Monday, May 30, 2005

black eye peas; don't phunk with my heart

no, no, no, no, don't phunk with my heart
(yeah)
no, no, no, no, don't phunk with my heart

i wonder if i take you home
would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby)
i wonder if i take you home
would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby)

girl, you know you got me, got me
with your pistol shot me, shot me
and i'm here helplessly
in love and nothing can stop me
you can't stop me cause once i start it
can't return me cause once you bought it
i'm coming baby, don't got it (don't make me wait)
so let's be about it

no, no, no, no, don't phunk with my heart

baby, have some trustin', trustin'
when i come in lustin', lustin'
cause i bring you that comfort
i ain't only here cause i want ya body
i want your mind too
interestin's what i find you
and i'm interested in the long haul
come on girl (yee-haw)

(come on)

i wonder if i take you home
would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby)
i wonder if i take you home
would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby)

no, no, no, no, don't phunk with my heart

girl, you had me, once you kissed me
my love for you is not iffy
i always want you with me
i'll play bobby and you'll play whitney
if you smoke, i'll smoke too
that's how much i'm in love with you
crazy is what crazy do
crazy in love, i'm a crazy fool

no, no, no, no, don't phunk with my heart

why are you so insecure
when you got passion and love her
you always claimin' i'm a cheater
think i'd up and go leave ya
for another seáorita
you forgot that i need ya
you must've caught amnesia
that's why you don't believe

(uh, yeah, check it out)

don't you worry 'bout a thing, baby
cause you know you got me by a string, baby
don't you worry 'bout a thing, baby
cause you know you got me by a string, baby

baby girl, you make me feel
you know you make me feel so real
i love you more than sex appeal
(cause you're)
that-tha, that tha, that-tha, that girl [5x]

[overlapping]
no, no, no, no, don't phunk with my heart [2x]
that-tha, that tha, that-tha, that girl [2x]

i wonder if i take you home
would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby) [4x]

don't you worry 'bout a thing, baby
cause you know you got me by a string, baby
don't you worry 'bout a thing, baby
cause you know you got me by a string, baby










would you still be in love baby?


my falling ; 12:23 AM

Sunday, May 29, 2005

there can only be one

meeting with meibei and the rest of the TAN family was PRODUCTIVE!

met at burger king heartland
was the EARLIEST!
then gab tan came and jonas tan and jean tan then lastly clar tan
HAHA!
the tan family!

anyhow
jean is SUPERB man!
whao talk about serious ideas
discussed our job scope and meibei treated lunch
this year's gathering is gna be OHSOFUN!
(((((:

jonas and gab are so cute!
did some allocation of work!
yayyy!

left at 1230?
trained down to yishun and was on the phone with DEARIE!
so fun!

got quite wet cos i had to run across the road to the church
but i got clothes to change so it didn't matter
had adoration and went northpoint with puden!
talked plenty
hahah
she's hilariously cute!

anyhow
bused back after that
goshhh
why is yahoo music so slow today?
really super slow.
huhh


my falling ; 4:31 PM

i wonder if i take you home
would you still be in love baby?

coaching and mentoring workshop today at sn was....
tedious
and believe me, tedious it was
the only thing i had to do was to sit there and listen and it was just torture
in otherwords
bad la

trained down with sistahh to j8
bought lunch and dania's birthday present

it's DANIA'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIA!
iloveyouplenty!

anyway, i bought her a cow stuff thingy
yes, it's my favourite animal that's why i got it
haha!

shared with pris and winnie!

anyhow, buy already then cabbed down to marist
meeting was fine la
productive i guess
haha!

in the same group as jean dania clarissa jonas and gabriel!
in ADVERTISING!
when i can't draw for nuts
PIANGS!
oh well, nevermind
my group's NICE! so i don't care
haha

i am the SECRETARY!
yesyes
so fun!
(((:

we're the TAN advertising co-operation/company! (hidden mickey)
courtesy of dania and jean!
(((:

and also, we're the tan family!
so it's dan tan (dania)
jean tan
nessa tan
clar tan
gab tan
and jonas tan?
hahaha!
so fun!

anyhow
rushed down to church in a cab
piangs
the spca side right, REALLY NO CAB CAN?!
somemore it was so hot
can die
:/

in the end i walked BACK to the otherside and took cab from there

choir was GOOD today!
chris treated us to DINNER!
YAYYY!
pizza know!
hat swee is so cute!
i took her earrings and i went "hat swee! i steal your earrings"
and she said "must return ahh!"
HAHAHA!
hilarious!

pizza was good
ate so many chicken wings
goshh!

me and sabrina got freaked by lizards
see and then SCREAM our heads off

talked to DEARIE for about 5 minutes?
hahahah
i'm sorry yahh?
you la, smsed you so long liao
you never reply and never call back
haiyo
haha
nevermind, i still love you plenty!

choir practise was once again GOOD
:))))

had plenty fun with julia
hilarious
got alittle high i think
so went nuts
haha!

bused then cabbed back

tmr got meeting
at heartland
goshhhh
busy busy me!

madagascar on monday with rebecca puden and sabrina!
((((:




my falling ; 1:21 AM

Friday, May 27, 2005

i hate last minute work

by that i mean last minute work given to me by my TEACHERS who want it ON THE SAME DAY and when i rush through it they complain that IT'S NOT WELL DONE cos it seems TOO RUSHED

you have a brain i believe?
WELL, USE IT!!!

LOUSY NINCOMPOOPS TWITS PEA-BRAINED MORONS PATHETIC IDIOTS!

i really don't need this now
IT'S THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL FOR GOD'S SAKE!
i'm suppose to be slacking my guts out cos i've the WHOLE month of june to do my work

i am FRUSTRATED!
notice the choice of words. i will NOT get angry !
though i'm at the end of my line already

alright, back to work then
i will not kill anyone who comes within a 10 metre radius of me
i will NOT kill anyone who comes within a 10 metre radius of me
control nessa, control!


my falling ; 10:55 AM

Thursday, May 26, 2005

A WHOLE POST FOR JIA!

there you go my dear jia!
hahahaha
an ENTIRE post for you!
ok. what to say?
well, jia is born on the TWELVE of JANUARY and she loves nessa the wonderful
she likes the colour blue but she LOVES nessa the great
she is in String Orchestra in NJ and she thinks nessa the fantastic is the best
also, she lives about 10 seconds away from NESSA THE WONDERFULLY FANTASTICALLY GREAT!
and you know something else?
nessa the WONDERFULLY FANTASTICALLY GREAT loves jia plenty too!

hope that made you laugh and go EGO NESSA!
i love you plenty sweets!
not stop punching at your poor bruised self esteem and NO MORE NEHH!
-hugs tight!


my falling ; 10:04 PM

over-creative imagination

PIANGS EHH!
what the heck is wrong with you ahh?
you can SOO bloody have him
god, i don't even want him or ANYBODY else can?

