Monday, October 31, 2005

the day is taking it's toil on me

training today.
was alright la i guess
but all my "feelings" are gone.
gan jue mei you le.

come to think of it.
training wasn't tough but i'm somehow really drained. :/

got back report book today.
was, disappointing.
but what the heck la. i'll do better next year.
YES I WILL.
i will find it in me to do SUPER SUPER well.
six points for Os here i come!
my cip points shot up! haha.
that's good.

goshh, i'm tired but i don't know why.
anyone knows what time i must be in church today?
haiz.

got a blister on my right foot.
BLAHHH. i don't like blisters.

celine and sab commented on my hair today
they said it's super brown.
it is?!?! ok.
celine also said my legs are in a terrible state.
i think so too.
STUPID SANDFLIES AND MOZZIES
-hyperventilates.

ohwhatheheck.
i'm tired. think i'm gna sleep.
church later and i don't even know what time.
BLAHH.
ok byebye.


my falling ; 3:18 PM

Friday, October 28, 2005

NIC!
your guestbook opps! me! :/
oh well, nevermind. i'll try again tmr!
anyway, JIA YOU with the letter. am looking forward to it.
TAKE CARE MY DEAREST BESTIE!
and i love you EVER so much!
not to mention i miss you like crap too.
come back soon ms nicoleyeo!
LOVEEE!
<333


my falling ; 11:29 PM

OH GOD I AM FREAKING ITCHY!
AHHHHHHHH
I'M SCRATCHING SCRATCHING AND SCRATCHING
MOPIKO DOES NOT WORK AND OHMYGOD I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF
OK BYEBYE.
COME TO MY FUNERAL PLEASE.
IF NOT I WILL HAUNT YOU!

ihatemozziebites.
-sprays insect repellent.


my falling ; 11:07 PM

even losers can get lucky somehow

i'm BACK from obs! and i SURVIVED IT! (((:

i have TONNES of mozzie and sand fly bites though. damn super itchy la. what the hell. cannnot take it. it's effing killing me. mopiko does not work i tell you. i'm practically SLATHERING myself with it. can almost bathe in it already la. and i'm still itchy. goshhh. so horrible. :/

OBS was alright la. i guess. haha. was quite fun.

anyhow,
day one!

was at punggol jetty place EARLY! half an hour early to be exact. took the boat across over to pulau ubin. and i kept thinking "unpending doom. AHHH" was quite freaked out as you can see. anyhow, we got sorted into our groups. was in munshi. (: our instructor was DEAN! yes. dean who absolutely rocks cos he's REALLY nice. (: and he's TEAM MANAGER. rocks.

anyhow, day one was alright la. went to our dorms and stuff. check stores etc etc. then lunch then KAYAKING kayaking was FUN! (: it's nice to be on the water and all. (: anyhow, it was fun la. did our jetty jump. was SUPERRRR FUN! though i got scratch by some thingies and it really hurt but what the hell it was SUPER fun. (:

2nd day.
did rock climbing in the beginning of the day. was REALLY cool. my goal was six slabs and i climbed ten? haha. actually, everyone climbed ten. ROCKS i tell you. munshi ROCKS. (and everyone pronouces it as munchi. haha)
then, we went for our sea expedition. kayaked to some jetty ( it was the same one we did our jetty jump at) then, pitched our tent and stuff. actually, dean pitched the whole thing. haha. couple of us went to cook food. turned out well! sleeping was crap though. it started off really well but it rained and i got so freaking wet. my shirt was literally DRIPPING with water and my hair was, well, dripping with water too. was so freaking cold. and i sweared so freaking much. hoho. haven't said so many fcuks like dno since when. it was crazy la. every two minutes one fcuk. hoho.

