DO NOT constantly stare at walls)
i saw this HUGEEEEEE grasshopper
and i totally freaked
i'm not very fond of six legged critters you see

screamed quite abit
think my neighbours thought i was getting murdered or something
got my maid to rid my room of it's unwanted invader
and guess what?
she just strolled in, somehow grabbed the offending insect and walked out
(scaring me half to death in the process, she waved that THING in front of my face!)

my maid is SO cool
(not to mention brave, i wouldn't touch a grasshopper with a ten feet long pole, much less my hands)

ok, enough about grasshoppers
thank god it wasn't a lizard
if it was, i would have screamed louder and lock her in the room with the lizard
and i'll go sleep with my mom later in the night
otherwise, i'll get nightmares of lizards chasing me down hallways and the such
-shudders

ok, lessons were more entertaining than usual
did some group work thingy with ai ming for maths
HILARIOUS
-pats ai ming

sabee told me what her friend sent in through email
OHMYGOSHSAB!!
PORNOGRAPHY!
ahhhhhhhhhhh

i'm such a clean innocent girl
-beams

alright, english was HILARIOUS
jaime was trying to take a picture of mrs sng using rebekah's camera
mrs sng was like, OHMYGODNONONONO!
and she said damn loudly "why are taking pictures of my chest?!"
laughed like some mad cow
and she took newspaper and covered her face
HAHAHAHAHAHA

did filing after that, so it wasn't so fun then
don't care la
hahahaha

lunched with manda rahh jen sheng jean winnie
was suppose to go study with winnie
but i went back to class to get my chem textbook
found some of my classmates playing mahjong
so i also play la
HEHHH

trng was fine
yupp

had a tiny birthday celebration thingy for sunny after trng
had cake
fun!

macs with pris
hadn't talked with her in a long long time
hahaha.
we bitched?
not really also, i dno la
hahaha
but i had fun!
((:

bused back

pris !
i'm prouda you dear!
-beams broadly

lua !
i TAGGED!

NIC !
I MISS YOU DEAR!
I MISS YOU LIKE HECK!
-sobs
come back soon sometime?!
):

manda !
daughter!
i love you dear!
-hugs tight
HA HA HA HA
don't forget!
the sixth of every month!
BE SCANDALOUS!
love !

jia !
you kept my poem?!
((((:
i love you too dear!
-hugs tight tight

it's all about you


my falling ; 9:16 PM

Monday, April 11, 2005

the sound of your voice sends tingles down my spine

lessons were fine
got super duper sleepy during chinese
not to mention highly irritated
my teacher can be SUCH a pain

anyhow
didn't go for mep
calculated
think i'm gna miss like 6 lessons this year
that's like half a term
OH LORD!
i'm SO dead for mep
hurrr

hohummm
nothing much happened today come to think of it
trng was fine
had fun during warm up
cos the wind blew leaves into the hall
some of us went alittle crazy and started trying to catch them
was FUN!

so yahh, the dance girls had half the hall
so NEHH
oh well, i shall not complain
wednesday half the hall again
WHY DO THEY DO THIS TO US?!

macs with pris and rachh
cabbed back
(:


my falling ; 8:35 PM

Sunday, April 10, 2005

my tears are turning into time

hohummm
i'm back from church
cath class to be exact

lua didn't come
jolene didn't come
tricia didn't come
HUHHHHH

found out from lua's mom
why lua didn't come
she had HIP HOP lesson
woahhh

going ash's house later
i wna see her newly renovated house!
she's been bragging about since god knows when

nothing else to say
okk
that's it then
(:


my falling ; 1:20 PM

mary had a little lamb

mom was watching prince charles and what's-her-name's wedding on cnn just now
goshhh
why waste your time
watching two old grouches go through their marriage ceremony
sheesh

god forbid that they have a tiny,uncommercialized, relatives-and-close-friends-only wedding
oh no, a divorcee and some great old prince twit gets married
and they whole of england rejoices and watches their wedding with "great pride and patriotic ness " (quoted from the commentary person)
WOW!