STOP PICKING ON ME YOU PURPLE PAPAYA!


my falling ; 9:52 PM

then i'll have all the money in the world

i woke up LATE this morning
well, technically, under normal circumstances it won't be late
but cos ger wasn't going school today
and i forgot, so i was late la
got SUPER irritated at the cab uncle
i told him i was late already and asked him to drive faster
but he ahh,
piangs, speed meter never went above SIXTY KILOMETERS AN HOUR KNOW!
and cos i had no change, so i gave him a 50 dollar note
he took like 10 whole minutes to give me back the change
all the while complaining that it's cos of people like me that he ends up with no change for the next passenger

i slam the door real hard when i got out
(:

maths was fine, chem was alright la
PE was fun!
played handball with a group of faithians
so it was justice against faith
mel ng is TALL, as in TALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
i shall quote chew.
"people above 170 cm should not jump"

recess, then CHINESE
today's lesson was actually quite enjoyable!
cos i spent like half of it reading sharifa's shopaholic (?)
then we started watching "return of the cat" which is a jap movie really
i really dno why we started watching it but we did anyway

suddenly i see pauline outside
asking me to come out
ok, i must make clear that pauline's in the same chinese class as me, meaning she should be INSIDE the class
so, ended up mrs sng wanted me to enter some essay i wrote about changing the world for competition
and i had to go and do some touch up on it NOW
so i went writing lab and touched it up la
haha

was half and hour late for assembly and my pinafore was in class which incidentally was LOCKED
so i had no idea but to attend assembly which was the sec fours debate finals in my pe attire

three words to say about the debate
i. am. disgusted.

ok, no futhur elaboration
i don't want anybody to sue me for slander or whatever

had make up maths lesson
hilarious
ms poore was trying to act as mr gan cos we were doing kinematics
whoa, can die man
especially when she says the "girl, yesno?"
HILARIOUS

home back with rebekah
-stares at rebekah sabee and xinying
you three are sworn to secrecy
i don't care
NOT A WORD!

AIMING!
thank you plenty dear for the OHSONICE chocolates and container thing
IT'S SO PRETTY!
i love you plenty plenty plenty!
-hugs!



oh darn!
havta go sun plaza to collect cake for my class later
and my mom insists on following me
:/
it's not that i don't want her to, but i dno la
she wants to get stuff at sun plaza
i just wna get the cake and come back
darn oh darn


my falling ; 5:35 PM

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

fall to pieces

ms poore was so cute this morning
came in and asked the class
"girls, is it alright if i don't return your papers by tmr?"
whoa, hilarious

ok.
major screwed up my emaths test today
piangs, die la die
i abit NOT ENOUGH TIME?!
wasted too much time on the graph
cos i was kinda confused by the scale
1 cm : 10m (square)

sounds str forward enough?
NOT! the scale is stupid. makes the whole graph PUNY!

anyhow, i didn't have time to really go back and finish the skipped questions.
huhhhhhhhhhh

physics was better
i actually knew how to do the questions

geog was stupid.
haha!
was reading meg cabot's every boy's got one
(A HEART YOU FILTHY MINDED THING !)
mrs francis was like "vanessa, why are you reading? "
so i crapped a hell lot about how it would improve my english and i would be able to write impressive essays.
ridiculous!

chinese was GOOD!
well, cos the teacher didn't come!
spent the whole period reading
ash was sleeping next to me

chem, mr wong didn't come
so no chem!
once again spent reading
finished the book in about 2 hours plus plus?
audrey was amazed as she took bout a week to read it?
well, i don't exactly read every word aloud in my head, i skim more than anything
so yahh, it's faster and more exciting i think
hee!

oh yes!
i just remembered
recess was spent with ash telling me how stupid and ridiculous star wars III was
well, from what i conclude from her "story telling"
it's the most pathetic thing to ever exist
come on! what the heck was padme's "anakin, you're breaking my heart" for?
to add to the cheesiness of the movie?
sounds hilarious
i wna watch though! for the sake of the ohsohot hayden christensen and natalie portman
ohlalala. talk about serious on screen chemistry!

alright.
i'm off!


my falling ; 10:27 PM

it isn't right

am here in the school's writing lab
doing some lit thingy
goshh, my brain aint working well
ok nevermind. back to work


physics and Emaths test later
HUHHHHHHHH

i don't like newton and i don't like graphs!
: /


my falling ; 8:09 AM

Monday, May 23, 2005

PIANGS EHHH!
tmr got Emaths test and i so incredibly smart hor
leave my textbook under my desk
nevermind.
thank god for ten year series
-phew!

tmr physics test too
OHGOSHH!
i'm still kinda lost when it comes to vectors and the such
i have NO idea what the heck the question wants me to do
DAMN!
i shouldnt be blogging
alright
BACK TO MUGGING!



my falling ; 9:30 PM

my DREAM house

dearest fairygodmother sweetiepie ;

i want a HUGEEE triple storey house with plenty of big BIG BIG windows with pretty pretty curtains
then i want TWO swimming pools
indoor and outdoor
don't really care what the indoor one's shaped like
the outdoor one must be piano shaped with a poolside bar with a HOT bartender to fix me drinks
then i can have plenty plenty poolside parties !

then my room
i'll have a BABY GRAND! it must be yamaha and WHITE
then i'll have a BIGBIG tv with my own VCR and god knows all those gadgets
then my bed will be QUEEN SIZED!
and on another level accesible by a spiral staircase surrounded by either light pink or DEEP red roses (the bed not the stair case you moron!)
i want those RIDICULOUSLY CUTE spongebob bedsheets i saw in target in australia
the one with spongebob and patrick !
and and and, while you're at it, could i have SIX pillows? and a nice nice bolster
all covered with spongebob stuff of cos

i want nice pink walls with a HUGEEEEEEEEE poster of brad pitt/daniel radcliffe/hayden christensen/keanu reeves/THAT eyecandy
or you could just get me one of each ((:

then then then !
i'll have a walk in wardrobe with my clothes sorted out according to it's colour
and full length mirrors!
then, if you have watched the princess diaries two, i press a button on a remote and the drawer comes out kinda thing?
YES! i want that!
but off cos, i don't need the crowns and stuff.
wait maybe i do. so i can pretend i'm a PRINCESS! just like anne hathaway's character
andand i want NICENICE grandmama like her too!
a julie andrews lookalike so i can show her off.

my toilet will be HUGE with it's own jacuzzi and bathtub so i can spent 10 hours in there without feeling guilty
and i'll have floating candles and rose petals
and i want all those nicenice body shop stuffs!
bubble baths body creams all those!