day three.
kayaked to another campsite. no toilet facilities at all!
so doing your business was either in the sea or somewhere behind grass. quite sick if you think about it but after awhile you get used to it. the tent we pitched was PATHETIC but it was hilarious. dean went back to obs campsite one to settle some stuff so we had to pitch it ourselves and it was well, pathetic. haha. but what the hell. had to do sentry duty with janice. was freaking tired and super dirty. couldn't bath la. but nevermind. the food we cooked was once again, super nice. (: i swear sardines never tasted so good. :D

day four!
we went to the SUPER nice quarry. was ohmygoodness paradise man! super fun swimming around. we built a raft and stuff and everyone just jumped off. the water was so nice. had alot of fun! (: dean taught us the "dunking doodoo" and "spitting cobra" game. SUPER FUNNY! teresa was the doodoo. :D kayaked back to campsite one in a CAT ONE THUNDERSTORM. was freaking scary i tell you. lighting and all. was so scared i'll die or something. was really annoyed and stuff with myself but nvm. not important. i can be such a prat at times. :/ anyhow it was super tiring la. my arms felt like they were gna come off. :/

reached campsite one and we just hung around the "one for all and all for one" place cos it was still cat one (it means there's lighting and no one's allowed outdoors)

after cat one, we kept our kayaks and stuff. then, back to dorms and we SHOWERED! YES! at a LONG LONG LONG LONG LAST! (: it was the BEST bath of my LIFE i tell you. felt so good after that. i found a snake in the male toilet. was actually quite funny cos i was standing there waiting for either megan, shar or teresa to come out so i could bathe. gillian came in and i turned to talk to her and suddenly i went "is that a snake?!" it was PUNY but still, it's a snake. gillian was saying i'm very funny. stand there so long then suddenly realise got snake. so funny. anyhow, used emergency phone and called daniel, the i dno what la. they came and took it away. bet munshi is the only group who had to use the emergency phone twice in one expedition. so funny. chloe used it once cos a water pipe burst in the male toilet. haha!

had dinner after that and we went for some tunnel thingy outside the campsite. the walk there was freaking scary cos it was COMPLETELY dark. could barely see a thing and ohman no torchlights. the tunnel thing is like this. groups of six go into some tunnel thing and it is PITCH BLACK. can't see a thing at all. was freaking scared there would be lizards but there wasn't. anyhow, we were supposed to feel our way out of the tunnel. it's not as easy as it sounds. teresa kinda broke down. poor girl. was quite hard la but i think our group was HELL lucky cos we bumped into the other munshi group. and they bumped into an MG girls group. mgs group said they think they found the way out so everyone followed. hoho. made everything SUPER easy. (:

went back after that. had dinner and SLEPT! (: i slept SUPER well. didn't wake up at all. ROCKS i tell you. (:

woke up and had PT (physical training) at 555. what the hell. floor was so freaing wet la. :/ had to lie on it and it got my shirt so dirty. had breakfast and i was feeling quite sad cos we were leaving. quite stupid really, i was so eager to get home and when i was going to leave, i was so sad. :/ packed up and stuff.

had some housekeeping with dean after lunch. got our certs and some pictures. (: did our "item" for dean and gave him our card. (: i'll miss him super much. he's REALLY nice. gave him full marks for the survey. rocks! and we think claire is in love with him. HOHOHO. super funny la claire. rocks.

came back to singapore and deb's driver gave me a lift. called my mama and took a super long bath. then.. ((((:

was supposed to sleep but i can't. i don't know why. haiz. was tired just now but i'm not anymore. :/ oh well, nevermind.

alrighty, my obs post. WHOA, so long. haha.

munshians rock! (:


my falling ; 5:55 PM

Friday, October 21, 2005

questions that have no answers

i'm in a weird mood right now.
don't ask.

i'm tired.
lit thing was.. i dno.
alright la.
just absolutely drained.

look inside yourself and perhaps you'll see something more than what the mirrors sees.

i need to do self reflection.

the impossible.
is nothing.

HA!
i wish.


my falling ; 10:23 PM

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

the shallow nature of humans
all in one person; you

today was a very tiring day
-nods.

all papers back. except mep.
haven't got my harmony paper back yet.

elit was really disappointing.
was on the verge of tears when i saw my unseen prose.
i conclude, i just didn't write to what the teacher wanted.
she wanted THEME OF VIOLENCE.
and although i CLEARLY started i thought that ralph, the main character was the violence itself.
ok, i don't wna do my lit essay again.
but nevermind, she just looked for what's not there.
and not what's there.
i'm quite sure if my lit teacher marked my paper.
i'll do alot better.
:/

haiz.
so pek chek.