prince charles made such a deal out of the fact he postponed his wedding
due to the death of the pope
HURR

guess that git still LOVES publicity

as you can see
i'm unusually against this strange union of two old people who apparently have been in love for QUITE SOME TIME

makes no sense to me
why get married to the late princess diana if you love someone else
SHEESH
guess brain cells are indeed non-existent for our dear prince huhh

ok
i shall not go on about this anymore
later i get the entire england army outside my gate
waiting to execute me for "untruths and slander"
heck, i shouldn't publish this on the big www
some posh old patriotic person is gna read this
and sue me for an absurd amount of money
but what the heck
i don't care

got a odd craving for pears now
i shall go downstairs later to get one
HEHHH
heck, i shall go down now
((:


my falling ; 12:25 AM

Friday, April 08, 2005

GOSHH!
you can really find out alot of things from a person's blog
hahahaha

i shall talk to winnie about this on monday?
i think. not sure
the LOVELY dance girls booked the hall for their dance thingy la
I AM SO IRRITATED AND ANNOYED

hurr
they got syf
we got nationals
so they get top piority
SHEEEEEEEEEEESH

too much know
so monday i dno what's gna happen la
HURR


my falling ; 10:26 PM

automatic, supersonic, hypnotic, funky fresh

yesterday; 07041990

lunched with manda, bee, winnie, sheng
studied after that

did my maths thingy
inequalities are alright la
just that i keep putting the sign as "="
cos it's so equation-ish

anyhow
walked yu ai with manda out to macs to meet yu ai's friend?
got chocolate
then walked back
winnie went home with jiaxing
sheng's pops picked her up
so it was just me manda and bee

i got really irritated doing maths
so i decided to french braid bee's hair
was FUNN!
turned out ALRIGHT la
k, so it was REALLY messy
but there was TONNES of wind
so NOT MY FAULT

manda left to go do her project at her friend's place
christine's place i think
me and bee got food and started talking about stuff
was FUN

bused back home

today;08042005

played A.H. today
anglican high that is
won 3-2
was alright la
ran for dno how long after all the games for physical
then did push ups and so dno what thing also

while we were doing push ups
2 guys were dno doing what la,
chasing after each other
than one called the other "bitch"
then i was like, clearly he doesn't know bitch is used mainly for FEMALES
MANDA!
there! i blogged about it
say thank you!

then jiao lian wanted us to train our calves and ankles
so he made us do some really stupid thing
can do while we were walking
was damn funny

reached school
then went macs with pris` manda` rahh` winnie` bee `sheng` rach` ger
FUN
hahaha
especially with ger's disgusting fish cake
HILARIOUS

ate SUPER alot
went crazy
just keep eating and eating and eating and eating
i swear i put on like 46294589 kg

netball c div lost to sports school
23-24!
how sad is that?!
they're outta top four
oh well, nvm, sn netball still rocks
no matter who says what
YUPP!

had super loads fun with the snbt girls
i love my team
oh yes i do.
i love my wonderful rocking badminton team
(((:

ger's dad sent jean to a bus stop
and me home



let me see you 1,2 step


my falling ; 8:44 PM

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

it's getting hot in here

being late is entirely a whole new experience for me
yes, today, i exprienced something NEW!
and that is, being late for school by ONE -beep- minute
and yes, i am trying to MAKE THE BEST OUTTA THE SITUATION
oh well, it's only once
IT WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN!
-nods grimly

oh well,
on a brighter note
i actually KNEW what was going on during chem lesson today
(i hadn't been getting a thing since what? 2 lessons ago?)
that goes to show that if you stay back in school specifically to study chem
YOU WILL UNDERSTAND!
i shall stay back in school more often

hohum
lunched with fellow shuttlers
FUN!
chew was going about "wrong mentality (?)"
was damn funny
she was trying to convince me that if i eat so much oily food now
next time i'll get heart attack la, stroke, what have you

i said that's all crap
and we should try to enjoy our life now
what if a car knocks us down tmr?

she says it's the WRONG MENTALITY
hilarious

trng was fine
jiao lian ROCKS la
goshhh

i have decided
dania and i played a fab game today
i am not sad nor angry
there's nothing worth being sad or angry over
i could have done better
but it was good
so why am i so upset by ONE game?
i played well, so did dania
so did bel and chew
everyone played well
it's reason enough for celebration
YES!
snbt doubles ROCKS!
heck, SNBT ROCKS!

ok
am having a HIGHLY entertaining and amusing conversation with bay and manda now
SEE BAY AND MANDA!
i am SOOO nice
i blogged about our conversation
HAHAHA
i ROCK!

ho hum
what else to say
i dno?
hahaha
ok
that's it

i shall go laugh at manda's weirdness now
HA HA HA HA
((:


my falling ; 10:00 PM

Monday, April 04, 2005

watch the credits roll right by me

lessons were ALRIGHT la
joanne is highly entertaining
HAHAHAH
(((:

lunched with fellow shuttlers
ate fruits for lunch?
hahaha
HEALTHY DIET!