i want a cream coloured carpet and 6 maids just for my OWN use
hell, i want as many maids as you can give
so i won't have to lift a finger to do anything
but i'll have my own personal trainer to keep me in shape

then, i'll have a nice chestnut brown horse with a nice swishy tail
and calm hazel soulful eyes
and i'll name HER chanel!
such a pretty name for a pretty horse

and my car will be a BMW CONVERTIBLE!
it'll be black so it's cool and sleek
on the other hand, 7 cars would be nice too!
one for everyday of the week
but at least one must be a BMW convertible

i'll hold cocktail parties every week to meet the IN crowd and hot guys
and maybe meet the people i have posters of in my room
-points up

thenthenthen! i want a lifetime supply of CHOCOLATE and COKE!
and all the juke you can think of
but i'll also have a FRENCH chef to cook fantabulous meals for me!
no extreme food like... cobra's heart or anything though
just nice POSH food!

and! a RIDICULOUS amount of money per week to spend on ME!
even better, unlimited allowance!
and a JET PLANE!
my private jet plane with a HOT pilot
my private assistant and i want an iq of 200 as well
shopping everyday AND a HOT driver to drive me around

OH YES!
and i want my house to be near the beach
no wait. it'll be in danger of tsunamis and hurricanes and god knows what else!
ok. it'll be the near the beach but you'll make it all that safe
so there could be a huge hurricane terrorising my neighbours but i'll be safe

yes. anything else and i'll call for you again
thank you fairy god mother
i love you plenty
and if you die after hearing my request, can i have your wand?
so i can wish for all that myself
thank you fairy godmother once again
i promise i'll keep my dream house well maintained!
((:




on the other hand, i can just marry a rich guy instead of pretending i have a fairygodmother
so, any takers?
((:


my falling ; 7:40 PM

bananas, papayas and iguanas

i am TIRED !

had plenty fun yesterday at church
cath class was stupid
lua's the prime minister's daughter
and i'm the president's daughter
hilarious!

met sabrina and had lunch at northpoint
was NICEEE!
and i felt fat after that but what the heck
hahahahahaha!
met puden and got mac's icecream
the one that they dip in chocolate and stuff
was GOOD and i felt even fatter after that
the icecream was ridiculously hard to eat cos it melted so fast but it was still good
walked back to church and helped with the setting up of decor

was fun!
the idol contestants went to the toilet to do their makeup and i was standing there just doing nothing
haha!
was quite interesting i have to say
the way the put on all those "stuffs"

bernie looked WAYYYYYY hot
rebecca looked SUPER pretty !

so anyhow,
the idol thingy was GOOD !
(((:
rebecca's voice is like wth-stop-singing-so-nice-can-not
piangs, super good
bernie's was -worships
whoa, god-like man

the other contestants weren't bad either

bernie won!
and she did an encore
was WHOA
-kisses the floor bernie walks on

anyhow
bused home

showered,etc
and had plenty fun with my dearie !
who's a failure
mother at home also dno
HAIYO!
was incredibly slow yesterday though
yesyes, you one hundred something
i 38.8 is it?
haha!
i love my dearie PLENTY !
((:

alrights
the chocolate in the fridge awaits/calls
(((((:


my falling ; 3:58 PM

Saturday, May 21, 2005

one day i'll just snap

i'm losing out on this
it's tiring and i feel like giving up
too many things rushing at me
my defences are low




QUIT QUIT QUIT QUIT IT!


my falling ; 12:55 AM

i've made my mistakes

goshh
i'm online so late
hee!

school was as usual
learnt how to make hearts out of two straws
well, it wasn't a lesson kinda thing
it was just nat yu teaching me
was fun!

training was fun too!
played handball AGAIN!
i'm sorry jean!
i'm like super guilt stricken now la!
:/

training was just fun!
played freeze and melt catching at the end
whoa, the sec ones are NOT BAD LEHH!
caught all of us
wonderful!

macs with pris, jean and rahh
homed with pris and jean

anyhow.
had plenty of laughs talking with bay just now
you person, be honoured!
i MENTIONED YOUR NAME!
haha!
i love you plenty !

JIA !
ok
i shall DEDICATE an ENTIRE paragraph to you la!
haiyo. the one person who's egoism beats mine
hahahahahahahahaha
oh goshh. i just ran outta things to say!
hahahahahaahhahaha!
that was to use up space in case you didn't know
hahahahahahahaahah
and i'm doing it again!
hahahahahahahahaha
ok. shall stop
FOURTEEN lines dedicated to you
don't i just rock?
i love ya dear !


my falling ; 12:32 AM

Thursday, May 19, 2005

guestbook replies

NIC !!
bestie! bestie! bestie !
i didn't see anything!
is my teacher say one
she was like "my son is running around with no pants on"
AHHH!
i didn't see anything!
and i don't have the imagestation password thing
gimme gimme?
i love ya plenty!
my sugar-coated sweetheart !

sistahh !
YES! leadership training camp!
ohsofun!
woo hoo!
aiyo. colleen this kinda thing. aiya. redundant
hahaha
i love you plenty dear !

jia !
NAHH! i reply liao
hahahahahaha
yes i know you ten seconds away person
hahaha
i love you plenty sweets !

lua !
yahhhh
be sinless, mommy ask me wash plate. so i must wash
OHFORGIVELORDFORIHAVESINNED!
i have killed A CELL!
oh lord, cleanse me of this unforgivable sin!
yoyo mary! wassup wassup?! we love mother mary! yoyo!
-break dances
hahahahahahahahaahahahahahaha
i love you black converse shoe!


my falling ; 10:13 PM

Arachibutyrophobia; the fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of one's mouth.

hilarious
found it on the web
whoa rocks! this kinda phobia also got!
HAHA!

chem was kinda funny
mr wong was teaching and he asked me
"vanessa, you understand"
and i said "yes"
and he asked again,
"so what's the answer? "
"i dunno"
HEEE
i wasn't paying attention actually
though i was trying HARD!
but jamie was distracting
we were playing with the wooden clip thing
hee!

anyhow
PE today was hella fun!

played handball in the forum cos it was raining
and piangs !
super funny la!

i fell down TWICE!
once cos of the stupid wet floor
second one abit tumble down the forum big steps la!
but only 2 steps
and i was laughing all the way
and i'm ALRIGHT !
no need to scream
-stares at nat
haha

was hella fun can liao la
reen and xinjin best
cos we had to shoot at cones
they take the cone and run away
what is this?!
haha
chew was desperately trying to shoot at reen's cone
and reen kept running away
and it was hilarious
xinjin tried to kick the ball away and ended up kicking her shoe away
piangs, nearly died of laughter

well, bottom line is
THREE JUSTICE ROCKS!
WE RULE, WE ROLL, WE STONE!
go 3J go!