social studies was a shock.
i didn't expect to even pass la.
did fairly well. (((:

chinese was. IRRITATING!

you know ahh. all the things that i fail, is like fail by ALITTTTTTTTTTTTTTLE BIT?
like one or at the most 2 marks.
it's SUPER annoying i tell you
SUPER ANNOYING!

haiz.
mep was pretty good la.
world music was stupid though.
haha.
gagaku i go and spell as gegaka.
what the hell right?
haha

training after school
was quite fun. (:
played soccer! (((:
not that i really like soccer but it was FUN!
had a really good time at training today. (:
i like partnering winnie play doubles.
i don't know why but it feels more fun. (:

bused back.
thought about things on the way back.
gotta really sort out alot of things i realised.
but i've decided. even if i can't sort out my problems, at least i have sort me out
and that's enough. aint it?

it's nice you know.
to walk back slowly, with no sun to melt you
and a tiny drizzle.
very nice. and i was thinking and thinking about stuff.
just as nice as lying on my bed and talking to the wall
haha

hmmmmmmmmm.
i wanted to blog about somethings today.
but i decided not to anymore.
it's chaotic enough.
-nods

i couldn't resist this.
sorry!

you're so shallow.
why?
i thought you were more than that.
but you sunk so low.
you made me so ashamed of you.
i thought better of you.
i really did.


my falling ; 7:38 PM

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

me? i call it pride.

i also call it stupidity.
so it's stupid pride.

i'm afraid but you don't have to know that.
i'm terrified of you, of what you could do to me
and yet, i'm drawn to you like that irritating insect is drawn to bright lights.

have you ever watch a bug's life?
you know that bug?

"don't look at the light ! don't look at the light !"
"it's so pretty" (drugged voice)
- bug gets sizzled to death

i feel like that.


my falling ; 10:25 PM

a stupid person will remain a stupid person

today was election day.
was alright. i guess.
highly slack.

i have to say, i am not really impressed by any particular candidate.
ok, maybe only one.
it's daphne. was really impressed by the way she answered a particular question.
she handled it really really well
-claps.

my finger hurts. :/
fell on it while WALKING (yes, look surprised and be awestruck at my stupidity)
i kinda tripped and yahh.

ok la!
very stupid la.
walk also can trip and fall on my poor little finger
:/

pffft.
i think i'm very stupid too

getting the rest of my papers back tmr.
haiz. i shall just accept my fate.

my brother says i needa take more pride in my work
in alot of ways, i guess i agree. (not that i want to but nevermind)
haiz. i mean, there are times when i will accept nothing more than a perfect piece of work
and yet, there are also times when i just can't be bothered

tsk. what is this.
gotta take more pride in my work

gor, if you're reading this (which i actually REALLY hope not)
THERE! your words of WISDOM :D
iloveyoubrother!

hmmmmmmmmmm.
so sweet. ohsosweet. (:
to have and to hold. ((:

i can be so cheesy. :p
i suddenly really crave orange flavour ice cream
you know the kind you get on ice cream sticks.
ohhhhh.
i want i want. :/


my falling ; 7:41 PM

Monday, October 17, 2005

tonight won't be just any night
tonight there will be no morning star

today, on my way back from school on the bus.
i happened to sit near these three guys.
it wasn't really my fault but i got bits of their conversation.
it was mainly about girls.

well, the stuff i got were along these lines.
apparently, two out of those 3 guys seem to have girlfriends.
it wasn't that that irk me (why would it anyway?)
it was the way they were talking about them.
like some sort of trophy and "how far along" have they gotten with them.
only one out of the three was decent.
he was the only one who thought being sweet to girls aint "sissy"
and didn't think girls exist SOLELY for the male gender's "pleasure"
(if you get what i mean)

i was highly disgusted.
i mean, seriously.
what are girls? sometimes, i feel as if guys treat them mainly as "toys"
and that's to put it mildly.
to put it bluntly, guys treat us like sex slaves
i don't mean to say all guys are like that
i know guys who arent. but it's SO ANNOYING!
i was SOOO tempted to turn around and slap the guy who was so proud cos he has gotten past 3rd base with his girlfriend.
where the heck did the whole romeo and juliet like romance go to?
and to boast about it IN PUBLIC so practically the whole entire bus can hear you, that is beyond crossing the line.
it is just plain disgusting.
i was so pissed off.