back to hall for trng
spend like about 1 and 1/2 hours listening to jiao lian talk
was going on about our games on friday
was highly enriching
goshh, he's such a wonderful coach
i love jiao lian alot alot
((:
though i'm still highly intimitated by him
HEHH

well
training was..
i dno what it was even
but one thing's sure
it's 100000000000000000000 times better than mep lesson
other than the fact that cher let the mep girls out at like 530, i so don't care that i missed mep

ladidums
presenting my speech tmr
honestly, i'm scared half to death
when i was presenting to my class
my knees were shaking like dno what
imagine saying it to people like MRS TIAN
ohmyTIAN!
(ignore the pun)
-faints

oh well,
I'M GNA MAKE IT!
go nessa go!
practice makes perfect
therefore i shall go practice now
(:


my falling ; 9:27 PM

Sunday, April 03, 2005

drugs are illegal, oh yes they are

ash called
hurrr
can't go over anymore cos dear sweet ash has got something on
-STARES

oh well
no game tmr
i'm PRAYING
i won't have to go for mep
i can't even begin to imagine myself in the mep room
listening most probably to cher drooning on about god knows what other melody writing shit
while the rest of snbt train!

I WANT TO TRAIN TMR!
oh yes i do

i've got a sudden craving for chocolate
ok, maybe not sudden
since i always crave chocolate

hmmmmmmmm
SOMEBODY promised me...
-grins

fudgey pudgey nudgey brownies
i lovee fudgey pudgey nudgey brownies
don't you?
-stares

i'm ranting again
JIA!
you wna come over then?
hahahaha
i shall call you now!
:))


my falling ; 2:19 PM

for you i'll pray

pope john paul died yesterday
strangely, i don't feel deathly sad or anything
heck, i don't feel anything
goshhh
i'm such a sinner

oh lalala
went church EARLY in the morning
uhhhh
i shall NOT talk about it
didn't enjoy it to be honest
huhhh

had cath class at around 1115
I LOVE LUA LUA LUA!
-squeezes
:))

not to mention my EYECANDY!
-swoons

opps!
lua knows nothing about this
NVM!
lua!
now you know!
HAHAHAHA
:))

lalala
going ash's house soon
to STUDY
yes to STUDY!
i am such a good girl
-nods

alrighty then
i shall go and get my stuff


truth is, i never got over you
suddenly realised how sweet that song is
:)


my falling ; 1:30 PM

Saturday, April 02, 2005

one last

one last kiss
one last touch
one last tender moment between us
one last dance
to our first song
while pretending there's nothing wrong
let's stay here for a while and
cherish every moment we're in denial
we both know
it's better if we just let it go


maybe one day it could turn out exactly as i wish it would
but till then, i'll wait
i'll wait patiently right here
and till that day comes, i won't move an inch
so you'll know exactly where to find me
-smiles
:)


my falling ; 9:38 PM

Friday, April 01, 2005

there's ecstasy in my veins

i am POSITIVELY ECSATIC!
OH YES I AM!

i hate to gloat
but WE WON TKGS TODAY!
oh my mama!
i am just so freaking happy
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

all in love with snbt
raise your hands
-raise handS

chew and bel won
winnie played an absolutely WONDERFUL game and WON!
me and dania won
I LOVE MY TEAM
I LOVE MY SNBT!

was line judging cedar and swiss cottage's first doubles
SUPER DUPER pek
yunnie abit playing such a heart attack game i was DYING to watch
and what the heck
the doubles pair i line judged,
PLAY THREE SETS!
wonderful, absolutely PERFECT!

didn't really watch chew and bel's match
but they won, so what the heck

winnie's game was OHMYGOD
-worships
first set won 13-10 i think
second lost
third set she was losing 10-4, BUT!
she caught up and won 13-10
SISTAHH YOU ROCK
you absolutely rock
i love you to bits and pieces

dania and my game was...
i can't find a word to describe it
won first set 17-14
we were losing 11-14
AND WE CAUGHT UP!
:)))

second set lost 15-1?!
hahahaha
dno what the heck was going on
that game was so fast, i couldn't rmbr a thing

third game
was losing at first, but won 15-9 in the end
dania didn't know we had won la!
what is this
she was wondering why i was hugging her half way through the game
until she realised, WE WON!
absolutely ecstatic
felt SOOO good
so so sooo GOOD!
hehhh

had SOO much fun in the bus on the way back
was singing and screaming and having loads of fun
snbt is such a wonderful LOVELY ABSOLUTELY PERFECT team

macs with rahh, manda, ger, yunnie, pris, winnie
some irritating guys were outside going "pretty girl pretty girl"
pris went "ugly guys ugly guys"
hilarious

cabbed back with ger
:))

in conclusion
TODAY WAS A GOOOOOOOOOD DAY
:)))


my falling ; 7:59 PM