we're such an amazingly fun class!
(((:

assembly was some nobel prize thingy talk
i've made up my mind!
i will win a nobel prize next time!
i'm aiming for the peace one
cos all the rest too hard to get la
peace prize don't need to discover any law of dno what
don't need to clone anything
don't need to CHANGE THE WORLD
don't need to discover dna or whatever
just need to be PEACEFUL

yes, ten years from now
you'll see me going up that platform to receive my NOBEL PRIZE
((:

oolala!
jia just told me one of her friends linked from her blog to my blog
and said my blog's very addictive to read
really?!
hahaha
i'm so honoured!
hello kenneth by the way!
i don't know and you don't know me
but nevermind. i'll be friendly and say hi
so now you can go and SIGN MY GUESTBOOK!
((:

alright
GUESTBOOK REPLIES!
at the persistence of leejiafang
(:

if you had completely missed the replies post
what the heck are you?!
BLIND?!
it's up there!
-points up


my falling ; 7:15 PM

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

three words that don't mean a thing

fund raising today was good!
well.. we earn plenty
but we spent plenty too
so the profit itself isn't as much as we thought it to be

anyhow.
had plenty fun
so it doesn't matter !!
(:

training was fine !
was on high?
hahahahahahahahaha!!!

anyhow.
we played handball today
was whoa GREAT !
i had plenty plenty fun
sunny is so funny!
whenever we try to shoot, he turns and faces the door using his hand to shield the back of his head
then carolyn and jean would stand at the door and just block everything
FUNNY !

i'm sorry jean for knocking into you!
i'm sorry sistahh too!

training was just good la
i enjoyed it alot
had the past few trainings without gong jiao lian
so everything was so slack !
then, when he came back
everything was much much much more fun !

i realised something !
my english for this term took a really strange turn for the worst!
i don't know why. but i'm not averaging good marks la!
normally i'm 34 to 38 range
but i kinda like dropped to 28 to 32 range?
THAT IS BAD!
very very bad

lit's still good so i guess i shouldn't really worry
i'm not failing..
gosh. if i fail english or lit i will just jump out the nearest window

alright
i'm going to study physics now!
I WILL UNDERSTAND VECTORS!

go nessa go !


my falling ; 8:43 PM

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

another TYPICAL rant

you know when you get that kind of feeling
like you just wna let things out but the thing is,
those things are of a sensitive nature and seeing this as the web, nothing is private
anyone can read what i post here

i needa name names
but i can't
i don't want like mass hate or something

that's the thing about thoughts
not all are meant for public viewing
and sometimes you just wna POOF everything out
but you know you can't cos it's so wrong
but it starts eating you from inside and that is killing you

goshhh
that probably made sense to no one but me
i don't care la.
i'm sick and tired of always being sick and tired
when i wna be evil for once
but everytime, i just end up being nice

QUIT IT!


my falling ; 11:28 PM

don't know why

piano today was HILARIOUS

was actually ALITTLE early for lesson
marcus (my teacher's son) is OHMYGOD-FAINTSADORABLE!
he was like "mommy, open the door. see if jie jie is here "
whoa. so CUTE !

anyhow
during the lesson he kept coming to hug my leg
i have no idea why
but was kinda.. thrilling?
i guess?

cos imagine, you're playing a nice sweet piece about swings in a playground
and suddenly, SOMETHING GRABS YOUR LEG!
ok. now that's what i call adrenaline rush
haha!

he was running around with no pants on
no, i didn't see anything
i kept my eyes on the piano
haha!

and when i was leaving the time
HE STARTED CRYING!
my heart was like melting melting melting away
so sweet la!
he was clinging onto his mother's leg and crying
then my teacher was like, " don't cry, kiss jiejie goodbye"
and HE DID!
awww!

goshh.
i love my teacher's son
he's OHSOCUTE!
i want to bring him home and frame him up!
((((:



got back chem paper today
i'm satisfied enough with it
ok, so i could have gotten SIX AND A HALF marks more
but i still think i did fine
haha

got back lit assignment too
got not bad lehh!
i'm proud, seeing as i did most of it in school during the time mrs sng gave us
and change nearly nothing at home
ROCKS !
((:

alright
i'm off to do stuff
(:


my falling ; 10:18 PM

Monday, May 16, 2005

i try to be perfect
but nothing was worth it

MEP practical today was alright?
i guesssss

went for training first
the down to mep room
was kinda late cos they didn't follow the time sechdule
tham abit flare at me la!
sheesh

anyhow.
had to run to the library to photocopy my score cos..
nevermind

baby is cuteee!
i love my baby!
-hugs tight tight tight

so i played my pieces
mrs tham and mr cher said my first piece's fine
but too heavy
i guess it's true
but heyy, i was like HELLLLL nervous la!

second piece rhythm good, notes good
but NO FEEL!
and that is like BADD!
cos to play a piece with no feel is like BAD BAD BAD!
and that's kinda unusual coming from me
since i "feel" the piece before i can actually play it?
oh goshh!
i just can't play jazz pieces la!

ahh well
A maths test tmr
: /

must go mug
off !


my falling ; 8:21 PM

Sunday, May 15, 2005

don't you wish your girlfriend was HOT like me

yes, that is a SONG!
it's so ridiculously CUTE !
ash was singing and singing and singing it on friday
so now i've got it stuck in my head
i don't know it wasn't stuck on friday or even saturday but on SUNDAY instead
but what the heck

i'm considering posting more in paragraphs
but i think it'll end up looking HORRENDOUSLY wordy
oh what the heck
i'll try... sometime

MEP practical tmr. i'm playing my A and C piece.
ohgoshhhhhhh.
i'm really scared for my C piece, cos i can't really get the expressions right and stuff. was listening to the piece on my exam cd and i was like WTH IS WRONG WITH THE PIANIST!
people who play so well shouldn't be alive. they exist just to bring people like me who can't play that well down. HUHHHH

there's a badminton match thingy on at seven later
I'M WATCHING I'M WATCHING
i don't care if my mom wants to watch who else's funeral on tv
( she watched the pope's AND the late ex president's)
i'm sorry, but watching a a person who has no blood connection with you whatsoever's funeral is just plain morbid and wrong.
and she doesn't watch for 2 minutes, change channel kinda thing. she's watches the whole darn thing. ALL AT ONE GO. ok, now that is MAJOR wrong

hohummmm
it's a REALLY lazy afternoon la !
i feel like practising piano, and yet i don't feel like it
no, don't ask me to explain that. i also don't know what it means

ok. now i'm continuing this post at 2057
it was started at 1659

just did some quiz thingy
apparently, i have a 66.67 % female and 33.33% male brain

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you

sweet and considerate and a giver?
oh goshhhhhh
ash probably should be laughing her guts out now
hahahaha!


ok what the heck
i seriously miss my entertainer
i'm getting second rate entertainment here!
but it's alright. I WILL WAIT FOR YOU!
hahaha
love plenty !
((:

alright.
off to do stuff


my falling ; 4:59 PM

Saturday, May 14, 2005

you can't make me believe you're for real

back from church!
aint suppose to be online
so if i suddenly disappear
don't hate me!

anyhow
choir was fun!
rebecca's super super super super cute
hahaha
had night practise and was hilarious with sabrina
lesson learnt for sabrina. NEVER WEAR A SKIRT AND STAND NEXT TO ME
HAHAHAH!

had plenty fun and bused back with dominique
we both take the same bus home
talked plenty much

am checking out the photo gallery at the sba web
OHMYGODHILARIOUS
hahahahahaha!

i am so evil
but alot of people look seriously consitpated la
was laughing and laughing and laughing
but i didn't go to the page of my own accord
it was PRIS!
hahahahahahaha
she told me about it
and i'm glad too.
cos i'm laughing like no tmr
HAHA!