i'm not trying to say all the girls should go on a mad rampage and kill all living males now.
off cos not. that's stupid.
i'm saying that alot of guys should really start "renovating" their mindsets.
take this blog for example http://www.yourguysxxxposed.blogspot.com/
the more i read the most disgusted i get.
go check out under the classics.
"please french me"
talk about DESPERATE.
(then again, it is HILARIOUS. actually, the whole blog is hilarious)

anyway.
my point is, i'm really quite disgusted.
what is wrong with them
it makes me SICK just to think what goes on in their sick minds.
god, i don't even wna think about it.
-pukes.

on a brighter note.
wait, there is NO brighter note.

got back physics, chem, add maths and english papers today.
one word. BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

add maths is ANNOYING!
HURRRRRRR.

physics is also annoying
but add maths is the MOST annoying.
PFFFFFFFFT.

ok. byebye
i don't wna talk about it
:/


my falling ; 6:23 PM

Sunday, October 16, 2005

the agony
is knowing

i am ADDICTED to diablo
damn it.
all i do at my brother's place is play diablo.
diablo 2 to be exact.
ohlala. it's SUPER FUN!
wahahaha.
i enjoy blasting demons apart.
sadistic joy
-evil grin

lalala

i'm amused
:D


my falling ; 5:48 PM

Thursday, October 13, 2005

you deal with your problem
before you make it mine

games carnival today was pretty good. (:
ok. very good.

THREE JUSTICE ROCKS!
ROCKS ROCKS ROCKS!
we're such a puny little class and yet, we can dish out such great stuff. (:

ok, we're second for floorball.
second for soccer AND CHAMPION for table tennis.
ROCKS RIGHT?! (:
rocks.

we're also the overall champion ((((:
YAYYYYY!

actually, i want to blog more, but i'm just simply too tired.
-yawns.

ok. i'm going to sleep.
byebye


my falling ; 3:32 PM

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

photograph; nickelback

look at this photograph
every time i do it makes me laugh
how did our eyes get so red?
and what the hell is on joey’s head?

this is where I grew up
i think the present owner fixed it up
i never knew we ever went without
the second floor is hard for sneakin’ out

this is where i went to school
most of the time had better things to do
criminal record says i broke in twice
i must’ve done it half a dozen times

i wonder if it’s too late
should i go back and try to graduate
life’s better now than it was back then
if i was them, i wouldn’t let me in

every memory of looking out the back door
i had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
it’s hard to say
it’s time to say it
goodbye, goodbye
every memory of walking out the front door
i found the photo of the friend that i was looking for

it's hard to say
it’s time to say it
goodbye, goodbye

remember the old arcade
blew every dollar that we ever made
the cops hated us hangin’ out
they say somebody went and burned it down

we used to listen to the radio
and sing along with every song we’d know
we said someday we’d find out how it feels
to sing to more than just the steering wheel

kim’s the first girl i kissed
i was so nervous that i nearly missed
she’s had a couple of kids since then
i haven’t seen her since God knows when

i miss that town
i miss their faces
you can’t erase
you can’t replace it
i miss it now
i can’t believe it
so hard to stay
too hard to leave it
if i could relive those days
i know the one thing that would never change

look at this photograph
every time i do it makes me laugh
every time i do it makes me








my current favourite song (:


my falling ; 8:42 PM

trembling hands and prayer

today was a TERRIBLE day.
you want to know why?
OH THE PAIN.
argh. i hate it i hate it I HATE IT!

woke up this morning feeling quite alright.
i didn't bring pink pill with me to school cos normally i'm quite alright.
don't need one.
lo and behold, reach school, DAMN PAIN!
somemore had flagraising.
piangs ehh, when the flag was going up i was thinking "HELPPPPPPP!"
so pain. so so pain. the stupid thing was i couldn't really do anything about it.
no pink pill to take. so had to bear with the pain la.

anyhow, had a cca records thingy talk with ms lim in the mpr.
that wasn't so bad cause we had the excitment of seeing our cca records for the very first time.
was busy comparing and thinking ways to up my score.