EHHHHH!
the youth girl's squad got FOUR snshuttlers!
sistahh ger rach and sheng
other than winnie who's my sistahh,
all the rest are my DESCENDENTS
haha!
rocks!

alrights
that's about it
i'm off to invade people's accounts
see ya!


my falling ; 12:50 AM

Friday, May 13, 2005

the stupidity of it all

had some student forum thingy during assembly today
was enriching
plenty of stuff to say
and i figure i'll post it here
in a SUITABLE language and manner
(:


only one colourless transparent earstick PER EAR. strictly no ear studs

OHH!
i really don't understand why
the ear studs thing, fine, i can live with.
have been since i was primary one
but the earsticks thing doesn't make sense
cos a ear stick is really puny
and the purpose of a COLOURLESS TRANSPARENT earstick is so it can't be so visible
so what difference is it going to make if i have 2,3,4, 10?!
and it WILL close if we don't put a earstick in the hole
and the put it in during the weekend thing,
gosh, why don't you try?
it hurts plenty la
and i know how much it REALLY hurts
and uniformity (?)
uniformity for EARSTICKS?!
have you any idea how ridiculous that sounds?!
why don't we all just snip off our long locks and have uniform short hair
all sell our specs and have the school sell us uniform contacts
all buy a a uniform st nicks bag
all ampulate our long legs to have uniform height
all go for plastic surgery to have uniform looks
all go around like clones. uniform clones
and get the teachers in on this too
they should wear a teacher's uniform too
it'll be UNIFORMED then
see the pointlessness of this debate?
i think we should just have as many earsticks we have earholes
and they should be colourless and transparent
that sounds fair enough?
really, it sounds nonsensical that we have only one ear stick per ear
and screw uniformity.
it's downright ridiculous



the blouse is to be sewn onto the pinafore so we look neater and tidier

i VIOLENTLY object to this one
a teacher said that they've taken our complains that it's incredibly hot with our blouse and pinafore
so now, the "blouse". heck it ain't even a blouse
it's just the collar and sleeves bit SEWN onto the pinafore
it's to make us look NEATER and TIDIER and SMARTER
oh the horror
the fact that our pinafore changes colour when it touches water
imagine what would happen if we sweat
and imagine what happen if we have our monthly problem and it stains
how to take off pinafore?!
and during pe, the whole class is gna crowd into ONE toilet and change
and the change in front of each other thing
is really not relevant
so you're suggesting we strip in front of each other, even the more modest ones la
ok. isn't that like OUTRAGE OF MODESTY?!
what a suggestion
and we change infront of each other thing,
not EVERYONE does that
i know for sure like 3/4 my class won't
heck, i won't change in front of my class
NONONONO



well
that's the two points they brought up today that i didn't like
but other than that
i thought it was all good
and fun!
hahaha
we should have more student forums
SO FUN!
had major fun with sabee
we were laughing at all the comments
hilarious know!
((:

and that ends my post about the student forum
((:


my falling ; 9:09 PM

soon we must face a choice between what is right and what is easy

THE TRAILER FOR GOBLET OF FIRE IS AMAZING!!
it's coming out soon
it's coming out soon
IT'S COMING OUT SOON!!!

and i have to agree with lua
daniel radcliffe does look gay
hermione looks WHOA in her gown during the ball thingy
(if you haven't read the book, don't try to decipher that)
really really pretty
fleur looks OK la
not say very pretty
i thought hermione looked plenty much prettier
hee!

i can't wait i can't wait !!!!
(((((:


my falling ; 7:06 PM

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

ohgoshh!
i'm slow!

MANDA !
i saw what you did to your link!
hahahaha
you bad daughter
but it's alright
it's all in the genes
yes, you've got your wonderful mama's wonderful genes
(((:
yahh la
my LOVABLE DARLING!
hahaha
-hugs tight !


my falling ; 11:32 PM

guestbook replies (there's plenty ! )

ryan !
COUSIN!
ok la
i know you got ipod, go on BRAG
make me feel SOO much better that i have no ipod to my name
HUHHH
and i got sign your guestbook ok!
haha
i love ya SECONDBESTCOUSIN!
-hugs

sistahh!
YOU BAD BAD SISTAHH!
give me this kinda of sistah in law
you want to DIE is it?!
DIVORCE !
listen to your wonderful sistah you woman!
i mean like LOOK AT HER BLOG
and I NEVER INSULT HER FRIEND!
retardeddddddd!
ok. case closed
you are DIVORCING HER!
and yes! teresa francis is REDUNDANT
let's just hope she dies soon
HUHHH
i love ya sistahh !
-hugs

lua !
lua lua lua!
yeahh la.
inspired by your presence
hahaha
ok! let's visit ALL the toilets in orchard road!
and we can check out the dressing rooms too!
they say tangs' is REALLY good
i wna go see!
hahaha
i love ya babe !
-hugs

pat !
hello!
alright, linking linking!

rach`manda !
grandaughter ! daughter!
i love ya two tonnes!
thanks plenty rach for the super cute dog thing
haha
i love ya CHILDREN!
-hugs

jia !
i don't give you my word i'll even have a week to spare
but what the heck, i'll try my best
i miss ya too you lousy thing!
haha
i love ya stoned sock #1!
-hugs

NIC !!
BESTIEEEEEEEEEEEE!
where have you been hiding?!
I MISS YA BABE!
i do i do i dooooo!
ermm. jt's gna be the voice of king authur if i'm not wrong
and yes i am a avid harry potter fan after all
hahaha
yes, i still love daniel radcliffe
hahaha
i love ya BESTIEE!
-hugs tight tight !


my falling ; 10:59 PM

turn me upside down

chem test was fine
though they tested so amazingly much on experimental techiques
and i hardly studied that
but i think i'll do fine
hee

mrs goh was amusing this morning
after morning jog, all the sec threes gathered in the forum and she kinda gave us some "think positive" talk
was strange?
it was about fishes and how the japanese fishing companies keep them fresh for the consumers
they put a shark in the tank
(it's quite a long story)

so i was thinking
shark in tank, can die cos the stupid shark eat you
if you escape the shark
you die also cos people eat you
stupid right?
stupid

lessons in general were fine

lunched with shuttlers
plenty fun

xiaode trained
i studied?
in the hall that is
did finish lit stuff

can still play la
after what?
3 weeks of not even TOUCHING my racket
dania popped by
I MISS MY PARTNER!
ohyesido!
my ACTPRO partner
haha!

oh goshhh!
AMAZING RACE!
rob and amber didn't win
and that's all i care actually
HAHA!
oh yeahh oh yeahh oh yeahh
i am SOO glad they didn't win
hee

anyhow
macs after training
manda is stupid
she bought some marigold jelly thing and she dropped it
so she emptied it into a mr softie cup
haha!

anyhow
saw a woman with SOOOOOOO much makeup on at macs
oh my goodness
it was DISGUSTING
was trying to take picture of her
haha
hilarious

bused home with pris
((:

TOMORROW'S ON!
-big grin


my falling ; 9:23 PM

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

goshh
i think i'm falling sick
HUHHHH


my falling ; 10:22 PM

diamonds are a girl's best friend

goshh
i'm feeling fat
: /

abit early for pms. so i dno what's going on
huhh
and i'm not mood swinging, so it doesn't matter
RIGHT?

anyhow
lessons were not really fine
but they weren't bad either
just in the middle la

ms poore was scary today
goshh.
maths usually is really good
and i actually learn stuff
but like today, it was just scary
nevermind
i feel really guilty though
-bites lower lip

chinese as usual was redundant
ENOUGH SAID !

chem was funny
mr wong was KINDA giving us tips
but he kept saying "don't say i give you tips ahh. just study la"
and was damn funny la

chem test tmr
BLAHHHH
i WILL do well
yes. i am pyschoing myself
hee!

alright
had lunch with winnie mainly
pris sheng and bee came too
sheng left after awhile
then study abit
and winnie went home
AND LEFT ME ALL ALONE
cos pris and bee disappeared to dno where
:/

anyhow
was describing my plight to one of my church friends
when they came back
but i went off to my friend's house anyway
haha

did chem !
well, not really
ended up talking a whole load
hee
and i'm so nice
i copied notes for my friend
i rock don't i?
((:

marist guys had last paper for mid years today
and i think they were TRYING to prank me
failed really badly cos they call and laugh laugh laugh
don't say anything except for shawn who went " you're vanessa right?"
then in the end hung up on me
hilarious la
haha!

piano teacher smsed to cancel my lesson today
thank god
cos i COMPLETELY forgot i had lesson today
hee!

went home at about 7 plus?
yeahh
i had plenty fun
and i DID do some work la
though not much
hee

alexander the great
NESSA THE EVEN GREATER !
haha!

alrights
CHEM !
i will NOT appear online until i'm done with chem
but i figured i'll blog first
hee
((:


my falling ; 8:16 PM

Monday, May 09, 2005

can't identify

the first time i've been to mep lesson in like what?
six weeks or something?
and let me tell you
i have NO idea why i went back
i should have quit oh yes i should
i'm SERIOUSLY considering quitting
and everything i think about the trainings i would miss
it just SPURS ME ON!
to quit that is

off cos, seeing as i'm an anti-paperwork kinda person
i know in the end i won't quit
but that doesn't mean that i can't rant about how terrible it is

mr cher is SERIOUSLY qian da la
i stare at jinan for more than two seconds
stare. i didn't even open my mouth to breathe or whatever
he concludes that we're talking
WHAT IS THIS?!

nevermind
i will not make this into an I HATE MEP rant
i will resist all temptations

anyhow
ash told me the most RIDICULOUS piece of new today
and know what it is?

well, apparently if the students of sn don't mind
we're gna change uniform
not in terms of looks
it's just the blouse
the BLOUSE is gna be SEW ONTO the pinafore
OHMYGOODNESSGRACIOUSGOODLORD!

see, ridiculous
-shakes head

ah wells
baby was hilarious
as she is everytime
haha!
i bet she's out there having an secret relationship with someone
she doesn't want to tell her mama about
-shakes head
but i still love her anyway
stupid baby jinan!

alright
off to do stuff for my cousin
(:


my falling ; 10:49 PM

Sunday, May 08, 2005

what the heck am i thinking
i was suppose to be studying geog
but i ended up going online
and chatting with one of my really amusing friends
OHMYGOODNESS!

-slaps
ok
STUDY
BACK BACK BACK !!!


my falling ; 11:43 PM

ohmygoodness!
i flipped to the tourism chapter in my textbook
and i can finally say
I GIVE UP!
WHY IS THERE SO MUCH TO STUDY?!
WHYWHYWHYWHY?!
WHY DO THEY TORMENT US SO
WHYWHYWHYHWY
I WANT TO DIE!
I DON'T WANT TO STUDY ANYMORE
I WANT TO KILL TERESA FRANCIS FOR BEING SUCH A HORRID TEACHER
I WANT TO STOP TYPING IN CAPS

there.
i'm done ranting and venting my frustration
it's back to the grindstone for me

I WILL NOT BE PYSHC OUT BY MY GEOG PAPER
I WILL NOT BE FREAKED OUT BY MY GEOG PAPER
I WILL STAY CALM AT ALL COSTS
I WILL REMAIN COOL
I WILL REMAIN LEVEL HEADED
I WILL NOT BLOW MY TOP
I WILL NOT GIVE UP even though i said i want to up there
I WILL NOT KILL MYSELF
I WILL NOT MURDER ANYONE, NOT EVEN TERESA FRANCIS
I WILL STUDY GEOG INSTEAD OF BLOGGING
I WILL RESIST APPEARING ONLINE ON MSN
I WILL DO WELL
I WILL I WILL I WILL
nothing's standing in my way


my falling ; 10:41 PM

i can't keep my eyes off you

i'm a converted lifehouse fan!
yes jia!
i really like you and me
they lyrics are ridiculously sweet and nice
and the whole song is just ohmygoodness nice

it's mother's day today
i havta go continue studying geog in FIVE minutes
yes i need that discipline
i still have TWO MORE CHAPTERS!
go nessa go!

had mother's day dinner with my two brothers sis in law and mama
my older brother is not of this earth
HE DOESN'T KNOW FRIENDSTER EXISTS
gosh, he so doesn't belong to the 21st century
i got incredibly annoyed at him just now
i mean, how narrow minded can you get?
HUHHH?
oh heck, dinner was fine la
i guess
thank god for my second brother or i'll probably be lying in a coffin now
so god help me

lucks for everyone out there taking papers !
i'm off to study geog !


my falling ; 10:27 PM

OHMYGOODNESS!
i'm a bad bad scandaler!