then, some job attachement talk thingy.
was relatively entertaining. wasn't that bad.

recess. YUCKKK.
-stares at minfang sab celine.
recess was quite fun la. haha (:
-winks

then, we had a sexuality talk by mrs gurung
get this clear, SEXUALITY not sex.
seriously, the whole thing could be sum up into one line.
GIRLS, DO NOT DO "STUFF" -nudge nudge wink wink WITH BOYS.
aiya. just don't sleep with guys. it's bad. etc etc etc. you'll get hurt.
the usual brainwash.

ok, maybe not brainwash since it's true.
but seriously, they've been drilling it into us since god knows when.
ah well, sexuality talks are actually quite boring.

fortunately, mrs gurung is HIGHLY entertaining. she's so funny and cute!
and so many stuffs to share. ROCKS i tell you. (:

the "movie" at the end was...
hmmm. i dno, alright la i guess.
kinda got mixed feelings about it.

anyhow, throughout most of the talk it was TERRIBLE.
so pain. so so pain. :/

after the talk.
EWWWWWWWWWWWWW again.
-stares at sab minfang celine
thanks away dears. <333
love plenty plenty plenty.

went to the hall after school for some meeting.
great, now i'm an umpire for table tennis for the games carnival tmr.
hohoho. how fun. haha.

i'm bringing 10 pink pills to school tmr.
:/


the agony of it.
damn i miss you


my falling ; 7:45 PM

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

the joy of slacking

I AM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

YES! no more eoys!
NO MORE NO MORE NO MORE NO MORE!
-BEAMS.

ok. you wna know the truth? the REAL truth?
well, sure i'm glad exams are over.
constant mugging is REALLY not my thing.
well, the point is, i'm still stuck in exam mode.
and THAT is not a good thing. you know why that is not a good thing?
because it means i can't enjoy my after-exam joy properly.
there's this hagging. so annoying
go away. go go away!

i'm dreading getting the papers back.
and yet, i want to get my papers back. :/
haiz. well, i don't wna get back emaths paper one.
the rest I WANT!
i really hope i won't fail anything too badly.
i don't THINK i'l fail but i better not keep my hopes too high.
they keep getting dashed. hmmm

anyhow, me and ash are planning to do
cip at ACM. sounds fun right? (:

i wna do a new blogskin.
hmmmmmmmmmm.
later.

lalala.


either i was wrong, or you're not intelligent


my falling ; 9:19 PM

Monday, October 10, 2005

jinan baby
baby oui !
i know your secret too.
we shall share more secrets (:
you must be honoured. you're the only one i'm giving a guestbook reply to.
and you know why? cause i'm great and wonderful (:
heh. lucks for tmr's paper !
LOVE !


my falling ; 11:08 PM

a pair of red shoes on her feet

the exam week's nearly over and i'm REALLY glad so too.
after tmr, i'll truly REALLY be FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
so fun so fun so fun! (:

I WANT TO WATCH CORPSE BRIDE!
who's on to watch with me?

unfortunately, i have piano lesson tmr.
PFFFFT.
not that i don't like piano.
but COME ON. after chinese, everyone's gna go PLAY and PLAY while the poor girls taking their whatever electives have to go to their respective areas for their paper.
not only that, after my elective paper, i have to go for piano.
how's that to spoil the after exam mood for you?

hmmmm.
i have a habit of not snapping out of exam mode for about 2 weeks
it's quite annoying really.
i'll go to my table, sit there and think "ok, what should i study?"
only to realise, NOTHING. cause all my papers are over.
it's quite scary also to be honest.

i spend the better part of today with my brother, sis in law and baby nephew.
wanted to go make my passport
it's expiring soon you see.
anyway, so, the thing is, my mama HAS to come down with me.
but no matter, my sis in law went down to make a passport for dear justin
he looks SO cute in his photo la.
so fat! haha

anyhow, after that, my brother waited with me for my turn (we didn't know about my mama thing yet)
SO FUNNY! there was this really fat young boy and my brother was making really hilarious comments.
wasn't insulting him or anything, but it was REALLY funny.
i kept laughing and laughing, this old man in front of me turned back and stared at me and i laughed harder.
had to use my passport to hide my face
hilarious i tell you. haha

anyhow. went down to some place in jurong after that
(i think i travelled alot today. from yck, to punggol, to lavander, to jurong back to yck)
my brother claiming insurance for his car.
don't ask. i don't know either.