HAPPY twodaysbelated SCANDLOUS THREE DAY!
i love my scandalers!
oh yes i do
((:


my falling ; 9:17 AM

Friday, May 06, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BROTHER !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNNIE !


my falling ; 10:50 PM

secrets

i guess secrets just don't seem like secrets to some people
even when it's a small secret, isn't it still a secret?
does it make sense when i say it's scary to know when your secrets get throw to everyone?
does it make sense when i say secrets are not something i share often
and you know something?
it's one of those few things in life i don't and will never regret

my secrets are MY secrets
and i don't share them simply cos i don't wna be let down
and my fear is bound by the fact that i've been let down before
my lesson learnt.


my falling ; 9:46 PM

can't deny

new template!
i really like this one (
expect for that ridiculous
"designed by coco-chanel"
at the bottom
spoils the entire thing
i can't get rid of it though
it's part of the picture
huhhhh


ash says she vists my blog
but she doesn't read the entries
it kinda defeats the purpose don't you think

lessons were fine
had health checkup during maths period
was fine
had fun talking with aiming
hilarious!

my back's better!
i will do more situps, sit and reach (the horror) and swim more!
hee


went to find ash during recess
forgot to bring my wallet to school today
and mohan loaned me 2 bucks?
HAHA!
i was running away from him cos i didn't wna take it
but ASHtheincrediblyirritating abit take from him
(but i think it was cos she had only seventy cents in her wallet)

so now i owe mohan two bucks
WONDERFUL!

chinese lesson was typical?
boring, irritating, stupid

slacked during elit as well since mrs sng wasn't here
had fun!
was trying to take picture with jolene
but meixian kept tickling jolene so the pictures turned out major weird with jolene looking hilarious

project work was strangely quite productive
got what we wanted to do done

met manda sheng and winnie for lunch
the canteen was really wet cos of the rain
so we went macs to study

sheng was being stupid cos she stole our fries
she take tissue paper and stole it
what is this?!

ended up bitching with manda and winnie
i had fun i have to admit
though manda's "gossiping is a sin" made me feel really guilty
oh goshhh

gotta learn when to stop being so bitchy
but then, i'm a girl
and bitchiness runs in my veins
: /


my falling ; 8:38 PM

Thursday, May 05, 2005

but he means nothing to you and you don't know why

heard that song on the radio on the way to school this morning
it's amazingly awesome
rocks la!

my mom's under the impression that i'm packing my room
i messed it up trying to find something
but what the heck
will get my maid to pack it up for me tomorrow
like she does EVERYDAY

i am such a brat
every morning, my maid packs my room
every night, i mess it up
i feel so sad and bad for my maid
goshhh

anyhow
five item test today
was fine
I DIDN'T GET AN A FOR SIT AND REACH
ok, it didn't really come as a surprise
but that means i get 29 points this year!
is it fate?!
every year (except the last) i get 29, 29,29
and it's ALWAYS because of useless sit and reach
the only year i got 30 was last year
i haven't got a clue how i did 48 cm last year
THIS IS RIDICULOUS
it's really demoralising to get 29 !
huhhh

studied with some shuttlers in the canteen after the test
did chem
and i actually helped pris and bee with maths
that has GOT to be a first
and you know something?
i actually knew how to do the sums
WOO HOO!

chem was alright
after the one on one lesson with mr wong
i understand everything!

bused back with pris
was feeling hungry when i got back
but somehow i just didn't want to eat
managed to swallow a couple of bites before i felt like puking
what's going on?

alright, i shall really go and pack my room now
but before i go,

i dno if you'll read this
but you're highly irritating and annoying
maybe you should just shut your mouth
and get a life
cos clearly, your life is so meaningless, you devote it to ANTAGONIZING me


my falling ; 8:12 PM

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

for they mean nothing

ger didn't go school today
so i went myself
met pris on the bus
was WHAO early
so we went up to the canteen for breakfast
heee

had some australian science competition thingy
was alright
was really sleepy doing it
so half the time i wasn't thinking
and just tikam tikam choose the answer

anyhow
chem was fine
i knew how to do everything
rocks la!

got back physics paper
did fairly well?
yay!!!
mr gan's ultra cute
haha!

slacked with ash in her class during recess
had a really good time talking with her
hilarious

maths was alright
i really don't like graphs
but what the heck la
i like ms poore!
though she was playing some REALLY disgusting chinese music during lesson today

mrs sng didn't come
so slacked pretty much the whole period
did some work she gave us
and then laura gave the class a palmistry (?) lesson
hilarious

apparently
i will find a good looking husband
and i'll have a very short life
with nothing much to worry about
i'm an incredible spendthrift as well
haha!

stayed in class and played mahjong
heee
had fun!
i conclude that feng shui goes in circles
(:

met manda and sheng
had lunch
and then bused back with manda
saw DISGUSTNG flies walking to the bus stop
we ran AWAYEEEEE
but i dropped my POOR chem textbook
heartpain!

anyhow
reached home ridiculously early
think it's like one of the earliest i've ever reached home without being grounded or anything

watched tv!
and slacked alot
fell asleep studying geog
it's that boring
not my fault really
keep imaginating francis saying the words to me
can die

woke up for dinner
and i practised my piano
found out something that got me highly irritated

it won't ever end would it
disgusting irritating prat
i shall be FORGIVING!

still, that doesn't mean i can't be irritated

anyhow
watched amazing race
WHY IS MY FAVOURITE COUPLE OUT?!
and why is DISGUSTING rob and amber still in?!
if they win, i will SOOO sue the producers
they should have done something to prevent them from winning!
can't stand rob and amber
ESPECIALLY rob
that guy doesn't deserve to be alive

anyhow
my favourite couple,
the old couple
IS OUT!
SOOO sad!
they are ULTRA sweet
and SOO ultra nice
can we give them the noble prize
for being the most outstanding,courageous, sweet, loving, wonderful, near perfect couple on amazing race
they just rock!
((:

hmmm
that just about sums my post
gotta do some stuff for manda
yupp!


my falling ; 9:03 PM

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

saint nicholas badminton team

sec fours
yunnie * ;
dania * ;
yann * ;

sec threes
tiong * ;
chew * ;
bel * ;
carol * ;
nessa * ;

sec twos
jen * ;
manda * ;
rahh * ;
pris * ;
sheng * ;
jean * ;
bee * ;

sec ones
rach * ;
ger * ;
qiao * ;
becks * ;
wanying * ;
clarissa * ;


and i love them all
((:


my falling ; 8:33 PM

the sinful chocolate chip cookies are waiting for me

is this a good time to discuss my weight?
oh wait
i don't care
this is MY blog
so there

I AM GROSSLY GROSSLY GROSSLY HEAVY!
ohmygoshh
from the two kg i wanted to lose
it's changed to FOUR!
oh my goodness
i'm NOT suppose to gain weight
I WAS SUPPOSE TO LOSE WEIGHT!

ok
i need to go on a diet
and don't tell me all that
"you're so thin"
and " lose what weight" shit
COS I'M BEND ON LOSING WEIGHT
nothing, NOTHING is gna change my mind
SO THERE!