anyway, they left justin in my care.
had ALOT of fun singing songs to him
he's so cute!!! i was singing hilary duff's wake up and HE SMILED AT ME THE WHOLE TIME!
ahhh! -swoons
i'm in love with my baby nephew. (:
he's hella good looking too. (:

he even "danced" along with me
well, he just swayed his arms abit and grabbed my hair.
haha.

i came back and did some mep.
came back feeling abit depressed really.
haiz. so stupid. nevermind. I WILL BE STRONG!
still, it's gnawing away. :/

oh falalala.



just so you know, i miss the laughter


my falling ; 7:38 PM

rainbows and butterflies
someday we'll know


my falling ; 4:42 PM

Sunday, October 09, 2005

sugar we're going down

PHEWWWW
i can finally say, FINALLY!

my papers are nearly over.
save for chinese and mep on tuesday
but chinese? study what?
i can't study for close passages and compres.
no point. maybe i'll watch some chinese serial drama or movie to "get me in the chinese mood"

mep. i'm planning to study that tmr.
i don't have school tmr.
don't take bio. wahaha
one whole day at home for me to slowly absorbed musical stuff.
-nods.
how fun

ok, quick recap of my past papers.
english was fine. ash wrote the discussive essay
which was something about comics being bad to a child's upbringing or something like that.
i played safe and simply wrote narrative.
which was titled "neglect"
madame clare found it extremely amusing when i told her story on sunday during cath class
no? haha. ahaha. me and lua had a really good time with my story. (:

the compre was alright. it was about pipa toad and cats
i really like the cat passage cos that's EXACTLY how i feel about cats.
cats are such cold creatures.
aiming was so cute. sab was teasing her, asking her if she hated cats after reading the passage
and she promptly put both hands on her hips and went
"NO! i hate the author!"
and looked so cuteeee!

add maths paper was alright. I GUESS.
doing the paper was fine. i had time to finish and all that.
but not enough time to go back to check and maybe think over bits i didn't finish.
but after the paper, while discussing it with audrey, sab and bekah.
i think i have my doubts.
audrey thought it was fine. but sab and bekah thought it was complete rubbish.
oh no. i have this thing with maths.
can do the question, sure can.
but whether i get the right answer or not, that's another story.
i always get a strange answer.
that's the thing with doing maths at home
you can check the answer. not like during a test. god knows if it's right.

chinese paper 1 was fine.
i had ALOT of time left over
it was like, finish both sections, look up at the clock
HAR?! i have one hour left?!
was quite worried.
jaime said it was cause i write very fast
-grins.
oh well. crap chinese. i don't care.

physics and chem were fine.
i guess.
there were 30 mcqs
and i was like, WHEN IS IT GOING TO END!?
i'm not used to so many mcqs
we normally have like 10. not 30

elit was a torture.
goshh, write non-stop i tell you.
write and write and write until my hand felt like it was going to COME OFF.
think i'll do fine. I HOPE!
lit questions are weird though.
the joy luck club one, they ask "how did amy tan provoke feelings of sympathy for an-mei"
it's quite unfair really. mrs sng never went through stuff like that.
oh well, i wrote quite alot of crap. but hey, crapping helps alot.

the unseen prose was a passage from (of all books) lord of the flies.
that is such a sadistic and scary book la.
anyhow. it was quite alright la.
but 45 minutes to do two sub-questions.
that is just not enough time.
i write until my hand felt like it was coming off.
goshhh.

emaths paper one was TERRIBLE.
i need the calculator!
i actually wasted time puzzling over stuff like 16 divided by 2 is what ahh?
arghh. my mental sums are all rubbish already la.

paper two was better with the calculator.
heh.
emaths was alright la. i THINK.
the frequency question, i just stared at it blankly and went HUH?!
cause i don't understand frequency.
oh well, nevermind. it's all over.

social studies was ALRIGHT la.
i was crapping the whole time for the SEQ la.
ahahaha. i dno what the heck i was writing. was using common sense really. heh.