GO NESSA!
i will lose four kg by the end of june
GO NESSA GO GO GO !


my falling ; 8:15 PM

wild dreams

okk
i'm hardly ever this early back from school
HEEE

have got piano later
havta go and bathe soon as well
hohummm

ash was stupid today
went to find her during recess
she wasn't in class
so i ended up buying food for my classmates
I HAVE A WONDERFUL MEMORY!
HAHA!

was fun?
but got alittle irritated
cos there was really alot to buy
but it's really fun to sneak food outta the canteen RIGHT under all the prim and proper prefects in SN

got back chinese paper during chinese
IT IS UPON 100!
and while the stupid teacher was explaining the paper,
ash helped me with my english ten year series
but help, i mean she just helped me rephrase all the sentences in the answer sheet
HEEEE

had fun really
((:
hilarious stuff

had extra "remedial" for chem after school
realised the whole mole concept and what have you
is just MEMORISE

seriously, if i can memorise all the annoying formulas,
everything will so be a breeze

really hope i'll do fine for the last physics test
physics class test today was the same paper as the one we did during term one
(sn is SOOO weird, give same paper. nehh!)
the thing is, i didn't even know we had a test until like 15 minutes before it started!
so yahhh.
didn't really get to study?
but joanne was a dear and we "HELPED" each other
hehhh

alright
i have to go for piano already
yupp
OHSHIT!
i just realised i didn't practise my new piece,
AT ALL!
ok, i'm dead. so ultra dead
she's gna skin me alive
somemore she's pregnant again
hormone change, mood swings, what have you.
AHHHHH

don't count on me arriving back well and alive today


my falling ; 4:59 PM

Monday, May 02, 2005

come to me; Jesse McCartney

under the silver stars,
right where he broke your heart.
girl you know, i'd give you everything.
i wanna hold your hand,
and say the words he never said.
i'll make you promises you can believe.

let me be the one,
telling you it's alright
sharing the smiles and tears you cry.
let me be the one,
loving you when you're weak.
for all of the strength you need,
you can come to me.

when you're down and you feel so lonely
turn around, you can come to me
when you're down baby, i will be the only
come to me

you can just be yourself,
'cause i don't want nobody else.
all of your secrets are safe with me.
for the kind of love you can trust,
for more than just a crush,
baby, won't you just come to me?

let me be the one,
telling you it's alright
sharing the smiles and tears you cry.
let me be the one,
loving you when you're weak.
for all of the strength you need,
you can come to me.

when i got you in my arms
say it's where you wanna be (where you wanna be, yeah)
'cause girl i'm down on my knees
promising my heart oh, my heart



i suddenly REALLY like this song
the beginning is really bad
but the middle and end, esp the chorus is really good
(:

let me be the one, loving you when you're weak


my falling ; 10:57 PM

HILARIOUS STUFF!
click here

i think the writer's downright HILARIOUS
haha!
laughed till my head ached
HAHAHAHAHA!


my falling ; 9:01 PM

shouts and guestbook replies

NIC !
BESTIEEEEEEEEEE
that was one LONG post
haha
see la, i told you before not to come crying to me if you don't like australia
(read my past letters for evidence)
but it's alright, i still love ya dear!
YES I DO!
-hugs real tight
come back soon so me you ash and cris can have a blast somewhere
(probably ash's house, it's newly renovated and looks REALLY cool)
watch horror movies and scream our lungs out
HAHA!
I MISS YA DEAR!

lua !
my dearest fair milady clar
it's with great joy that i read your tender sweet entry
i have not a clue what you are trying to tell me
but never fear, for the dragon on the yonder is much more
arise fair lady, do not weep, the brave knight rises to the occasion
and i will go with courage and save your beloved mistress (whoever that is)
yes, the damsel in distress calls for me
i go, fair maiden, await for my return
-gallops into the distance
ok, what a loada crap
HAHA
i love ya dear !
see ya on sunday!
-hugs tight

sistahh !
ALAMAK!
you got married also never tell me
i want to be the bridesmaid!
and why marry HER?!
OHMYGOODNESS
what will our mama say?!
she will totally flip
I DON'T WANT THE ACT COOL GIRL TO BE MY SISTAH-IN-LAW!
so horrible!
divorce her!
and don't overstressalright?!
i love ya sistahh!

shengwei
YOU BADBADBAD PERSON!
try and deceive me by pretending to be my twin
NONONO
no twin. i have NO twin
i came from a single egg which DID NOT split in two
i know you have this HUGEEE poster of me in your room
cos i'm like your idol or something
HAHA!
yes i'll sign your shirt for you
the ohsonice me
((:

bay !
SLEEP EARLIER!
SLEEP EARLIER!
SLEEP EARLIER!
haha
havta drill it into you
lucks for you mid years yahh?
you'll do well, yes you will
super pro
:D

jia !
STONED SOCK #1 !
your letter was super sweet!
and the earrings are PRETTY!
thank you dear !
I LOVE YA ALOT ALOT ALOT


my falling ; 6:45 PM

I AM TWINLESS

my brother is hilarious
he's working out now
and i was telling him his abs need ALOT of work
and he took up his bolster and was like
"come on sister, just look at my upper body, pretend the bolster is my gun yes?"
whoa, hilarious only la

he's dancing to britney now
ohmygoshh, if any of his students reads this,
he is SOOOO gone
HAHA!

anyhow
spent the better part of the day catching up on my work
seeing as i spent most of my 3 day long holiday in malaysia

ehhh, where's my brother?!
ohh, he's showering
aiyo, slacker
work out for less than thirty minutes
-shakes head

alright,
i shall stop laughing at him
HAHA!


my falling ; 6:25 PM

Sunday, May 01, 2005

you say she's the perfect girl

snbt album's up
-points to the right
photogenic girls we are!
-big grin !

anyhow
brief summary of sports day
29042005

yellow won
blue's second
the red, then green

slacked with the competititors in the music room
was having fun with them
hahah

after my run
which was good
(i ran 4 x 100 by the way)

went 2 diligence and slacked with pris and gillian
thank god for air conditioning

met jia and went mos with her and pris after that
was at macs WAITING for my useless daughter manda
take so long to come
just to give pris her chocolate
-shakes head

cabbed back with jia after dinner


30042005
woke up EARLY to go malaysia
the ride was fine
slept most of the way
went shopping at some place
got EARRINGS
think i got close to 2 dozen pairs
they were ultra cheap la

ok, don't really wna blog about my trip
cos it was mainly SHOPPING
i'm sure no one wants to hear about every last thing i bought
but if you must know, i bought earrings like crazy
((:

alright
got stuff to do
later !


my falling ; 11:06 PM