chinese paper 2 and mep are the last.
HOHOHO.
then, I AM FREEEEEEEEEE! ((((:



i say a little prayer for you
forever and ever, you'll stay in my heart
and i will love you. forever and ever


my falling ; 7:44 PM

Sunday, October 02, 2005

runaway with my heart

who is in my msn account ahh?
i have been trying to log in for the past 15 minutes.
-frowns.
i'm getting very irritated.

ok, forget it. i'm not logging in.
so annoying.
:/

i have been denied access to my OWN ACCOUNT.
PFFFFFT.

as you can see.
i'm in a pathetic lousy mood.
mind you, it's not my fault.
you try doing page after page of add maths and see if you're still in a brillant mood.
OHHHHHHH. i swear i wna kill pythagoras (?)
he and his stupid right angle triangle.
no him and stupid right angle triangle equals NO TRIGO
equals no mind boggling stupid identity questions.
OOOOO. i swear if it wasn't the fact that i would be completely letting ms poore and myself down. (and the fact that i don't wna fail) i would have rip the entire trigo chapter out and set it on fire. then, sit down and watch it slowly BURN.
MWAHAHAHA.

i'm in a lousy mood.
i repeat myself, i am sorry.

OOOO. i am getting very irritated now.
dogs should be banned from barking when i'm trying to blog.
it interferes with my thinking.
can you imagine?
it's like this.
blog, woof woof woof, blog blog woof blog woof blog blog.
oh god, i sound like some mentally challenged, confused canine.
:/

anyhow, add maths studying DONE!
(i meant that very loosely.)
i more or less am prepared for tmr's exam.
save for trigo, i think i'll be able to do quite fine.

i love functions. functions are so fun! and they're so easy!
did i mention i like log too?
i like log alot alot alot alot.

i hate surds i hate indices.
but most of all, I HATE TRIGO!
let's all call up the spirit of pythagoras and..
i dno, humiliate him
maybe force him into a bottle and bring him into the exam room.
then have him do all my trigo questions.
i mean, if he came up with the whole thingy,
surely he can do whatever sums right?

though maybe it doesn't really work that way.
i mean, that guy who invented the rubix (?) cube
(is it even called rubix cube? it's that cube with the six different colours you twist around.)
he took one month to solve it.
if dear pythagoras takes one month to solve a secondary three trigo question.
he deserves to burn in mathematical hell!
(what is with me and burning today?)
really, a frightfully old mathematician like him who can anyhow meddle with a right angle triangle and POOF! his theorem comes about taking ONE MONTH to solve a trigo question?
-shakes head distastefully.
bu xiang hua
(not that he would understand chinese)

pythagoras ahh pythagoras.
you cannot sit there and just think philosophical thoughts is it?
stuff like does mr socrates sir see blue exactly the way i do
(or can he even see it for that matter. what if socrates is colour blind?!?!)
or maybe, where do we come from
(from your mother's womb you idiot. any self respecting filial person would ADORE their mother for that, but you?! oh no! not enough, must think up your stupid theorem)
or perhaps, who am i?
(HOW OLD ARE YOU?! are you STUPID. or SENILE?! you're pythagoras la! GOONDU!)

so come to think of it, whatever you do.
thinking of your theorem or philosophical thoughts,
i'll still hate you.
maybe next time when i become a world famous mathematician like you or whoever,
i'll thank you or whatever.
but now, i'm a teenager stuggling to understand maths, so too bad.
-sticks out tongue

ohh, this is fun, abusing pythagoras
i hope his spirit doesn't come back and haunt
i apologise.
all that was done in a fit of ANTI-TRIGO anger.
heh.

ahh well, i still can't log in to msn.
:/

but i wna talk to ..............
-wails. WHY LIKE THAT?!?


banana republic ; see art in everything
what kinda idiot came up with that?!
banana??!!


my falling ; 7:11 PM

Saturday, October 01, 2005

add maths graphs are terrible too.
i hate add maths.
:/

but strangely, i REALLY like log now. (:
they're easy to do.
WAY easier than surds and graphs.
hohoho.

go nessa ! (:


my falling ; 1:10 PM